Just me and my life

2009-01-22T01:16:00.001+07:00

ADD ON:

bring ur thumbdrive so that we can exchange pics there n then!!!!!!

2009-01-20T19:37:00.004+07:00

HELLO!!!

Here's a special post about 4A class chalet this coming Thursday, the 22th of January.

Where: Tanah Merah Safra Resort ( http://www.esrcc.com.sg/contact/location.html )
When: Thursday, 22th January
Meeting time n place: 2pm, Tanah Merah MRT station. (meet changtat there)
How to get there: Shuttle bus which will leave at 230pm. (so pls don't be late! the next bus coming will be at 330pm!)
Chalet Unit: 30N
Teachers coming: Ms Low, Mr Wee n Mrs Yap
Dinner: Order yourself! Be it Macs, KFC, Pizza Hut, Canadian n so on. (but gotta treat teachers!) NO BBQ!
Provided: Drinks (syrup)

Games: XBOX, WII,Cards, Mahjong, DVD player/Movies, Music, Laptops, Waterbomb, Karaoke (depending if ppl want to bring the disk! i can only supply mikes)

To bring list:
$5(for the chalet), chips,swimsuit(there's a pool there) ,extra money for dinner, xbox/wii games, movies, 3A class T(for signing!)

IF POSSIBLE:
bring cards, card games (snap?), dvd player, radio/speakers, cds, waterbomb?,game console (xbox, wii), karaoke mike or cd?, boardgames, mahjong, laptop AND AN EXTRA TV WOULD BE NICEEEE

ps: this is a NO ALCOHOL chalet!

People coming: (names which haf cfm so far)
Tiffany
Xinling
Cynthia
Peien
Firza
Jamie
Jinyi
Rachel
Huimin
Aisyah
Yanxiang
Kenny
Jermaine
Yughan
Fendy
Jestin
John
Soonhao
Benjamin
Mark
Shariff
Zahran
Nicholas
Changtat
Daniel
Timothy

People staying over:
Peien, Jamie, Jinyi, Rachel, Huimin, Huiying, Firza
(Guys not finalized)

Check out time: 9am-10am

alright! tag the tag board if anyone else from 4A decide to come or stay over!

Loving my iPod more n more

2009-01-04T12:39:00.001+07:00

Hey ya!! I'm just trying this new application on my IPOD!!! Whee!!! I know I'm slow but it's awesome to be able to blog with my iPod!!! LOL. Right, so let's see if this works... :)

2009-01-02T15:04:00.012+07:00

Happy new year darlings!!!

Welcome to 2009! Time to make all your new year resolution and STICK to it! haha! well, hope they do come true too. :)

Firstly, since it's a new year... i decided to get a new HAIR CUT! i don't think i look very different... just that i got BANGS now! whoo! :)

NEXT... on 1st jan, i went to send Nadiah off. She's going to Australia for good. Though i'm not really close to her, i'll still miss her. :) All the great times we shared together (mainly netball and MR BOK!) lol. so, here are the pics! all hard at work! making e scrapbook for nadiah

yvette! writing her ESSAY.

with love...

AFTER... i went to pasir ris farm with my cousins and THEIR cousin! just to let my darling belle RUN!

the superstar!

awwww!

EVERYONE!!!

PAST... went on cruise with my AUNT, who is younger than me 0.o. and we had a blast!!!!

our on deck BEST FRIEND! haha

so old le, still so childish. tsk!

glenda(my aunt!), yongwei (cousin) and brian (brother!)

smiles!

hehe!
and of course! which holiday is complete without SHOPPING!!!! wahaha!

LASTLY... went out wif DEBBIE and MICHELLE! old hgs friends! haha! love them loads

AND.... i recently packed ALL MY JEWELLERY! woah! quite alot! haha!

toodles!

2008-12-20T09:34:00.004+07:00

All right! pictures from 4A bbq!
except this! xD

2008-11-24T14:14:00.013+07:00

alright alright! i'll update!!! xD

firstly, i REFUSE to get all emo about "leaving tk" and "not gonna see you guys again". so, i'll just hold the emo post to later. i'm not saying my goodbyes yet! in fact, i have yet to face up with it!

right, i know i'm awfully slow, but i'm gonna post about PROM! which had happened exactly 11 days ago! hey! not too bad xD

MORNING

4:30am
i woke up really early cuz i didn't finish revision for BIOLOGY!! Not really sure if many ppl know about this, but 4A STILL had an Olevel paper in the morning of prom! =( It was kinda sad, cuz we had to force ourself to study for an MCQ paper and suffer from the excitement of end-of-Olevel/prom/last day. To be frank, i didn't start studing till 9pm at night. xD Rushed out in the afternoon for some last minute shopping. Luckily the paper was easy, if not i would have hanged myself. haha.

7:45am

So like paper 2, we all gathered in front of 3J and waited for the rooms to be opened. I think we all went in too early, cuz we had to wait REALLY REALLY long for the paper to start. Perhaps it's the excitement. =P i had to stop myself from jumping up and down!! Just 2 minutes before 8, the room was pin-drop silent. Everyone's eyes were GLUED to the second hand of e clock, ticking ever so slowly... The tension in the room was so intense! I almost suffocated.

LOL. so drama.

8:00am
Anyways, back to the paper. Took my time to go through the questions. Didn't want to end up finishing 30mins early and getting all excited and jumpy again. I know loads of ppl actually finished REALLY REALLY early. 0.o hmmmm, easy paper

9:00am
At 9am sharp, we all put down our pencils/pens and in a jiffy, were were out and FREE!!!! No more exams!!! At least for the next 3 months..." OLEVELS is OVER! whooppp!" =P i was brimming from ear to ear. JOY. Took some pictures with jinyi then headed home. There was this really awkward feeling when i stepped through my house gate. I felt LOST. seriously, i didn't know what to do. what now? All through this year, i've been DREAMING of "after Olevels", "can't wait for it to be over!". But, what do i really do after Olevel?!?! LOL, i seriously NEVER though about it. so... i was overwhelmed.

9:15am

Sat around in the living room, flicked through boring news and playhouse cartoons... yawn... what should i be doing? One thing's for sure. NO MORE STUDYING! NO MORE MUGGING! NO MORE STRESS! =D finally, i settled with ps1. lol. finished e story mode 4 chocobo racing (which is a REALLY adorable game!) and managed to customise my own character! wahaha =P

10:45am

Had a quick shower and rushed off to get my nails done. =P Firstly, it really sucks that we had a paper on the day of prom! You have SO little time to prepare! =X i got a FULL medi and pedicure. WOW. never even thought i would get something like that! my mum rawks. hehe. The whole process was long. Nothing like what i had expected. Maybe some of u may already know this, but i'll share with the rest. Firstly, they wash ur hands and legs, then cut and file. Later, they apply on softener so as to soften ur cuticle (the skin around ur nail) and then they cut it all off, so that u get a beautiful shape 4 e nail. For e foot, they even scrub and moisturize. WOW. That actually takes up most of e time. FINALLY, the colour. ALways a base transparent layer, then the colour. 2nd coating is important and then the top transparent again. yup. Guess i did learn alot. Now i think i can do that 4 myself! including french. save the money!

12:45pm

And oh no, it took longer than i had expected! kinda late now =( My dearest mother actually help to ferry ALL my stuff (dress, make up, shoes, bag, clothes and all) to me and fetched me to rachel's house. i love my mum. wait, let me repeat that. I LOVE MY MUM!

1:15pm

Changed into school U at rach's home and onto a taxi to Naughty By Nature. My wonderful, most perfect and loving mother asked my aunt (who is a member) to let me and my friends(rach &cyn) to use the yearly free make over, 4 prom. So, we actually get FREE make up and our hair done BY professionals! AND, get pictures taken too! Smart right? My mum is a genius!

2:00pm

First shot, school wear!!! Light make up and kinda casual hairdo. Cynthia got the most spontaneous look? xD she looked like a cheerleader! in a good way! hehe. seriously, she looked her character. All bubby and fun. =) and pretty. Rachel had a simple pony tail, which look awesome. (though she doesn't feel so =[ ) and i had my hair down. hmmm. right. just to let u know, we all didn't exactly choose the hairstyle. yup. so gotta TRUST the professionals. =)

erm, since cyn didn't put much of the photographed pics up, i'll put more of that, and less of the prom pics. =) save the trouble. Here are some gorgeous pics!!!!

proudly presenting RJC...

we rawk!

with loads of great memories and a wonderful friendship which will last 4 eva!

this shot was really cute! lol! just playing around!
and i couldn't stop laughing when we were posing here. LOL! i can't believe i did it
to the left, to the left!
my turn!!! xD

stress ah!!! must study!!!!

and... IT's OVER!!!!! whooo!!!!!

forever and always

ps: cyn look SOOOO cute!

individual shots!

RACHEL LENG HUI ERN

JAMIE LIM JIA QI

CYNTHIA LAU CAI XIAN

We, RJC, pledge to be besties forever and forever!

bleh, i think i'm getting teary.... just playing around. haha!

fabulous rite! i had loads of fun taking them. hehe. i think i was quite "high". abit excited, so hopefully the photographer didn't think i was mad. =x. hmmm, it was more about having fun anyways. So, we were all acting and doing funny things. plus.. it was quite distracting with a cute guy at e back. LOL. yes rachel? =x

NEXT was the glam shot! whoop. my favorite!!! which gal doesn't LOVE to dress up! it's like a dream come true! plus! make up artist to make u look beautiful! gorgeous hair! (btw, i LOVE my hair style! ) and photographer to take it all down. WOW. it can't get better than that. wait, it actually did. throw in a cute guy and now it's better than a fairy tale. *pinch myself* OUCH! okay, not a dream. xD yup, definitely e best day of my life!

our gorgeous dresses! from head to toe! xD gotta check cyn's boots out! pretty rite! xD Rachel's dress is pretty too! like mermaid! lol. i love e bottom. hmmmm. oh, and my dress... IS THE BEST! LOL. bias.hehe

from the side. absolutely breathtaking! xD main focus... my hair!!!! gorgeous rite? xD

time for professional shots! never thought we could pull it through. hehe. or maybe me. didn't know what to look at, how to smile and all. kinda scary k. cuz ur just looking at e camera/wall and wondering what e pics will turn out like. am i ruining it? xD right. so i'm quite happy with what we've got. looks REALLY great! and sophisticated! it's e theme rite?

don't u just LOVE how the light falls on their skin and gives off the RIGHT glow... <3

Cynthia is a supermodel! seriously! she is. lol. bet she's making loads of money in some other country and coming to singapore disguised as a student. tsk. can't fool me! xD You should have seen... she just KNOWS how to get the right pose. i was standing by the side watching and... wOW.

me and rachel! just laughing away xD

cool right!!!! i can't believe we did such a shot! so not us. LOL! BUT, i think we look SO GORGEOUS! lol. i'm so proud of the RJC. =)

group hug!!!! i know my shoulder look kinda... weird... or dislocated. LOL. i have no idea WHY that happened. oh no. i think i was leaning back or smt. ack.

THis is my PERSONAL favourite!

and this... LOL. no wait. this should be my favourite! look at all of us!!! WOW!

this one... mainly... i wanna say.. i don't look like me! lol! whatcha think? xD

NOW, individual shots!

Rachel looks like an angel here. her hair style looks greaT! too bad she took it off later.. oh well.. u look stunning either ways =)

ME, looking all sophisticated ALREADY! xD

and cynthia... the SUPERMODEL!

alright! pictures done!!! such a LONG POST! bet ur eyes are gonna pop out any second! lol! so.. go take an eye break and come back to finish this. LOL. i'll carry on on another post! so hang in there! =)

toodles!

2008-11-11T10:49:00.003+07:00

hello!

prom coming up real soon! whoo! i'm so excited!

now, loads of ppl are asking me about what i'm gonna to wear and stuff. so i've decided to tell you some stuff here. =) i'm not exactly gonna tell you EVERYthing cuz i should be a surprise!!! yup! so what about 10 hints?

firstly, i'm wearing a DRESS! =P
secondly, it's white ( somehow, i kinda forgot the theme when buying this dress... LOL. so forgive me xD)
thirdly, i BOUGHT this dress (some ppl wondering if i tailored it???)
fourthly, it's so not fit for dancing! haha! so don't try to trick me into dancing 0.o
fifth, i'm obviously wearing heels
sixth, i have no idea what kinda hair style i'm gonna with. he. so just wait and see
seventh, most likely gonna carry a small white bag?
eighth, yup, i'm getting my nails done =P
ninth, it's NOT a sexy dress! (come on, it's a school prom! why would i wanna try look sexy with TEACHERS around! lol. madness)
tenth, i really do hope no one else bought e same dress as me!!! =P

=) k, i did give away quite alot. oopps.
now, just 2 more papers left!!! it's kinda sad that 4A gotta sit for a paper on e day 4 prom! sighhh.... one less day to prepare 4 it. =( . but it's okay, jia you 4A!!!! we can make it!!!! perhaps we should take pics after the bio paper!!

talking about picture taking, i really hope i take get photos taken with EVERYONE! =P lol, so if i can't find you, come find me!!! =P should i bring autograph book? LOL, nah, i'm getting carried away. oh right, does anyone have any idea what's up for prom? =P i only gathered that there will be dinner, and some dance (which is NOT compulsory). anything else?

alright, i gotta get back to chem! see you all tmr!

ohh! one more thing! i wanna say SoRRY to my class girls who got me presents for my birthday and i didn't get a chance to give them back! (i know, i'm a bad person...) SO SORRY! i promise i'll go shopping 4 ur belated presents after prom. =P forgive me! promise to get you gals lovely presents!

replies:
jinyi- thanks! all e best to you too! =D
Iat- yea! me and rachel couldn't stop laughing! you looked so adorable! as compared to now... hmmm, we prefer you in sec 1! =p

-who's ZT! =X
-and somehow i don't get your point,"lol" =P

2008-11-07T14:16:00.003+07:00

hey! last week of O LEVEL!
yes! i made it.

firstly, i really wanna thank all those who tagged or smsed me about my previous post... =) guess it's no use crying over spilt milk.. so i'll just pray real hard that it wasn't that bad... and thanks for all your encouragement! i wouldn't have lasted so long if not for you guys.. =)

well...
maybe i underestimated myself... lol... maybe after moderation I'll do well... after all, an A is still an A no matter how high right? =P

okay whatever... let's not get carried away.

went over to Rachel's house yesterday to "study". hehe, actually we did accomplish quite alot. i think... did bio and physic. including a normal academic paper! LOL. it's just a confident booster! it was SO easy! i wish i was taking that paper. hehe.
then we had loads of fun playing xbox Lego star wars version? i have no idea what the name is, but the game is really adorable! i was laughing so much when i keep hitting Rachel's character by mistake! -_- really, i suck at all games. haha. oh and it's so cool that you can keep changing characters. Andrew (rachel's adorable 6yr old brother) is a pro at it! he knows EVERYTHING! :)
i had dinner with her family too. it's really fun being over with them all. All of them are always smiling and having so much fun! And it's really nice to have dinner together... too bad my family members are too busy to do that. Everyone comes home at different timing, so it's kinda difficult. Well, i had a real great time over at Rachel's house =) Esp looking thru the year book and LAUGHING at how much the guys have changed!!! there were some who were so so adorable in sec 1! like TAT!!!! xD if i had known him in sec 1, i would go crazy over him. hehe. Hmmmm, soonhao also changed alot! not to mention imran and zengwoon! xD (in a good way of course! =D ) yea. okay i better stop.

I've got loads of pics i wanna upload but my laptop is kinda lagging, so i'll do it another time. I wanna show you all my pets!!! xD did you know i have a Guinea pig? xD yea, he's really cute! though there isn't much i can really do with him. =P and my darling belle is getting bigger by the day!!! maybe i'll show you monthly pics of her. =) oh, i love my pets SO very much. hehe.

oh! and i'm FINALLY going swimming tonight!!!! YES!!!! xD k, that's totally random. ooopps.

right, i'm crapping now. so sorry. i promise to do a proper post with proper subjects to discuss about, instead of dumping in info and being too lazy to organise my thought. sorry!

alright, i should really get back to revision, like it or not, mcq IS STILL very important!

right, so....
thanks 4 spending the last... 5mins? reading this post. =P
may all of you do well for your Os!

*can't wait for PROM!!! <3

2008-10-25T02:35:00.003+07:00

there has got to be a reason why people do so very well for Os.

it's either that it's really easy, or that people put in extra effort. i'm dead sure it's the latter, cuz i didn't feel that papers were that easy.

infact, i'm on a downward spiral.

one week into Os and i totally lost faith. i know i didn't do well. i know i made countless mistakes. i know i didn't finish the paper. i know i am NO WHERE near getting a distinction.

to add on to that, i totally screwed up my ONLY humanities.

it's over.

forget 8A1, forget 6points, forget VJC, forget all my hopes and dreams.

i've lost all my pride.

yea, i know you felt the papers were SO EASY
yea, i know you think it's impossible to screw up OLEVEL
and yes, i know. i'm a total LOSER/FAILURE/SUCKER/IDIOT...

the one sin that no one should and can commit is screw up the most important exam they have been studying for, for the last 4years. No amount of As in school-based exams can save me now. No class ranking, no level ranking and definitely no teachers or parents or friends can.

I single-handedly crushed all my hopes and dreams. (and yes, it's hurts so much)

i deserve to be shot.

2008-07-31T22:06:00.000+07:00

heyy!
band members going malaysia TMR! lol. so, have fun there! and of course all the best for the competition! =D

Actually 4 days isn't very long... after all it's over the weekend! Only problem would be when they come back on tuesday! GEO TEST! Jermaine, u better bring your work!!! xD

alright, today was SLACK again. sigh, actually this isn't good... AT ALL. Poor Mdm rozy has lost her voice and 4A has officially missed (in total) 12 periods of humans with her. =( SIGHHH. if u wanna include the supplementary lesson on tuesday, that would make 15. Don't get me wrong, i'm NOT blaming Mdm rozy. People get sick all the time, as it's seriously not their fault. Who wants to fall ill! However, i'm just worried about our humans... OUR ONLY HUMANS. ='(
hopefully mdm rozy will get better soon. :) and make us stay back everyday to catch up! lol.

Mdm nora has lost her voice too! and the guys couldn't be happier! Finally a chance to get back at her? LOL, it was quite hilarious. xD ANYWAY.. Joe is MEAN! humpf! Big meanie who enjoys teasing me. Grrr. i'll back at you one day! just u wait xD keke.

Other than that, i'm in a real good mood today cuz i went swimming! FINALLY! whoop. Swimming is seriously a HUGE part of me and i CANNOT live without it. Being deprived of dipping into the crystal clear pool, splashing around and the relaxing feel of cool water up to your shoulders, will be the end of me. XD

When i grow up, i'll make sure i have my own private pool! LOL!

Quite random today, but whatever. Gotta get down to doing Chem hw! SEE YA!

ps: i'll miss you! <3>

2008-07-19T22:03:00.009+07:00

EMO jamie.

tisk... what is it with people saying so!

well...it's not that i'm trying to be, or acting it all up.
this time i really cannot help it.

my body has collapsed under the stress and lack of sleep. i'm SICK. argggg... felt terrible after coming home on wednesday. actually i think i got so angry, i started to burn up. tisk. problems problems...(*). sometimes i really wish i had the GUTS to step up and say what i really have to say. BUT then.. there's always the "reputation", and then the hard work i've put in all these times. Of course there are the other members, which i will NEVER hurt. tisk. If only...
since i've gotten the memory replaying... might as well DISCUSS. (grrr) there was house meeting in wednesday. Gosh and i DREADED going. First time! =( Got pushed up to lead our tagore "glory" dance. Seriously, it was a total disaster. So much for having fun and "passing it down generations after generations". HA! The rest of the time was briefing... (*)
Only now, have i realised that is it QUITE useless to have such system. I mean, what's the use of having the whole school population separated to inform them about the same thing! Moreover... it's time consuming and troublesome. We should just go to the hall. I'm sure it would actually get more people's attention. HMM.

alright, back to topic... EMO.
classes are stepping up a notch and i'm not following well. I have no idea why. ='(
let's evaluate...
Amath's proof is DIFFICULT! no idea how to even start. -_-
Emath is STILL a bore.
Physic is in the lab! which is BAD. very bad! too much distractions.
Chem is ALWAYS in the lab. Organic chem has no meaning to me. 0.o so what if it's saturated? Recently covered fuel in one period and i am no different from going in than coming out. -_- what DID we learn in there?!?!
Bio is GREAT. =D reproduction in humans rocks. Mrs yap too! yay...
Humans are some what the same... copy copy copy. =) and of course spending some time wondering HOw on earth the guys at the back manage to answer the questions... i can't think!!!! ahh!

yup... so there is seriously nothing to rejoice about. Not to mention the TESTS EVERY SINGLE DAY! argggg. dying!

lastly... there is my new RESPONSIBILITY. -_-
it cannot get any worse!!!!
i'm a FLAG BARRIER on national day. GREAT. marching was NEVER my kinda thing. In fact, let me REemphasize that i don't particularly ENJOY marching. Which is the reason why i never ever considered joining any UG. ='(
i did try to squeeze outta it, but as u know...(*). So yea. i'm still stuck with it. *bitter smile*
training on fridays and wednesdays. there goes my free time.... =(. thanks to joshua and jasper for being ever so patient. I'm absolutely clueless about EVERYTHING. Of course thanks to Justin, who comes along once in a while to explain something to me AND saying i have "no standard". SIGH... so much for hoping i won't screw the whole parade up. =( all back to (*) again. tisk... (*******) Don't even see their shadows there anyways! -_- how supportive.
OHHH! ms low is really nice. haha, not that i don't already know that but... just emphasizing it here. =D She was extremely supportive. Not to mention even coming up to ask about my well being. PLUS! her words of encouragement. =) yay. (sighhh, if only she was in charge of tagore... <3 musical ="DDD

either way.. i found out that joe jones is pretty good looking =D

This is me~ great song! =D

okayyyyy... enough. it's EXTREMELY LATE... and i'm going to SLEEP.

2008-07-04T18:19:00.009+07:00

alright, here i am. at home watching my cousins play "the bully" on ps2... all visibly happy at the prospect at being able to destroy properties and perhaps kill some people.. -_-. seriously, i think this is bad influence... EXTREMELY bad influence. not to mention, their ADDICTED! xD

hmmmm, today i rejected the offer to watching "never back down" with the netties. yea, i feel kinda bad for pangsei-ing" them... sorry gals, i know i told you i could before, but had to be home for my cousins. Their leaving TOMORROW! Back to Taiwan they shall fly. I'll miss them dearly. Thus, i better cherish the time i have now =) HEY! go watch "It's a boy girl thing"!!! i promise i'll make it. xD

Second week of school and i'm actually rather comfortable with all the late supplementary lessons and tests! wow! xD i expected to be totally freaking out now. haha. either way, everything is going rather fine. Lessons are not that tiring now. Perhaps cuz there is less things to cover. Already finished the syllabus for Emath and humans. Chinese is so fun now! Not that we have total free period, but i really enjoy Chinese now! ^^ I improved drastically in Chinese since the start of this year! whee!

Talking about chinese, heard about the chinese o level oral??? Being first does have it's advantages! I can confidently say that the oral test was easy. The passage did not have much difficult words, in fact, i recognised ALL the word. =D too bad i got too nervous and screwed it up. Loss my momentum on the third paragraph and the rest was totally incoherent. SIGH. So disappointing.

However, the conversational question was PERFECT! yes! i totally expected this to come out. Thank god it was TODAY. yup, so i actually let out a sign of relief when they asked my about the "Bring your own plastic back campaign". YES! =) manage to meet my target, of talking for more than 10minutes? (how i know? when i went up, there was only one person(Jared) behind me waiting. When i was done, the whole row of 3 chairs was FULL!) of course i manage to remember all the facts i MEMORISES! and just jestin had already spread to the whole school population... i manage to make then laugh TOGETHER with me. xD yup. i guess i did well. Got to thank the examiners for their prompts. I like their testing method better than the normal types, where the teacher just keeps quiet and let you blabber away. =) this time didn't have to think of all the points to say and slowly rearrange them ON THE SPOT! yup. mistakes? i was speaking a little to fast. too happy XD. and! i said "su jian dai" for plastic bag. Gosh! how wrong can i get! TISK. to think it was Mr BOK who corrected my right after the test. -_- why didn't my mom point it out to me the day before! tisk. loss of marks! sob.

ANYWAY... i think everyone has already finished their chinese o level oral. Today last day right? hehe. so forget about tips. =) wonder if my advise has helped JO. keke.

Now... took loads of photos during our biology last dissection of a FLOWER! how exhilarating! xD haha but it was fun. With the tiny carpel and stamen. haiyo. I love the tiger lilies!!! so beautiful! i too realised that I CAN DRAW! lol. had to draw the features out and it all looked pretty good! wahaha! =D alright, here are the pictures~ enjoy.

the specimen.
apparatus! hehe, the flower is going to DIE! xD

under the magnifying glass

gorgeous drawing right? i know i rawk! xD (sorry didn;t invert it, too LAZY!)

split into half! ack!

tiger lily! to pretty! *-*

see the stigma? it's HuGE! and sticky

nectar guides! for the BLIND insects. haha. what if they trip over them!!!! =X

wow! cyn looks like she getting married! xD hehe.

Rachel with the male flower. equally pretty.

aiding pollination!

it's pollinated! a baby's on e way! whee! xD
the male gametes! great photography ehhh! whoop!

alright! that's all! =D now, go along and practice for ENGLISH ORAL! all the best to ME and you xD

2008-06-28T20:53:00.004+07:00

HEY PPL!

The movie WANTED is out and you HAVE to watch it!!! trust me, it's absolutely COOL! and of course action packed. I LOVE the way they actually bend the bullet! haha

but... whatever i want to say is....

ANGELINA JOLIE is so HOT!!!!!

i'm seriously in love with her! haha! yes, i'm becoming mad.... but who cares! it's ANGELINA JOLIE!!!!!! you should see her figure.... *sizzle*

plus.... the best part was when she kissed James McAvoy.... idiotic lucky guy! grrr! i'm SO jealous!!!!

of course the stunts were uber cool... she makes it all look all to NORMAL!

either way, she made the movie extra special. =D

okay.... should i tell you about the movie??? hmmmm... mainly it's about The Fraternity, where they are all assassin who kill dangerous people. All of them have some kinda special ability to make her heart beat reach 400 in a minute! omg! so there's alot of adrenaline in their blood and things become slower and clearer. =) perhaps that's how they swerve the bullet. Hmmm, and for James... he is the action pack movie's Cinderella. From a LOSER! to a assassin. Ha! okay, that's enough... go find out the rest yourself!

so go watch it! and DROOL over angelina! <3

ps: it's NC 16 but i'm sure u can sneak in. hehe

2008-06-03T22:28:00.002+07:00

:) heyy!

holidays have started and YET... we are going back to SCHOOL! tisk! how depressing. lessons are extra long now... and i'm having trouble paying attention to the last period. haha! can't help it. i've even resorted to reading books during e lessons... =P i'm sure e teachers know, but they don't seem to care.. so heck! keke

perhaps i should be sitting in e middle of class or smt. then i'll concentrate and listen. sitting at e corner is really very distracting. too much chances to do something ELSE. haha. i'm such a terrible student.

anyways.. something exciting is coming up...

TK NETBALL CAMP!

whoop! i'm actually looking forward to it. despite having to go for lessons the next day(friday) after our night walk... i think everything will go fine. =) the Sec4s are planning the night walk and GOSH! the route is REALLY scary!!! eekkk!

we actually got them to walk past all the scary haunted sites in school... including L shape toilet and banana tree. xD sadistic, i know. well, to make it worse.. we got some extra stuff all planned out... HEHE. can't tell her. it's a surprise!!!!

o well, this is my FIRST night walk in school... so i'm just hoping for the best. *cross fingers*. and of course we don't end up scaring ourself. keke.

all e best to e juniors! xD hope you scream. lol. (that's our goal... mean right? XD)

other than the night walk... there is also games... no idea what jo got planned... then the gals are also going SWIMMING! haha! too bad e sec4s can go... wonder what they going to do there, in waist high waters.. 0.o

kk, i think i better get back into finishing GEO hw. i can't find any examples or facts and figures... -_- pathetic. anyone wanna share? xD

see ya!

2008-06-03T22:11:00.002+07:00

sometimes i wonder when i even bother...

there's something missing in my life....
cuz something is not quite right...
there's no more motivation...
no more fun..
no more spice...

life is BORING.
and it totally sucks...

so what if it's e holidays...
so what if i have all the time now...

it's doesn't make much of a difference...
i'm bored to TEARS.

believe me...
i can predict what people will say...
i can tell what they are thinking before they let it slip out
i know what they will do
i sense how they feel
i get what they are trying to say from the very first words...

is that good?

NO.
cuz everything happens as expected! and it's SO VERY BORING
is it that i got so used to this...
or that people don't change...
or that i' not paying attention to the tiny, insignificant difference...

I"M SO SICK OF IT ALL.
it's like i'm stuck in a cycle...
and it just keeps going round and round and round....

it's time to do something crazy...
it's time to MOVE ON.
...

anyways... don't you hate it when people go back on their promise...
or what about those who keep talking about things they want to do... yet never actually make ANY effort to make any come true? okay, actually i don't really care if it's all about them... however... whatever they are doing.. they are affecting ME...
and i hate it.
i'm so so irritated. so frustrated.
is it me? am i too playful? cuz i seriously doubt so.
i've been stuck at home for way too long. and i'm dying to GET OUT.
the most pathetic part is that i can't...

maybe i made the wrong choice.
right from the start... it was all wrong...
perhaps i'm not suited for such a life style.
perhaps i've been torturing myself for too long..

i'm not sitting at the corner anymore... i getting up and i'm going to PLAY.

2008-05-17T23:05:00.005+07:00

perhaps it's me.... perhaps it's them...

sometimes things just don't go there way u hoped it will...
sometimes everything just turns out wrong...

and u cry...
you feel hurt..
you wallow...
you SINK...

who will pull you out of the cold waters?
who will throw you the safety buoy?
who will save you?

but they were right...
she knew...
he cared...
they mattered...

when it all came down...
it was difficult to remember
painful to notice
it was unexpected
i was ruthless

i'm sorry...
i didn't mean to

thank you

it's not too late...
it"s never too late...

2008-02-23T22:06:00.003+07:00

hello!

finally i get the time to come online. haha! well, i realised that hardly anyone is anyway... perhaps the time.

well, i'll write one short one today. =) just to ensure my blog don't die.

today went for flagday n missed english! wahaha! yughan envy me!!! xD

went wif rachel, soon hao,changtat and wyn tay... we went over to Bedok interchange to get donations cuz pp would be FULL wif ppl. Ate breakfast at macs and the TWO guys had their share in gossiping about OLD NEWS! xD
THEN, we started. =) had some slight discouragement when people would just ignore us and walk right past, as if we weren't even there... haiz... BUT, after some warming up... got used to it and had fun. =)

By the end of the day, i manage to fill up the tin till.... 9/10 filled? it was very heavy! hand ache!... i also got to make some observations on the people in bedok interchange's reaction to tin cans =P... AND i got to know some very friendly ppl. lol... OH YES... and the best of all. i found a whole new reason for getting people to donate. =)

so..
SOME WAYS PEOPLE REACT TO DONATION CANS
- "quick stare at the floor!!"
- quickly whip out their handphones and pretend to be busy
- literally talk to the handphones "hellooooo?" when there's obviously no line
-quicken steps and speed past you (pretending to be in a rush)
- smile and reject
- pat pockets and say no change
- stare blankly at you 'HUH?"
- keep walking forward while pretending to care
- acting blind or deaf and walk straight past you
- scrowl at you for disturbing the un-disturbered.

and of course there are the people who
-smile, stop and fish out change
-dropping in coins while walking, not even glancing at you
-let their children donate and get a sticker
-donate and praise you for your hard work (a pleasure to hear your hard work is really appreciated)
-donate and strike a conversation with you
-flirt before donating (school boyS)
-approach you and donate <3 (the kindest people in the world)

AND then i also mastered the skill of getting people to donate
-stand right in front of them, hence forcing them to stop
-following their pace (walking backwards with them)
-SMILE and be friendly
-make eye contact from a distance so e person knows you've spotted HIM/HER. wahaha, no way out xD

SOME TIPS
-thank sincerely
-keep smiling
-always approach and don't just stand there waiting 4 ppl to come to you
-get immune to rejection and being ignored
-let the question linger for a while... (they need to consider it before whipping out their wallets)
-ask around places with people waiting around, allow them to observe you asking... they WILL come up to u sooner or later =)
-hand around places where people have to wait n are free (lining up or waiting 4 bus)
-aim for the elderly xD (very generous ppl)
-aim for uncles!
-aim for school guys in a group (if one donates, the rest WILL)
-go bus stop where people have nothing better to do
-people who keep glances at you a few times at a corner= i would donate IF you come to me

THE ANTI-DONATORS
-people who sees you and look away, 0 outta 10 donates
-people who looks upset (never tried)
-young couples, 1 outta 10 donates
-young ladies 3 outta 10 donates
-people rushing 2 outta 10 donates
-people with hands full of items 2 outta 10 donates

yup...
and i enjoyed asking uncles and group of school guys. xD always have funny comments to offer xD

k, i'm done. =)

2007-11-19T14:47:00.000+07:00

Be thankful... Be thankful.. be THANKFUL

Be contented...Be contented...Be CONTENTED

Be happy...Be happy...Be HAPPY...

don't compare, don't look back, don't regret,don't give up, don't forget, don't fall...

don't cry

be strong...
with hope...
you'll get there...

a silent prayer

2007-11-16T23:41:00.000+07:00

Warning: This post is 90% filled with stuff planned for or about my best friend... RACHEL. =P

Happy Birthday Rachel Darling!!!!

Hope euu have a wonderful 15th birthday dearest!!!! Hope all your birthday wishes come true!!! I already know one has came true, you gt your pretty, sleek sony camera!!!! Whoop! so happy 4 euu! Anyway, let me repeat my wishes 4 you... Hope you have a great, wonderful, exciting, happy, marvellous, splendid, terrific and superb year ahead!!!! All the best for your O LEVELS! Hope u do really really well and we can go to VJC together! ^^ (hopefully i gt in too... hmmm) Thanks for being such a great BEST friend! Wouldn't make it past sec 3 without u!!! =) Thx for listening and understanding. I enjoyed EVERY second wif u! Esp the tiring yet fun camp at OBS and the most enjoyable and memorable trip ever to AUSTRALIA! Hope we would enjoy another wonderful year together in 4A!!!! loVe u so!!! Happy birthday darling! best friends 4 ever!

xxoo

ja[mi]e

okay, think i'm being very open in my birthday greetings to rachel... xD

Last night i actually stayed up till 12 midnight for this special birthday gal n wish her happy b day exactly on the FIRST second of her b day ^^. Was listening to 987fm to pass the time when i remembered that the Muttons does this birthday call thing in which one sms them if u haf a friend who is having her/his b day the next day n they would call her/him together wif the friend and wish her/him a happy birthday! plus songs and all kinda jokes... ^^ Heard them do it a few times when i stayed up late. I felt that it was REALLY REALLy cool and it would be such a surprise if one were to get such a call on her/his birthday!!! I know would be really overjoyed if the Muttons called me on my birthday!=D *hint hint* xD

okay, anyways, i smsed them at about 11 45... Then waited... and waited... 12am came and no calls from the Muttons. =(disappointing... so i just went ahead in calling Rachel's hp. All ready to scream into the phone and sing a happy birthday song 4 her but no answer! *frowns* Call again... and one last time... No answer.. =( guessed that Rachel slept le... so just sent a long, 3 messages full of birthday wishes to her. =)

Then at 12 32am, my phone rang... 0.o

"Hello?"

"Hey JAMIE! it's the muttons from 98.7fm!"

LOL, so these 2 funny guys went on asking me about rachel and their plan to call her. Sadly, Rachel's already asleep, and it would be so weird to call her home n get someone to wake her up.. So evil. =P So just informed them that Rachel has slept... yea... no choice. Then the muttons just wished her on air la, can't call. yup...

Firstly, i'm really glad the Muttons called and replied to my sms. hehe, never waste my sms! =P Can't help but think about the surprise Rachel would get if she was awake and got the call... haha. I myself got all excited when they called me la... =P Oh well, the birthday girl shouldn't be kept up late anyway... Hope Rachel still had a great birthday and got that surprise from her dad buying her a camera instead of the one i planned 4 her. =D

After all, it's the thought that matters right? xD

alright, now today Rachel has sailing and all, so went out to watch a movie and kinda 'celebrated' her birthday the day before, though we didn't mention anything about it until i said my goodbyes to her that night. Firstly, the plan for thurs is for RJC to go ice skating together... but sadly cyn gt npcc.. =( busy gal... how come np like almost EVERYDAY also haf one!!!!! scary lo. =P

So last min, change plans to blading, Got Changtat, Nic, Tim, Mel and Azri i think.. hmmm. Then it rained and after influence from the netballers, i had the urge to watch "The Gameplan!" , so changed plans and end up with only 4 going. Rach, Tat, Nic and Me, yup =)

Now the MALU part... gosh, i'm so embarrassed. We rushed to the MRT station and somehow we actually got onto the WRONG train. -_- Worst part, we only realised it till we reach Lavender! ZzzZZz. terrible!

We were late, due to how careless and BLUR we were, Sorry for making u 2 wait!(changtat n Nicholas) The movie, despite the normal, cliche plot, was really enjoyable! as recommended my many. It managed to make me laugh and cry! Love such movies! =D Plus happy endings are always a bonus! =DDD

Thru the movie, Nicholas kept passing their (tat and him) popcorn to me and Rach. lol... we took some, pass back to him and after he passed to changtat, 10mins later, passed back to us... zZzZzz... End up just holding THEIR popcorn, lazy play the passing popcorn game. i got a move to enjoy! =P

Went to Long Johns for dinner where we had some funny conversations... Nicholas would suddenly contribute some funny answers which is totally out of the whole topic... LOL. hilarious... oh yes, it was kinda weird when me and changtat were standing in longjohns waiting 4 seats and Nic who is suppose to be doing so is standing outside. 0.o Wonder what's he doing outside. lol...

so in total i really enjoyed my day, plus had great food and movie =) Thanks tat and nic for coming 4 this impromptu movie outing... and of course i hope Rachel enjoyed herself. =D

kk, i'm done... is this post too long again? =x ohhh, last thing to add, i LOVE my mommy 4 bringing me down to tm and allowing me to buy 2 beauTIful Levis jeans! WHoop! wish come true! =DDD

2007-11-14T09:35:00.000+07:00

alright, alright, i'll lay down on the emo posts and post one NORMAL one k? lol...

hmmmm, okay, i'll talk about the house leader camp which happened last fri and lasted till the NEXT day... only 1 night... hmmmm... very very short camp.

At first i expected it to be really boring, after all, what can u do within 2 days!! Plus i realised that there would only be 28 or so ppl going!!! and only 5 GIRLS!!! ZzZzZZ...

BUT! in the end, i did have fun and guess i would say it was enjoyable... I gotta experience what it felt like being in a COLAPSING and LEAKING tent... flooding should be the right word... I got bitten by crazy mozzies which left 50 or so mosquito BITES.. Gotta learn cheers, somehow got closer to teachers (mainly tagore house managers) and i got introduced to new ppl! Mostly sec 2 boys. yup...

k so left sch after truncated. Totally amazed at how little justin brought there. LOL.. Arrived at Changi, left off for 30 mins to grab some snacks or lunch if some had nt eaten... Then onto the bum boat and to pulau ubin.

As i expected, our camp is at the exact same place where the sec 2 had their cohort camp. First thing i saw was TCP!!!! ^^ The sight of it still fills me with so much excitement and wonderful memories! Missed the SL!

So had some talk about energy... Then went out to do activities. Broke up into grps, mainly sec 3s (Matching pipes) and the other is sec 2(Mei Mei). Did some rope balancing thing... the one i was present when 2A did it. There! 2A doing the Manja walk. =)

Shewin was in charge of it all... Hmmmmm, compared to 2A, i think we lack cooperation and communication. Well, the guys were mostly jumping alll around... "choing" over... hmmmm...

After 20++ mins, we were so called 'done'. The guys actually FORGOT about the gals who haven't done it...-_- haiz...

Kk, the guys though of a grp name- Matching pipes. Guess which advertisement we adapted that from!!! The cheer was to copy what was said on the advertisement with slight actions. LOL... quite weird but it was... creative... =) "Hi! i'm selling me house!do u LIKE it?!?!?" LOL

Next activity was 'mission impossible' where there was this bottle in the middle of a large circle made by rope. We had to get the ping pong ball, which is in the bottle, out using water and then get the bottle out without touching the floor. We were given 2 separate ropes, a pail and a harness with a carabina attached to it.

Trail and error, finally got a solution to hang the pail on top of the bottle and use the other rope to tilt the pail and pour the water in... We managed to accomplish the first task but for the getting of the bottle out, we actually smashed the bottle. xD opps...

Observation for this activity is that... Our group really REALLY lack cooperation and teamwork... The poor sec 2 guys were just sitting at a corner, nt involved in anything . =( They did have ideas... but hmmm, didn't have a chance to voice out??? I also had problem discussing my ideas with the guys. So here's the situation, the sec 3 guys in our group were tying the ropes and all, filling the pail with water and mostly doing everything... at first without much of a plan... So in the end they kinda paused & started to brainstorm for ideas... WHILE... the others just sat at a corner, neglected and ignored... =(

I guess we should have sat together FIRST, before picking up and equipment, to discuss what we were going to do. Listen to all ideas and pick the best. Wouldn't that include everyone and finish the job efficiently... hmmmmm...

The girls later end up helping to tilt the bottle... The sec 2 guys still sitting at the side... i went over to ask them for some ideas... but hmmmm... i couldn't really get much going cuz the sec 3 guys were already doing smt else... so they just let go of their idea....

-------------teamwork, cooperation, LEADERSHIP--------------------

alright, next... learnt some cheers, pitch tents and dinner. after, was NIGHT WALK!!!

Went in pairs and had to walk down the road and past a chinese cemetery. Grouped accordingly to our house grp so went by level. Justin the BRAVE went alone.

Gotta admit that i WAS scared at first... didn't expect it to be that dark! it got quite hard to see the road in front of us and the lush vegetation hanging over the sides made things worse.... due to the moonlight and darkness of the 9pm night, white coloured stuff had an eerie glow in the dark. I actually got a fright from a white sign board in front which SEEMED to be floating... xD

soon, after walking down the road and talking to peien, got used to it. =) Oh yes, there was this SPLIT road which we came to and PANICED. imagine u turn into the wrong road and got lost! i definitely won't want to spend the night in such an area waiting for help... =P so we just stopped and kept looking out for a 'blue light' which we were told it led the way.

We couldn't find any! Panic panic panic! Then Sharmaine and Edwin came. stood there for awhile longer before an instructor came out from one of the road and shouted to us to walk down the other route... PHEW

Walked on and finally reached the holy Thai temple where we had to sit, wait and get bitten by hungry mosquitoes... ZzZzZ.

The walk back was fun, chat with Faridzuan about sch, results and class. Back in the conference hall, went for house meeting where everyone were too tired to really listen or think about whatever we gotta plan., so Ms wong and Ms toh decided to save it 4 tmr and cut it short. ^^ u gotta LOVE tagore's house managers!

At about 10pm, let off, bathe then SLEEP! ^^ Fitful sleep thruout... kept waking up every hour or so... =( Then once woke up by the yelping of some animal and a dog... 0.o We didn't dare open the covers to take a look outside, in case they budge in or smt.. =P but we could tell that they were REALLY close to out tents. yikes! My first guess was that a younger puppy was being attacked by an older dog...Heart pain sia, hearing such yelping... kept thinking of my puppy at home! Was later told in the morning by the boys that it was a wild bore being attacked by a dog... O.o

The noise died down and the 2 fighting animal ran off the to other side... Went back to sleep and the next thing i knew, our tent was being swayed by heavy rains and strong winds... Our tent was on the verge of collapsing!!!!! All woke up to hold up the tent while rain water splashed in... mayday! Mayday! tent going down! lol.... olivia and sharmaine in the tent next to ours ran over before mr singh came over to tell us to head over to the conference room...

Packed out stuff and ran barefooted over. The ground was terrible full of SHARp stone! ouccchhhh!

So from that time (5am) to 7am, stayed in the conference room, couldn't slp already. End up making paper cards before the sec 2s guys offered us cards. LOL.

Breakfast, unpitched tent, learnt cheer then sat together to think of a cheer fro matching pipes. i didn't know much cheers so let the guys think lo. Sat in a circle... one side noisy, one very quiet.... same problem la. Look over to the other side of the room, all members of Mei Mei were bending over to give suggestions about their new cheer. Everyone involved, everyone participating, everyone excited about THEIR cheer... Thought for a while, whether i should get everyone involved... but look at the faces of the sec 2.... then the sec3s who were busy making the cheer.... hmmmm, then came the barrier of me nt being as experienced as the NCC guys with cheers... haiz... forget it..

Alright... so we gt a cheer. The rain stopped and we headed outside to play captain's ball! That was fun =) Tiring to run about on sand. First game, Matching Pipes won Mei Mei by 1. 2nd we lost by 3 i think... Next was the choosing of star players against TEACHERS! oh the game against them was exciting.

Firstly, the teachers were very rough! obviously the guy teachers like... MR SINGH!!! lol, he's dying to win. Most guy teachers would start playing ruby style captain ball and just thrown themselves on you to snatch the ball. Some would stand RIGHT in front of you... others just yank the ball outta your hands. lol... now one more point to note, we were playing on SAND. Tiring to run! painful if kicked and when u catch the ball, the sand goes right onto your face and if your lucky... your eye... zZzzzZz.

No doubt, it was fun =) Justin, Banjamin, Olivia, Sharmane, Faridzuan, Joshua??? erm.... who else??? xD Sharmane did an incredible job! She's really really good at both throwing and catching. Justin and Mr Singh were having some 'fight' of some sort. Saw them both wrestling each other for the ball.. LOL... Faridzuan was a great defender. =) Everyone ended up giving up on the rules and get 'down and dirty'. Most crawled on the sand to snatch the ball, rolled onto the sand or WATER, kana pushed down, wrestled to the floor or ending up in a huge ball of ppl all snatching for that SMALL volley ball. LOL, The irony? Mr Singh and his "Don't play rough!" right after he had tackled u down and snatch away the ball. -_-"

The others were all cheering at the side, making the atmosphere more fun and competitive. =) i had fun, loads, truck loads of fun, despite the cuts, kicks, smacks and sand...

Later took pictures and went to bathe. I WANT the photos!!!! gotta go bug the teachers to get it from the company.

So what happen next was lunch while watching models strutting up and down. Frankly, they weren't good and quite.... blur if u ask me. Kept stopping half way and turning to the director asking where to walk. -_- okay... Then took pictures before going back to the conference room,. Played cards, talked and then came up with group/house cheer.

i think tagore did really well, and i wanna commend justin for his loud voice...though it went off half way.=P Rutherford won the cheer competition with their catchy cheer and zahran's hilariously exaggerated actions. haha! You don't get to see zahran like that in class...So i've found out smt new about a fellow 'quiet' classmate of mine. =)

NExt, house meeting again where we had holiday hw! oh no! =( gotta think of 5-10 cheers... haiz... anyone gt any funny, cute cute one? do share!!!! help TAGORE! =D

Then we headed home. yup. That's all for the short short camp. =) I think if the camp was any longer, i would be too lazy to post it. LOL..

2007-11-11T22:06:00.000+07:00

when you look back at your life... what do you see... what do you feel... what would you think, what would you remember. What would you tell others, what would you smile about, what would you cry about.... what you be important to you then seem so damn senseless....

The worst part is the other way round... to remember what you thought was useless then, yet to turn out to be the most important now... about how you ruined it by over judging... how senseless you had been.. how dumb... if only... IF ONLY....

And you regret...

sometimes i wished it could be different.. sometimes i wonder what would have happened if...................... would it be a whole lot different? would it be a whole lot worse... perhaps... i was wrong...perhaps it was meant to be...

somehow... someway... i still think about you...

2007-10-20T21:19:00.000+07:00

hello!

oh wow, what a day!!! Went out to 5 pet shops to look at puppies!! They are all SO SO cute!!!

Lets start from tuition! Went for my usual tuition at pp. Wow, there was so little ppl there la! Exams over le i guess... everyone pon. zzz.. I'm still amazed that I didn't pon!! =P Tuition was normal... quite slack... didn't really put in much effort in doing the paper. HEHE!! but nonetheless, i STILL did quite well for that compre passage. wahaha! Also learnt that LOADS of other sec school's English final paper is REALLY REALLY hard! Everyone there were all getting a C6 and even failing. Scary...
Next went to meet a friend for lunch... Then gotta run some errands... hehe... ps: thanks for following me around! hehe.. Oh and for the muffin! =)

Later my mom came to fetch my and off we went for our... Puppy hunt!!!! Gosh... i think we have traveled over the WHOLE singapore just to get to those 5 pet shops!!!! ZzzZZzz. Despite singapore being so tiny and small, i actually spent almost the whole day in the car... -_-

After travelling around... i've seen 3 cute puppy schnauzer! black and silver! all 2 month old... cannot buy YET. And 4 other Maltese. Oh! also saw one REALLY REALLY cute Yorkshire!!! Gosh... now i'm really in a dilemma... Do i want a slightly bigger dog which is more active and very very obedient and clever... or a small dog which i can carry and cuddle... but slightly more yappy and not that active... probably cannot bring to large parks to walk, cuz i would end up carrying him around... HMMMMMMM... which one!!!! carry or independent?????

Tmr going to pasir there to see more... perhaps get a clearer picture tmr... Ask more... maybe ask some owners... yup... but it's either a schnauzer or a yoki already....

Other stuff that happened today... Firstly... my brother had to RE take his sailing theory test cuz he failed his first one... After taking 2 papers... he FINALLY passed the last one.. WITH help from the teacher who gave VERY obvious clues and my mom who was so desperate in getting him to pass that she helped him CHEAT... -_- pathetic... my brother should go study properly.. such an easy test also can fail SO many times... haiz...

Another thing... my dad's car was parked on this slope when we went to wait for my brother at the sailing centre.. somehow, the car managed to SLIDE down the slope, even WITH the hand brake pulled, and collided into a car... LOL! lucky no dent or any damage... my dad thought it was pure bad luck... he got the shock of his life... for me... i couldn't stop laughing!=x

Hmmmm... for finals results... i think i'll tell u all when i get my report card. yup. =) Wait and See!

Alright.. i'll end this post by thanking my DADDY for driving me ALL over Singapore to look for puppies... =DDD It's really tiring, i understand and i am truly grateful that he is willing to spend his Saturday driving around in search of pet shops... =) i love my dad!

2007-10-12T11:55:00.000+07:00

hey ya! 2 days into the short holiday after the finals and i'm ALREADY feeling so BORED.... lol... too used to being choked up with stuff to do, subjects to study and wrestling with time to squeeze out every single second i can get. lol... well, now i am just simply staring at the clock, observing how slowly the hands ticks... hmmmm.....
Have to admit it feels SO weird knowing u have nothing to do... oh gosh, so aimless now. well, i can't stand it anymore. Having simply nothing to do is a torture... Esp when u just got used to the examination-crazy-mugging period.

Well, now i'm gonna give myself somethings to work one. hehe... Firstly i think i'm gonna help my dearest mother in coaching my brother. If u all don't know, my dear brother issn't doing very well in his studies... In fact, he is actually very near to failing most subject EXCEPT science... lol... he's talented in science... just like his SISTER. lol... genes. Anyway, my brother is rather problematic. Perhaps he's still young la, but he doesn't care about his grades at all. My mom got so irritated with him that she complained a whole lot to me... Now that my exams are over, i think that it's my responsibility to help... yup... can start on the help-brother-pass plan now. lol... hopefully i still remember whatever i have learnt in pri sch... perhaps i'll go read up =) STUDY!!!

Now another think i want to do... hmmmm, i want a pet... No wait, i NEED a pet. Haiz... been feeling so empty for the last 3 week... gosh... 3 week... sigh... perhaps i'll explain here...
3 weeks ago... on the 21 of September... i sobbed my heart out.... ='( The reason? My cat died... haiz... my darling cat died... sob... i only realised it in the afternoon, when i got back from school. Indeed i found it quite weird to not find my cat at the doorway before i left for school that morning... but because i was late, i didn't let it bother me in school. When i came home, sat in the living room and did some a math hw... I was expecting my cat to appear some time soon and meow for my attention, but he never did. Instead, my mom came home and she suddenly rushed in the house, look at me with a frantic expression and broke the news... "jamie, kitty died."
At first i couldn't really grasp what she was talking about. I think i stoned there for quite sometime. It was long enough for my mom to change her expression from frantic to sympathy. Then she explained to me that my neighbour informed her about seeing a cat on the ROAD that morning, and my mom found the body later at the grass patch nearby...
And i just sat there... pen still in my hand... calculator still at "sin- 0.845", glaring up at my, demanding that i pressed the equal sign to reveal the secret degree which would be the answer of question 2c, a-math worksheet.... but no, i wasn't think about a-math. i couldn't be bothered about anything now. Everything seemed to actually slow down... either that or i sat there for a really really long time... Then my sight of the plain white wall in front of me blurred and the pain finally sat in... grief... my cat is dead... my cat is DEAD...

What followed was something i didn't want to be a part of. i just sat at the same seat, but this time i wasn't a statue.. i was a crying mess. i didn't want to, nor did i dare to go out and see my cat's body... he got ran over by a CAR... whatever my cat looked like now, i don't wanna know... i couldn't bare to even think of it... i let my mom and my maid take care of it... while i sobbed my heart out... while i let reality sink in... that my cat is no longer breathing... that he's gone... that my beloved cat... is dead.

Haiz... 3 week... 3 weeks of greif and anger... i blamed that idiot driver who knocked my cat down... i blamed him for being so damn it BLIND. i blamed him for driving so fast... hello, it's a SMALL road! how can anyone be driving fast enough to not see a cat and RUN over it... wth... then i blamed my family... for not letting my cat in the HOUSE. damn it... what is wrong with a cat in the house! The main person to blame... my grandma.. she and her dumb analogy... she would always say that my cat is dirty... dowan the cat in the house... But if u think about it... won't the cat be cleaner if u kept it INSIDE! wth... leaving my cat outside would only lead to this. it was obvious... roads and cars... wth...

Then i blamed myself... for not taking good care of my cat... not enough to protect him... ='( For not panicking when i realised he wasn't there in the morning... i should have insisted that my cat should be allow in the house... i should have... i should have at least done SOMETHING! i could have prevented the death of my cat... my darling kitty cat... =(
Haiz... then i realised that there was no use getting angry. it ain't helping me... Slowly i was letting go... slowly... very slowly...

Gosh... that 3 weeks was horrible... Esp when i forgot the fact that my cat is dead, and run to the door and shout him name... Right after i shouted "kitty", to let the series of compression and rarefraction travel thru the air and disturb the tranquility outside my house... that heart ripping fact hits me right in the face... That feeling of remembering it again.. haiz... it just hurts so much... the first few time it felt like i was going to crumble... Loss control of myself and start sobbing again... it just... hurts... too much to bear...

well, 3 weeks has passes and i guess i have learn to let go... move on... i still miss my cat... there is still this emptiness inside of me... a void in my heart... however one fact still remains.. i need a pet. i really do. i feel so empty without one... and now i really really need one. With all these time... i cannot ignore the emptiness in my heart anymore... i cannot fill it with things have to do. i cannot mask it with the importance of the finals... and i can no longer find anything to occupy my time to stop me from thinking about the pain.. about my cat... and the emptiness...

okay... enough of the emo stuff... now the plan and goals... after talking to my mom and my brother... i realised that they wanted a DOG. lol... i would prefer a cat, no doubt... but then again... the same problem would occur again and i WILL NEVER ever let another life be consumed by the roads and the mechanical moving JUNK....

At least a dog would stay in.... at least there would be a smaller risk of getting ran down by a car... However, i am aware of the commitment and time needed to keep a dog... Obviously it would be much more than a cat.... A dog needs attention. He would need much more love and affection. Much more time and care... There is a whole list of things one have to do... A long long list...not to mention my Os are next year...

Another problem is my GRANDMOTHER. yea she hates all animals. She's the typical grandmother who would scream at her YOUNG grandchild for touching any animal and never stop rambling on about how dirty they are and try to scare u by saying they are dangerous and would BITE you. -_-

Thank GOD that i have my mother... My mom loves animals and gave me the exposure i need to understand animals... That gave me a different mindset to these creatures sharing the same living planet with us... To have a fair judgement... After all, i believe that one should always give everything a chance. To give it a try. You never know till you try. It issn't good to always listen to what ppl say. You gotta experience it yourself...

I always hate it when i hear mothers telling their child that animals are DANGEROUS and that they should NEVER touch it or smt... Yea, like a little puppy will kill you... ERMM... perhaps on a more fair note... one cannot get too close to a stray animal. yes, i agree, but if u were to see my aunt and my grandmother... The message the convey is totally different. They teach children one shouldn't be near to ANY animal in one's life time... LOL... sad life... zzz

oh gosh, i got carried away... ANYWAY, back to point. My grandma is scared of dogs and i think she will hate the idea of having one in the house. She seemed happy my cat is no longer here... -_- i'll try talk to her SOON. i'm sure there is a way to get her to agree... hehe.... i'll work my SPELL! =P
Then my dad would be another problem... haiz... gotta work my way around him... Assure him and everything... ah yerrr....
At least 2 out of 5 ppl support me... i wonder what my grandfather would say...

Alright...2 new stuff to work on... yup... huge long term plans... new goals to achieve. =) yup yup... anyways, time to go tutor my brother MATH! whoop! see ya!

**i just cannot believe i got what i had wished for... yet now i can't help but wonder... do i really want it NOW?
tempted to do something i never though i would do.. tempted... just tempted...

2007-10-10T17:33:00.000+07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!

=))

2007-09-01T22:15:00.001+07:00

HELLO!!!!

Aces day RULES!!!!

Today was GREAT!!!!
- lets go skating again!!!!

Life is just SUPERB!!!!

u knoe what... i love my life... LOL!!!!

Congrets to netballers juniors who WON!

Hoping to get into 2nd round tmr!!!=PPP Jia you!!! we can do it! =)

i'll fill u all in about it later!!! go enjoy your spet hols ppl!!!! ^^

2007-08-23T22:32:00.000+07:00

alright alright! due to INTENSE pressure from ppl, i'll UPDATE!!!!

- despite it being... 11 30 AT NIGHT... so late... haiz... while so many ppl already having their wonderful fairytale dream... *-*
but well, i'll just do a post so that everyone will be happy! =P After all, i'm turning nocturnal!!! omg! bad bad! better start sleeping early... =PPP

okay... i don't really have much of a topic to talk today... so, no huge long dramatic post for u all.. haha. is that good?

School has been rather wonderful and too enjoyable to be true!!!! However, Common test period was terrible... haiz... MY life was a total mess THEN...

Feeling as if i was SO LAGGING BEHIND. Getting stressed ut so easily! I could have bee classified under a panadol addict!!!! LOL... i lost track of time just too often and end up burning the midnight oil just to finish my HW! omg! Guess that's where i got by bad sleeping habits...

Then school was horrible... i kinda got pissed off with everyone, including teachers... lol! i admit i actually acted mean to ms lau who just CANNOT TEACH... haiz... k, i'm sry. =P

Then netball, my new role as DEFENDER and i was a total mess la. Mr Bok would be telling me to be more attentive, to time my jump, to run out, to run back and i'll be there trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me... LOL... LAGGING BRAIN.

Hmmm, what else... i'm sure there are other sad things la, but let's forget the past and look forward to the bright future! =DDD

Common test! I had a problem with time management and kinda didn't finish some papers... ESP chinese which i ended up FAILING... extremely disappointing. And for other papers, i didn't answer it the way i knoe i should. The way i am sure the answers is... HAIZ...

HOWEVER, despite everything, i still managed to get some good marks... like for chem! okay, i took my chem test on thrus while everyone took it on mon... i knoe many of u are all asking.. WHY!!! UNFAIR!!! lol... well, that's cuz... I'M SPECIAL!!! wahaha!!!

joking la, had carnival on sun, so principal gave us the choice to take it later to be FAIR for the time we put in for training! =) Mr Lee rawks! =P Well, i'm so glad i actually took it on thurs... When all my tests were over, when i actually snapped out of the 'I'm going to fail for sure" thinking and do the test properly with full usage of my brain cells. haha...

Me and Alex's chem marks! SAME SAME!!!

Bio was okay lar! I got the shock of my life that i got a B4, 32/50 AT FIRST, but later i realised a calculation mistake of 5 marks!!!! yup, so there, a 37. A2!!! The horrible FREAK behind me got the ONLY A1 on class!!! GrrrrLook at our bio class RESULTS! i think there were alot of calculation mistake, but compared to when Mrs Ang teach, HUGE DIFF!

After some argument of mark (he he), i ended up with a 39! And yug han with a 41... AH YERRR, forget it. i got an A1 anyways.. sure my class test will pull me up higher. =P Not to mention didn't finish the last ESSAY question la! If i did spent less time blowing my correction fluid dry, perhaps i would have scored higher... LOL

note to self: DO NOT BRING CORRECTION FLUID TO TEST EVER EVER AGAIN!

E math was wonderful! a 39/40! wahahaha! yay.=D Got back geo and ss today. Well, i realises that for ss, i actually got all the point! So that's one up for me... I managed to argue my way to a 17... lol! yughan's GREEN with jealousy!!! he was there trying to convince Mdm rozy NOT to listen to me.. haha!

Tadahh! from a 14 to a 17 for ss!
Mdm rozy got fed up with my tiny handwriting! =P what to do! i panicked!!! hehe! Oh! i rushed thru my essay question in like... 8 mins? and i got a 9/13!!! nt too bad ehhh.. =DDD

notice something wrong???? It's suppose to be WRITE BIGGER! not right... haha! Mdm rozy too irritated to care. =P ops! sry!

Other than that, guess everything is back to normal and i'm enjoying school life! =) Had loads of fun listening to yingtai and yughan talk nonsense! Chang tat somehow was a little quiet today.. he emo-ing lar! =P Today was listening to Chang tat tell us the incredible tale story! FREAKY!!! then i remembered i visited a grave yard last last week??? OMG... what if... OMG OMG OMG... I think i need to follow my parents to temple le...

okay what else... Baked cookies on Sunday and brought ALOT to sch 4 class ppl. ^^ See, i SO kind... haha! Getting sick of presentation! Had bio and CE in one week... XIAN. Lastly, teacher's day coming le! gotta think of what RJC can do this year 4 teachers!!!

PICTURE TIME!

cute tiny scissors!!!!

Wheee! ms low gave me a STICKER for kao cha!!!! lol! i'm going back to my kinder garden days!

nt sure if i post this before... hmmm... This is the bolor's chair... He's SO SO neat!!! Hardly ANY guy except for him actually bother to fold their shorts la!
See his table!!! i always go over during bio lessons and u realise that he even pack all the books according to tb and files! he even got this file to place all the ws according to subject.. OMG... neat freak! =P Mrs yap using a BROOM to point! my grandma would go after her if she sees this! think some superstition or smt... HMMM BAD LUCK!!!! CLose up! got SO bored during bio show and tell, decided to take pic!
The e math teacher... u should see her face... hmmmm.. i'll try get pic.. seriously, i CANNOT understand a thing she teach.

BIO PRACTICAL! starch test!

First, gotta boil the leaf to 'kill' it. U are actually denaturing the enzymes to stop further photosynthesis. Poor leaf... ='( wonder how it feels like bring boiled alive... LOL
Next u heat it in alcohol/ethanol.
The effect? a WHITE leaf!!! it's called decolonization la... So u can observe the dark blue areas more clearly.

iodine turns paper dark blue as well! i brought the leaf home cuz never draw finish and it STAINED my paper!!! sob sob!
There, the end product!

what your at the top, there's no where else to do but down.

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2007-08-04T17:47:00.000+07:00

hello hello!

okay, i know i promised many many ppl i would post SOON and my soon never actually come... hehe. so sorry about that.... kinda busy these few days...

Sad thing is.. my test aren't doing very well, in fact.. i FAILED geo test... stupid careless mistake! waste so much time drawing a delta cuz i though we needed to draw 3, S, R and Z... -_- how blind can i get...

Other quiz also careless mistakes... ZzZzz...

Chem copy mcq WRONGLY... the most stupid mistake anyone can make.. HAIZ...

Physic never read question...

E math all the wrong steps. i ALMOST failed k!

A math! miss out all the minus sign!!! ARGGG

I think it's the lack of sleep.. maybe..

oh well, so i decided to become a NERD... haha! jk jk... but anyways i gotta study much more harder for common test... must do better!!! thus.... i won't be blogging too often then... =P

i did get a little 'depressed' over my dropping grades and erm... stress? yup, went online and complained to some super kind and caring souls... lol.. actually more like ke lian ppl who have to listen to my complains. =P but anyways, thank u to those to listened and stuck thru it. =) and especially for all ur kind words of comfort... =) u all really made me feel so so much better =D <333

k... netball trng on thrus was a MESS.

firstly, mr bok didn't come, and dearest wyn issn't around. Mrs chen wanted to get the girls to do PT... 0.o our carnival is next week, doing a few training of pt won't help la!! -_-

but well, she wanted to. So gotta get the girls to run and all. The netball court was used up for the national day practice so we had to run around the school instead... hmmm, that was fine.

Next thing is that we gotta find a place to train and mrs koh suggested the basketball court... so... me and arina had to clear the court... so sorry for disturbing those who were playing... haiz...

So did circuit drills, then tried doing abit of court play. a disaster of course... Everyone was distracted and didn't have to mood to train anyways... And having the volleyball around made things worst...

In the end, we ended training early cuz i found the court work useless. No one to coach the footwork anyways. Yup... then we played volleyball instead. lol...

it's surprising that i didn't lose my temper on that day... very weird... if under usual circumstances, i think i would have blown. LOL... maybe i was tired...

lessons now are getting really frantic... donno why but i tend to get stressed out way too easily... again, it could be the lack of sleep. haha!

english oral today was okay. i think i read quite well. abit lost in picture discussion and the conversation topic was rather easy. however i felt like i said too little... hmmm, hope ms nani will be nice to me.. lol!

other than that, i have nothing more to write thus i will post pictures!!!

my cat! he's sticking out his tongue la!!! look closely!!!
3A's famous couple...
Ms lee in the chem lab doing experiment of sodium and water...
lol! the 4 jokers in class!

oh yes, i went over the the other end of e class to sit with rachel when poor cynthia never come. yup, well the guys were really funny! haha, had loads of fun listening to their weird jokes! ^^

tranquility
this little cute egg which my mom got free! there's suppose to be a 'chick' in it... quick crack open!
ahhhh, let me introduce MRS YAP! our bio teacher...
all hail CHOCOLATE!!! lol, mrs chee bought these for us... peanut butter and choc.. YUM!

oh next is on racial harmony day... long long time ago la.. hehe... participated in hand painting! really live the result! hope we win. lol..

the paint mixers!!! =P
Cynthia the main artist
oh and that's MY hand that's being drawn on!
tahh- duhhhh!!!! so pretty right!
The wonderful group!

they can even bow!!! haha! i think it's very cute
lol, the Malay suffered a hard knock on the head. poor thing =p
the tk-sian... HAHA! look so weird!
the Indian... so cute!

and my juniors! haha! stayed back and played volley ball with a NETBALL with them! really fun! but hand super pain!!!! owwww

2007-07-21T22:45:00.000+07:00

TK NETBALL B DIV GOT INTO SECOND ROUND FOR NETBALL CARNIVAL!!!!!!
-won all games!
-everyone played really well!
-jia you!!!

KFC laughing session with V-girl was hilarious!

And... i finally got a new phone(samsung E840) ! =DDD

2007-07-14T22:08:00.000+07:00

today, tonight i actually bit the inside of my cheek till it bled...

well, u knoe what, it doesn't even matter... the pain i feel issn't from the bleeding nor the nerve cells around the area sending messages to the brain. The real pain is from something that i don't think even exist... The 'heart'... no no, it's not the pumping heart... it's not angina mind u... It's from this stupid fake heart which is actually the mind... issit? or in a more general term... the brain...

WEll whatever it is, i'm just so messed up... i feel like digging that horrible 'pain' from my chest out... i feel like ripping whatever is causing that clenching pain out and leave whatever organs which made it dripping with blood, on the floor infront of me... werid, i know but this stupid scene keeps playing itself in my head... maybe it's my biology knowledge overdose... or maybe i should be admitted into woodbridge... whatever it is... all i knoe is that i'm suffering... right now... here... and that is all that i care about now... about the pain...

------if only u knew------

Hate was never something i never wanted to practice... In fact, i think it's a very stupid and immature thing to do... It does not take whatever angry u have away, it actually adds on to it. And in the end, it's you who is suffering the most. Not the person u hate so so much.

What about an example...
One day Jack didn't respond to Jill's calls and some text messages. Jill started to hate Jack so much for ignoring her. She started to ignore him too, and pretended that she doesn't care. But in actual fact, she's hurting herself even more. Every time she sees him, this dying urge to talk to him comes about but because of 'hate', she forces herself to ignore Jack and walk past time like he doesn't exist. Jack, on the other hand suddenly realise Jill being so so cold to him. He is puzzled but because of her obvious attempt to ignore him, he concludes to himself that she hates him(unsure why cuz she never told him) and decides it would be best to leave her alone.
Jack and Jill's friendship began to draw apart and soon, they are no longer friends... Jack has moved on thinking Jill hates him and just accepted (after all, it's easier to accept when ur not the one at fault). However, poor Jill lives her life in misery and will always have the memory of Jack who has hurt her so much because... he ignored her. But the real question is, who really ignored who and who is to blame for the end of such a friendship?

The obvious answer is hatred.

Okay, so hatred is bad... it's stupid and dumb... but then... why do people do it... why why why...

Today... i actually convinced myself to hate this person... HATE... to be stupid and immature... to hate a person and end up slicing myself up on the inside... and the reason is... the uncontrollable feeling and thoughts... the mind had taken over and blinded everything i know. The inability to control such raging thoughts and the feelings or emotions it brings along causes people to turn to the most easiest solution. The fastest was to get rid of such emotions. To turn them all into angry... to hate.

lets talk about some other emotions...

"He/she has turned emo..."

oh how many times have i heard that sentence... emo has suddenly turn into a word of common everyday usage. And if i understood it properly, it means to be emotional... to be filled with emotions. To feel sad and miserable. or maybe PMS... So why are people suddenly telling others they are emotional??? Is it a fashion to be sad?

i just don't get it... Yes, i have tried using it before... using it as a term which with means " don't disturb me or i'll BREAK" or... " hello, i need your care and concern here!"... weird... and i ditched the idea of using it... Why?? It feels fake... shallow... and... let me put it in this way... why do i even want ppl to know if i'm sad. If i really need comfort, the people who really care, my true friends, my family or a super caring soul would pick it up. And if i can't stand it, there are always people who would be there to give me a listening ear. All these would help so much more than to get some shallow comfort which people might not even mean it.

"i'm so emo!"
"how come?"
"i donno, i'm just so emo!"
"ohh... don't be sad la. cheer up =)"

hmmmm... would the last sentence make u happy? cheer up... well, i donno about u, but if i was REALLY emo and REALLY so devestated, so sad, so choked up with emotions, it wouldn't for me. it would make me so much more frustrated. To know that he/she don't even knoe more problem, and to just say 'cheer up' like that... that person doesn't even care.

but for this case, i would totally appreciate it if the person at least try to understand the situation before saying any words of comfort... i donno about u, but to me, that shows that they care. The best, obviously would be to a good friend or a family member, who knoes u so well already, u can spill whatever's on your mind and not worry about anything.. shout, scream or even cry... that's the best way i would ever wanna tell someone i'm sad... and to get over it with with ease and somehow... it carries along relief and satisfaction ( to knoe that someone understand u better and that u are not alone, that u have someone who cares for u =D )

but that's the truth is i trust them in whatever they say and by telling me they are emotional over some small incident, it's like e person think that he/she can easily get care and concern. That just one flick of a finger can get he/her the attention they want. The pity, the sympathy. And deep care and concern... That disgust me

Well, i can also give words of comfort which i don't mean. " ah ya... things will get better la! " but then what would that make me... No longer a friend... more like just an image of a friend...

Maybe that's why i can't give much comfort to ppl i hardly know... why i suck at telling them things will get better and allowing them to feel better. Because i do not want to say things i don't really mean, and it wouldn't be nice to keep digging and trying to find the source of unhappiness when the person is already hurting. I just feel that i am not capable of making them feel better, of telling them things they wanna hear because it just wouldn't be right.

To lie to them so that them can feel better. That isn't the way things are suppose to be, cuz u'll really hurt the person more. By giving them false hope... By bringing them higher up and then when truth comes, there is no way u can save the person from falling so hard... it can seriously rip the person inside...

I wonder if anyone understands whatever i'm talking about.....

haha... anyways, i feel so much better after writing all these... =) yup and i think that's enough of my personal thoughts on things... =P

just one thing i have to add.
the one thing i wanted to write when i first opened this page for new post...

Illusions has made this mess. and feelings has complicated it.
Part of me crave for it, part of me detest it.
Part of me is drawn to him, part of me is holding me back
Part of me wants to let go, part of me wants to hold on
Part of me wished i never knew, part of me joyful to recognised
I want to laugh and i want to cry
I want to sing and i want to scream
i'm torn in between myself, i'm confused and lost
yet somehow i don't want this moment to change...
because i'm afraid of the wrong choice i would make...

i'm trying to hard to be
someone i never wanted to be

things arn't as simple as they are to me
cuz ur more than u are to me

2007-07-07T21:44:00.000+07:00

Mind me... i'l just bored...

Do u believe in luck?

Do u believe in fate?

Do u beieve in dreams?

Do u believe the horoscopes?

Do u believe in life after death?

Do u believe in love at first sight?

Do u believe in...

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From "The Holiday"

Iris: Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and suprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that she's not for you.

Let U Go , ASHLEY PARKER ANGEL

remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

Behind These Hazel Eyes, KELLY CLARKSON

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Turn back time AQUA

If only I could turn back time

If only I had said what I still hide

If only I could turn back time..

I would stay for the night

With Love HILLARY DUFF

I don't mind you telling me
what's been on your mind lately
I don't mind you speaking up
I know sometimes I can be
all wrapped up and into me
I can be in such a rush

Cry, MANDY MOORE

I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon (yea)

Everywhere- MICHELLE BRANCH
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how
I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there

4 in the morning GWEN STEFANI

Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think,
When I let it sink in
It's all over me I know you're here,
in the dark I'm watchin you sleep,
it hurts a lot

Truely, Madly Deeply
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful '
cause I'm counting on

A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.**

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you

Better Than Me HINDER

2007-07-04T18:07:00.000+07:00

hello...

long long time since i've updated... zzz...

well the good news is that i am 1 step closer to getting a new phone!!!! whoop! and maybe after that i'll start blogging more often cuz i finally can get pictures to upload!!!!

Start of school and everything went back to normal... Got a change of time table which really sucks!!! Chem in the MORNING la! 2 days... wed n fri... ZZZzzz... Cannot help but fall asleep!.

And Geo and SS BOTH on thurs!!! How wonderful, get to see mdm rozy SO often in one day... haiz...

And our wonderful slack fri is gone too... SIGH... Cannot slack after recess le.. A math lar! No choice but must listen... Humpf...

Recently... Went for the closing ceremony which was sortta last min decision to go... Thus... i had to PAY for the tickets only to find out later how much free tickets others still have... ZzzZZZz...

Well, it was my FIRST football match, and i have to confess, i'm not a fan of football. But it was a gd experience i guess. The guys behind me kept shouting funny comments and Rachel was great at explaining the game to me.. hehe. Yup...so i did enjoy myself there. ^^ thanks ian 4 getting lost with us trying to find KFC.. lol!!

What next... netball... ahhhh, i cannot get any worse!!! Seriously i think i'm losing interest in netball... Maybe is my lack of attending trng.. Maybe it's mrs KOH... Or bok... And i've been changed to DEFENCE... HAIZ... i just don't enjoy it anymore... sighhh....

Not to mention, i got a scolding from the dear Mrs Koh for nt attending holz trng when i had valid reasons and even brought my PASSPORT to show her... -_-... Why must she be in charge of netball! I want Mrs Chen back!!!! zzz... Mrs koh even took all the netball key and only gave one to Bridget lar... How to practice shooting or passes without the key??? Ahhh, she's making life hard for us...

HAIZ...

okay... that's about it... Been rather busy since then... with piano exams coming... and tests... Well, finally i get to slack today. ^^

Went to 'help out' actually more like watch the tk sailors at the beach... I wanna learn how to sail!!! haha.. sadly i know i don't haf time to start a new sport like that... hmmmm... maybe in the holidays... ^^. Rachel having competition tmr... Jia you!!!

Oh.. yughan's sick!!! poor thing... got fever... Hope he gets better!!! it weird in sch without him bugging me!!! =x

Now for PHONE SHOPPING... lol

considering 2 phones!

N73 music edition

3.2 megapixel camera with Carl Zeiss optics
Large, bright 2.4-inch display
Stereo FM and support for Visual Radio
Advanced auto-focus and mechanical shutter
Integrated 3-D stereo speakers

Samsung 10.9mm ( So pretty)

3.2 Megapixel Camera
(Half Shutter, Auto Focus, Flash)
Video Recording (MPEG4, H.263)
Music Player (MP3, AAC, AAC+, e-AAC+, WMA)
Bluetooth v2.0, USB 2.0 (H/S)
FM Radio (RDS)

Well, i knoe n73 has more functions... and the camera is SO much better.. 20x focus... but it's heavy... hmmmm... And obviously samsung phone looks so much better.. haiz... comments?

2007-06-22T18:32:00.000+07:00

HELLO!!!

i'm back from a fabulous trip to taiwan with my beloved COUSINS!!! missing them already... sighhh....

First 4 days was for SHOPPING!!! wahaha... where i gt pretty tops n a jeans! =D My cousins were so so excited about my family being there!! The first night when we arrived, they were bouncing up and down, screaming their heads off. haha...
i miss them calling me ' jia qi jie jie!!!'... =P n even though i was the oldest among all 6 kids, i didn't mind it at all. Actually, i LIKED being the oldest, cuz i would be involved in mostly every activity and they listened to me...=P My decision was FINAL. power.. wahaha!

On the 5th day, my dad and grand dad flew in and joined us before taking a short flight to kenting. WE rented a van to fit all the children, including me in it. =D It was like the last trip with them. I got to sit behind with my brother and justus. They both were the same age n the 2nd oldest among e cousins.
The trip there was 3h long, but it was totally enjoyable! =) Chips, sweets, weird games and my MP3 being tugged around by every kid in the car... !!!

The hotel owner was the most kind and friendly person i met! She was uber caring and helpful. Oh! she also had this cute chiwawa!!!! which she carried around most of the time...

i enjoyed myself the most those 6 days. Went to the marine park where i jumped into this crazy photo taking n posing mood. =P u'll see it later in the pictures. We then had to run around the HUGE building to finish the whole exhibition cuz it was closing. That was the best part. Run to one enclosure. Stare at the fish for awhile then pose for a pic. Run down the long flight of steps and observe the penguins, wondering if they were fake. No time to wait, sprint to the next enclosure and squeal at the seals which were so cute! And so on... All the time leading my 5 other cousins around. ^^

The rest of the time was SWIMMING... sadly i don't have much pics with no ppl inside so can't post it... =( But the water was clear! My dad got a small sting my a jellyfish, which made everyone run frantically up shore and never ever want to go back in... lol...

snorkeling and banana boat ride. The fishes there were much more colourful then in redang. There was this coral which was heavily guarded with one species of fish... Couldn't guess it's name... Spent some time disturbing them by swinging my foot near the coral. A few fishes would come up and try to scare my foot away.. haha... i'm guessing they laid eggs their??? hmmmm, very cute.

thru this whole trip, i did get closer to my family n my cousins... Esp little josh who is 5 years old!!! i got so used to having him calling me every minute and rambling on about whatever he saw, that it feels so weird nt having a little boy following u around... sighhh... Still remember the times i brought him down for a swim n he insisted he was 'an expert' at swimming and didn't let me hold him! -_- had to stay so close to him all the time and made sure his head came up and above the water! obviously he didn't know how to swim... kept sinking lower after every stroke! haha...
i miss them all...

managed to finish a book... 'My Bestfriend's Girl'. it's a fascinating book which is different from the normal books i read cuz one of the main character is a young girl! Plus the part where 2 guys were 'fighting' ever Kamryn... lol... interesting ^^ Some how i still feel that the 2 guys were too good too be true... They are just too nice...which is a total give away that this story is only a fantasy. haiz... imagine having 2 super gd looking n sweet, caring, nice and 'good' (like the book stated) guys wanting u... lol... Kamryn's life was far from being a mess...

WEll, it's still is great book so go read it!!

Pictures time!!!!

let me first introduce u to my most beloved cousin... Josh!

His serious face...
Laughing face!
The 'huh' face! and his COMPLAINING face!!! i donno why my com refuses to turn the pic... so just tilt ur head k??? =PPP
This is how we slept in their house... lol! mind me... i'm in night wear... =P focus on how cute josh is!!!!
The dead corals...hmmmm... the beautiful sea... n my family!^^josh looks sooo cute!!!
at huo3 san1( fire mountain) which was just this pile of burning rocks... LOL... i expected a volcano... -_-
my brother acting macho!!!

Fire works!!! they sell it there!! We bought a box and stared mesmerized at the sky for a short 5 mins. But he experience was worth it =)
OH! forgot to add in... I got a temporary tattoo... LOL... i like it alot!!! ^^ got another on my back... HAHA... show u guys later... =P
Me and justus, sharing MP3 at the back for the van. =)
back in underwater world again... haha.

FISHES!!!! lol.. brother and zheeron.

family shot again!
oh! this was a picture i saw on one of the walls... was glancing thru when i spotted this women and immediately, "Ms Edison" pop into my mind... LOL!!!! it does look like her lox!
Snow flakes!!!! Actually thay are jellyfish! so pretty rite!

Oh, here is the most fun place. This 'ice' playground with tunnels that u haf to crawl thru. We played catching there. It's really hard crawling fast without causing pain 2 ur knee! But it was fun. Later my mom took some photos while we posed... ^^ Best shots of the day!!!! i'm going to post ALL the photos we took here. =)

ohhh... there was only 4 ppl of us. me, my mom, justus and brian. The others went off without us. humpf!! guess we had more fun instead.. wahaha

The tunnel! cool at first, irritating small hole later. lol.

popping out from the small holes on the surface!!!
justus became a pro at posing for the camera!!! haha
my FAVOURITE picture!!!! ^^ all credit goes to my mom!
Justus is killing the seal!!!!
Brian in the hole... justus struggling to get off the seal and me... just looking pretty... LOL!!!

the sunfish!!! hehe... it wanted a hug first! XD

my 2

my mom's turn to show off her quick posing skills.. haha!
justus being COOL
ahhh! scary eel! =P this is really cool! u really get to play this submarine thing and there are loads of fake press-able buttons which u can play with... So cool!!!!! hehe... the game looks real too... ^^ they should have it in s pore!! we spent 1h there playing!!!
al of us again! hehe... one cousin posing inside... =) see josh's cute tilted face??? hehe
actually there were suppose to be loads of jellyfish behind me... but they decided they were no match for my pose and disappeared as soon as the click of the camera... zzz
zheeron is super comical!!! his photos ALWAYS turn out good!!! Grrr, competition!!! lol.. jkjk
UBER TALL SEAWEED!!! Actually they had a name, but i was too fascinated about how much taller it was than me, i didn't care... HAHA! =X

Alright.... i'm getting tired.. lost my stamina for blogging.. hehe... upload the rest next time! enjoy!

2007-05-31T18:08:00.000+07:00

hey hey!!!!

school holidays have finally started and i've just came back from my AUSTRALIA ipw trip!!! hehe!! totally enjoyed myself there!!!! if only we could have stayed there longer. Anyways... let me first talk about mid years. =)

yup, results are back and quite very happy! hehe... firstly, i'm glad that i didn't

deprove' cuz i missed one very precious week of school due to OBS!!!! And i expected bad results from both math which turned out very surprising! ^^... And lastly i'm super happy that all my last minute mugging has paid off. =P it's horrible to do last minute mugging k!!!! Very stressful and so so tiring... I even brought my whole big heavy file of physic notes to the immigration centre and studied there, while waiting 4 my IC!!! Guess i didn't study enough before going OBS... However, i'm not at all satisfied with my L1R5 and i know that there is a serious need to buck up on the 2 most important subjects in which i need to add into my L1R5 to go JC... zZZzzZZzz...

okay.. my results according to report card... Term 1 already added. ^^

Eng 63.4 B4

Chi 56.6 C5

A Math 77.8 A1

E Math 87.1 A1

Bio 80.1 A1

Chem 80.8 A1

Physic 78.6 A1

Humans 65.5 B3

Total: 589.9/800

%: 73.7

L1R4: 8

L1R5: 11

Class ranking: 6/42

Level ranking: 9/349

First time i got a one digit number for level position! hehe. But anyways, that doesn't matter... What's most important is L1R5 and mine issn't good enough... So gotta start studying harder and working hard on my languages and humans!!!! =)

Oh wait.. oceans 11 is just about to start.. hehe... i'll blog about Australia's trip later... =)

2007-05-16T19:51:00.000+07:00

heyy... just realised this blogskins can't put e songs la... zzz... okay nvm... think about that later... didn't bring my phone today... gosh... was craving 4 it la... HAHA... i was bored to death in the audi... =P
Today was totally SLACK... the only proper lessons we had was chem and physic!!! haha! the rest was free period!!! cool rite... =P Mdm rozy and Ms low not here... no photo taking... no chinese... and no geo... Bio was slack cuz we spent e whole period checking and managed to scrap up 1 mark from my bio paper... lol... 79. ^^. Yup... that's it la... hmmm.. didn't do too well 4 humans... 1 mark to B3!!! AHHH... always like that.. -_- SIGHHHH...

Was blog hopping... and came across 2 videos from tiffany's blog... about the movie 200 pound beauty... And i realised how much i missed e songs from it sia... lol...

k, here it is...

very beautiful song... <333

lol, this is very cute!

k, this is e trailer... hmmm.. to those girls who have not watched it... GO WATCH!!!!

2007-05-15T21:08:00.000+07:00

heyyy...
okay i couldn't stand my horrible blog skin anymore... which has been infested with FROGS... lol...

so went to find ANY blogskin at all to change it... yup yup, loads undone but it will have to wait... =)

really tired now... Donno why...think i should go sleep early le... hmmmm... but a short post about today first la... Results are doing well... yay... i'm happy and proud... haha!

5 A1s!!!! WHoop!!! And I LOVE my a math marks... i expected to FAIL... seriously.. my paper 2 was a MESS... and guess what! 74!!! lol... okay, maybe that's nt counted as a A1... damn... but if they add term 1... it will be.. so yay!

My language are HORRIBLE... yea... sad la... Eng C5... omg??? i got 13 for compre k!!! Damn... and 16 half for summary... very disappointed la... lost alot to own words... -_- i'm so not sticking to that 90% copy and 10% own words anymore... -_- I'm work hard and i definitely buck up... i just have to!!! It's going to pull my L1R5 down so so much.. SOB...
Chinese... i FAIL my paper 2 sia... OMG... and guess what... Mdm fong marked it... -_- no wonder! =P i think i can go argue for some marks... but ah yerrr... thinking of fong... NVM... it would be impossible anyways... still remember sec 2... EEEEE!!! forget about it... -_-

YUp...that's it... getting humans tmr... wish me luck!!!!! ^^

Oh yes... Da vinci was fun... trng was VERY slack cuz no one brought e key 4 the ball cage!!! lol...imagine if mr bok had come... he would have died of a heart attack... LOL... okay nvm.... And last point... John's brother is SO CUTE!!! =DDD

alright BYE!

2007-05-14T20:09:00.000+07:00

okay... i'm UPSET...

angry and irritated... i cannot stand your childish behavious anymore and u know what? i totally give up on trying to make things better...

why should i... i didn't even do anything wrong sia... -_- This totally sucks...

and i'm sorry...

i totally didn't know he was feeling so upset... and i got carried away... sighhh... u know what.. i didn't even know he was there... and i was seriously shocked by his reaction... =( i'm sorry... i didn't mean it at all...

2007-05-10T21:38:00.000+07:00

HELLO!!!!

omg, my blog skins is ruined... zZZZzzzzZZ... Forget it.. i'm too lazy to do anything about it now... hehe!!!

anyways... Mid years are OVER!!! YAY!!!! rejoice!!! jump for joy!!!! Can finally SLACK... no more tiring nights of mugging and all the 'overdose' of chocolate and COFFEE!!! =PPP And can watch tv all day!!!! And chat online!!! And go out!!! And SHOP!!! lol...

This year mid years was a little bit more stressful for me, cuz... i missed 1 week of school due to OBS!!!! But nevertheless, i NEVER did regret going!!!!

For now, i'll just add a few points about OBS. Going to do a post specially for OBS soon...no worries!!! =DDD

OBS was...
-really fun
-super enjoyable
-loads of new friends!!! (jurongville and got to know TK cca leaders better!!! =DDD)

-wonderful and fun experience!!! (kayaking and trekking with a very HEAVY bag!)

-got to know MYSELF better!

-TenZing RAWKED!!!

-And Kenneth SLACKED all the way!!! lol! (u wanted me to post about u RITE! =P)

okay, tell u more about OBS and my wonderful group members and the others from Dagama in the next post!

So mid years!!! Hope i do well.. i totally screwed up my graph for e math... ZzzZZZ.. Somehow i got the weirdest graph EVER... SIGH... 12 marks fly away like that... Then a math paper 2 was SO HARD... i could not finish alot of questions. Donno how to do! =( The rest was okay... but i didn't really study that hard 4 it... ya.. sad... Okay, forget about it... Maybe i'll post my marks... IF it is good.. LOL!

Now for TODAY!!! yay!!! A wonderful day.. Woke up happy, knowing that i would be the LAST day and that i was going to go out!!!! YAY! finally!

So firstly, SPA test! Kinda confident in it. Hopefully i can get full marks lar. Finished really early and got alot alot of time left. ^^. It was much better than bio SPA la, that one rush like mad... Anyhow cut potato and all... HAHA!

After the SPA test, stayed back for awhile for the Da vinci science talent!! Been taking part EVERY year!!! lol. Sec 1 was helping in the ushering. Then sec 2 pack cakes! And now going to assist the experiments. ^^Plus CIP hours!!!

Stayed around for awhile, then headed to TM! yay! Actually we kinda planned to just walk around, but then i thought it would be more fun to watch a movie together!!! Rach and Cyn wanted to watch Spider Man 3 one, but i watch le!!! hehe! watched the week before! Got so sick of mugging like crazy, kana pulled by my family to watch!!! So was telling them about this Korean movie i saw at the cinema the other day, 200 pounds beauty. =D They also agreed on it. This kinda Korean show have to watch with friends one, my parents will never want to go with me. Mom gets so irritated with shows she cannot understand the language they are talking... zZZZzzz. She's picky... hehe

Decided to go TM! cuz got 2 theaters! More chance of getting the perfect timing. =D When we reached, went to century first. WE like the very comfy seats!!!! Before going up, cynthia spotted the huge mickey mouse! Was actually the Miindustrie SALES! haha. i Love their clothes design. ^^ They usually have this kinda sales very often la, the older designs. But it's kinda worth it, cuz the price usually $30 can drop to $10 lo. But must see if have size lo... mostly is L. =[ HOWEVER, today went to see and yay! Found 2 nice tops. =DDD Very happy.

Went up to see the movie timing. Don't have!!!! only spider man!!! So sad... So headed to Tm, go GV lo... Half way there, pass by the shop Samuel and Kevin and we saw this REALLY nice top...haha! i'm more attracted to tops, then skirts or jeans... hmmmm... okay, i was in a shopping mood. haha! and i just got my monthly allowance... So late rite!!!! But got extra cuzzzzz..... didn't eat much during exam mah. =D

Kk, enough with the shopping. Went to GV and got the tickets. Kinda surprised that i didn't see that much TK students at Tm... HMMM, where everyone go??? Vivo???? Smuggled Macs in, where cynthia spilt ALOT of ice lemon tea into the plastic bag.. heng ar... But she had to drink it all up quickly cuz the plastic bag got hole!!! LOL... Cyn became very full thanks to that. =P

The movie. OH it was such a nice show!!! It's funny, interesting and had a happy ending!!! YAY...To all gals! u gotta watch it... So nice!!! <333>

After the movie, went to take neos!!!! The neo print machine hang la! But lucky manage to reboot it and get out neos... yay... haha! use my camera take photo while waiting!!! ^^SMILEZZZZ

So cute rite!!!! =DDD
Designing!!!! the gum ball one is really cute!

Ahhh, the 2 professional artists!!!!! AT WORK! =]lol, cynthia concentration so make our neos as pretty as possible!!! yay!
me and rachel!!!! So long never play with my camera le! Aiming haywire le!!! SOB...
AHHH! neo print machine HANGG!!!!

Then later took bus home... Was chatting so so much on the bus la! All about primary school. =) Miss my primary school friends!!!! But i'm enjoying life in secondary school!! =D

Night, helped my brother abit on CHINESE!!! amazing... hehe... Then went online and had alot of fun conversation with friends... yay! =DDD

YUp, that's e end of my post... Had a wonderful day!!!!! Going rachel's house tmr to BAKE! yay! Mother's day coming le! Gotta think of smt to give for my mom... inspiration please!!! =P

oh! going for my australia is trip soon!!! WHEEE, so excited! ^^. Then june holidays is PACKED with holidays trip! But the most important aim for my june school holiday is... TO PRACTICE MY PIANO and PASS grade 7!!!! zZZzzzz... It's the only way i can get a new phone... Wish me all the luck!!! And patience... hehe

__SOmehow i think 'someone(a friend)' is angry with me... ZzZzzz... seriously donno WHY... it just happened so quickly... and over mid years some more.. -_- I never even say anything or do anything 2 him la... SIGH... Was totally being SO SO anti social during mid years somemore... Hardly sms much... (the only time my phone bill never exceed la!!! =x) well, i seriously cannot figure out why so... forget it... i can't do anything about it... hopefully it's just my imagination..OR i just hope i can resolve it la... what did i do sia!!! -_-

*** OH YES!!! i wanna thank hui min and emelynn for the pretty pretty file!!! <333>

Hoping for a class outing... Hmmm, maybe just the class gals first... hopefully it is possible... =)

let me introduce u to my BEST FRIEND over this 2 weeks... hehe. My dearest LOVE!!!! Save my from the rising stress level and can really raise my mood. =D.

Been listening to the radio SO SO much!!!! can't live without it anymore!!! OH NO! =P

Ahhh! my 3 pretty tops i bought today. =D Love the brown one... but it looks so much never when i wear it!!! wahaha!!! hmmmmm, maybe i'll upload a pic of me wearing it ONE DAY... lol.. see first..
Pretty reflection drawing... Was studying physic reflection! And i got distracted... hehe! doodled ALOT... but i'll just show u one. =D

DOODLES!!!! i'm so happy about my camera for sure a beautiful photo... Brings out the colours so nicely!!!! <333

Took this picture on one of the rainforest trip... a perfect pic for feeling emo........

Alright! BYE!!!

2007-04-13T23:49:00.000+07:00

hello!
sorry for not updating my dearest blog which should be filled with cobwebs by now... =P (Truth is, i really enjoy blogging, and always have LOADS of things i want to write in, however time has hardly been by my side these few days... =[ ) Been really busy these few days, due to 3 reasons. 1, Mid year is coming!!!! Which means revision time!!! XIAN... 2, I had been sick for 2 days! And trust me, missing just 2 days of school takes 1 WHOLE week to catch up. This includes all the tests and hw... And staying back to get teachers to teach u what u have miss out. 3, OBS next week!!! Whoop! i'm so looking forward to it. HOWEVER, gotta rush this very week to try learn whatever the rest will be learning, so i won't 'die' when i return back. ^^

ALright, as usual, i'll repeat my USUAL line... loads of things happened. =)

There was funny lessons, stressful periods which i got so stressed up during class till i could FAINT... =P And i would start complaining so much... no one could stand me... OPS!!
And then there is the NAFA test, which we ( Cyn, Rachel and Me) SLACKED. And i got full marks... ^^ Improved in sit and reach. And i learnt that warming up ur leg muscles DOES help! Or u could just simple do shuttle run first, or... Agility jumps. =)

And i have 2 topics i wanna discuss about, before moving on to TODAY. =) Firstly, is this topic Ms low was discussing with us on thus, which was about the INTERNET. To be more specific, it was about ppl who have a completely different personality online, compared to real life. However, the point i care more about is... making friends online. =P The rest are kinda logical.

So....
Good or bad?

Good part is that, it is EASY. Just simply add the person's e mail, or find the person's name on friendster and click the little button, add as friend. PRESTO! it's is done. And it's is so easy to talk to a complete stranger and get to know him/her better = friends. Don't have to worry about posture, language, facial expression and tone. All in the WORDS.

However, this creates an unawareness of the person u are getting to know. And the actual fact that, no matter how often u talk to that person through the virtual world, u'll STILL find it very different when talking to the person in REAL life.
This is simply due to the fact that u can hide your flaws and FAKE your way thru, to portray a perfect person in ur context that is...
Another reason for the shock is that, when talking online, one tends to imagine the face, look, and expression the person is having. Most people would imagine good and 'up to standard' mental images and thus... creating an expectation... (oh no, that's bad! cuz.... it leds so... disappointment. =[ )
One more point. People find it difficult approaching that friend in real life. Yes, it IS very true... Why? Because they look so much different. And the Internet has helped us banish the shy factor, till we get too used to it. zZZzzzZZ.

Therefore, i have always been trying, despite the fact that it IS difficult, to talk to online friends in real life. I would also prefer people making friends with me face to face than online. Even calling is better than sms and msn. REALLY... Hope it does work... And maybe i'm giving an idea to ppl i have YET to know, on how it would be better to make friends with me. =) To those people who i've met online and realised that i notice u in school and making an effort to start a conversation, please take note of my view... and hopefully it has solved any... misunderstandings...LOL. i'm NOT desperate for attention!!!
( yes ppl i'm adware e that i am self-proclaimed anti-social... LOL. the fact is i DO feel anti-social at times, but i'm trying to change that... =] )

Uses of internet----> Express oneself... HMMM, i'm doing it right now... BLOGGING! hope it does not get me into trouble. =P

The second point... Is about attraction of girls and guys. Which i got from leon's blog:

"Right. We've all been through this step - rejected, reject others.

Oh well. What has come to past has became a valuable lesson to me. Gone were the days where I immaturely pursued a girl's love with presents, mushy messages and lots of sincerity. Seriously, I thought they would work, accompanied with lots of sweet tongue and all those lovey dovey things you see on television serials.

Now I know who to trust - not those stupid television dramas, not those romantic movies, and definitely not Parvesh! (LOL)What seemed like a wooing strategy for us guys (all the romantic candlelit dinner, buying hella lots of gifts and declaring your undying love for her) is just a complete turn off for the ladies.Like, really turn off.Not logical?

Nevermind, let me put this across - the effect all this "wooing strategy" have is simple, you make her scared of you, she puts up your defences and WHAM. Bye for a century.

For guys, it's going to be different when some hot sizzling babe goes up to you and pour out all her love to you! You will be like, WOW, YES, I'm in cloud 9!

Guys are like switches, girls are like volume knobs.

It takes a moment to attract a guy but it takes a process to attract a girl.Doing such stuff like giving lots of presents and declaring your undying love just makes you look desperate, an extreme turn off for the ladies!

Attraction is a tough thing for guys to learn. Yet ladies grasp them well, like naturally - playing hard to get, making you miss them, a little touch here and there, suspense.. ETC. Makes you crazy no?"

Hope u don't mind me just copying it straight. =P too lazy to summarise it.

Well, i DO agree to it to some extent... oh no, cannot say some... Mdm rozy would kill me for writing that in SS. =P hmmm, lets just say half of it.

I guess i have to agree that guys can be attracted really quickly, while girls need time. =) But of course there is an explanation to it. Girls are by nature more sensitive, more observant, and more concern about 'details'. While guys mostly have a certain extend of 'heck -care' attitude. And i can say that girls are more serious in this kinda situation, and most girls would and will put all their heart on the line. An obvious example, girls take a long time to get over a relationship, with many days spent on crying and heartache, while guys... i'm not saying they don't feel any heartache at all, cuz of course they do! However, most guys get over it quicker than girls.

Another point i agree in is 'turn offs'. Being too direct in confessing feelings IS a major turn off. Esp if the relationship/friendship is not yet stable. EG, u don't even know the person well. Or like from my previous discussion topic, u hardly even talk in REAL LIFE!! Most girls would turn to rejecting as they do not know how to handle the 'extra, super, difficult and mind boggling question' which can actually be a one word answers to guys. Why? Girls takes it more seriously.
(added point. Guys who comes in too strong are big turn offs too. Cuz, they tend to invade the girl's privacy and she may think ur irritating. Plus, it would only make matters worse if she don't even knoe u that well. So another hint... Get close to girls first. Rushing it would mean... GONE CASE. )

However, this does not include those who both have feelings for each other. This scenario would most likely have a happy ending... Don't u think it's so beautiful when 2 ppl confesses that they BOTH have feelings for each other. <333 Imagine the joy of that knowledge... The ultimate cure for all the secret heartaches which u thought were useless... Now exposed and accepted...
Okay, i'm getting carried away by DRAMA series. But hey, it DOES happen in real life!!! Think about it, issn't that how couples are formed? A certain percentage of them to be specific.

Now for the disagreements. Since i'm already on the topic of drama series, might as well continue. Many people think that whatever that happens in those romantic drama series and movies are all... PURE CRAP. But after much thinking, maybe some parts are exaggerated (which totally makes those drama series interesting!) , but there is still a possibility it does happen in real life... What people call, the MIRICLES. Do u believe in miracles?
However, i do not encourage people to go believe in fairy tale endings. Just that, it MAY happen. But it would be better to go do something about ur liking that to wait for... FATE... i believe in actions. =)

Oh yes, this reminds my of a movie i have recently watched. " The Cinderella Story". Watched it? A beautiful modern fairy tale story... Ahhhh, so sweet.... The beauty of how everything falls in place so perfectly... And getting the HOTTEST guy ( gotta admit, Chad Michael Murray is hot! shuai ge!!! =P) in school to have a secret personality under all the peer pressure and actually fall in love with a normal gal. What a..... FAIRY TALE... Sadly, to say, if everything falls so perfectly, it won't be LIFE. however, the same kinda plot may happen, but of course not so 'perfectly'. Go pick up some magazine and find a page on the couple's view about how they met. Mostly would have some fairy tale plot... How beautiful. ^^

Okay, talking way off point now. Back to my disagreement.

The fact that guys are like switches... Do u think it's easy to attract a guy???

Firstly, to prevent and misunderstanding and interpretation, i, Jamie Lim have NEVER tried to be desperate and get a guy's attention or attraction... Soon???? One day???? eh, maybe NOT. i don't believe in being desperate. =P ( The attention i refer to is liking. Sexual appeal and so on. Obviously not counting getting guys to listen to my views and what so not.^^)

okay, i think i have had some similar conversation with some friends on " It's hard to get a guy's attention", which was a HOT topic for me as i wanted to explore it further and prove my point. =) Oh, it was inspired by... my COUSIN! =x

The final product of the conversation is that. I feel that it IS hard to get a guy's attention/attraction. UNLESS, he is single and MAYBE desperate for a companion. It is said that most would go with the flow. Guess guys are less picky while girls tend to be more fussy. =X
2nd point, it even harder to get a guy's attention when he is chasing some other girl. Why? SOME guys treat it like a challenge... And truth is, that they ARE in control of how they get the girl. Be it romantic dinners, presents or just simply confessing feelings. TRUTH, guys do the chasing. U hardly see girls chasing guys... i hope not... hmmmm...
Back to point. ( sorry to those who are getting bored about my 'beating around the bush'. new ideas are popping up in my overloaded brain that i'm repeating at time to pack more points in. =P) Since guys are in control of how the relationship generates over time, they can plan? or plot?. They usually can see the whole process and work towards the goal, which is... getting the girl to like him. Thus treating it as a challenge and the confident that he can achieve it would keep him going till the goal is met. ( psychological thinking).

3rd point. Girls CAN and are easy to attract. Oh no, u may think i'm confused or mad cause i sound as if i am contradicting myself. HOWEVER, the before paragraph on the same point is explaining girls character and why they CANNOT be attracted INSTANTLY. =) This is talking about attraction and not counting time limits. See the link? =P
Now, why do i say girls are easy to attract. Firstly, girls are soft hearted, and can be 'touched' easily. Seen drama series when the guy simply have to stand in the pouring rain outside the girl's house and the girl would forgive him for whatever he has done? Same concept here. Sincerity and actions to prove it can soften the girl's 'heart' and in turn, getting the girl's love. Why? Those actions prove that the guy is trust-able. Oh no, i have just gave guys a huge hint in the woo-ing strategy. Lol, carry on learning and improving!! =P

Last point. Hot and famous for being HOt ppl are SUPER hard to attract. This somehow applies to both girls and guys. I think the peer influence that that ARE hot cause higher expectation to one-self and thus resulting in being more fussy. ( Impt point, i am NOT referring to ppl who are famous for knowing and talking alot ot e opp sex (flirts) AND those who are popular for being outspoken and thick skinned! eg, self-proclaimed HOT)

(All these points are gathered from the friends i have asked and discussed with. From different ppl's views. So if u feel that u have more to add, a need to disagree or agree, pls do so! =) help me improve the points on ATTRACTION)

AND, i'm giving 'hints' NOT because i want someone to try get my attention. Just adding into the topic and helping the female species??? LOL...

Anyone who feels insulted, i'm really sorry. This is not meant to insult anyone. Just a point of view. My point of view. Not saying that it is 100% CORRECT, but just explaining why i feel this way. =)

OKAY!!!!! done. and now for today.

Lessons = STRESSFUL.
Esp chem when i got mental block when Mrs chee was testing me... SO HORRIBLE to be unable to answer the right question... ESP in front of Mrs CHee!!!!! Ahhhh!!!!

I was stoning in SS. How sad... =P

ANd then today is TK sports carnival. Had games and all. WOnderful free and happy atmosphere. Raining... Cold and wet... Loads of ppl were REALLY skating while playing netball... XD.

But the main focus is... I got so so jealous today... Over??? No, no, don't anyhow think it's over a guy or something... Restate point.. i'm NOT and will not be desperate. =P I'm jealous over... THE UNITY OF OUR CLASSES!!!!! omg... i realised how un-united 3A was... It is... so horrible... till... till... ????? I cannot think of a word to describe it... LOL. Anyways, i'm really upset over the state of MY class! Looking at others classes.... EG, 3C which won inter class netball, congrets ^^. Oh how united they all were. The support from their class deserved the winning place too. They had banners made to support their class, all wearing class T, and ALL together... As a CLASS... gosh, i feel miserable...
3A is extremely un-united... I MISS 2C'06!!!! WE used to be so united... SOB.... Now, for 3A. Even the sitting arrangement for the hall shows!!! For class 3A line, only 10 people from class 3A were in it... The shortest line u can find in the hall... And the rest of the ppl were sitting with their friends... ='(
Very little cheered for the wins... Look at other class. 4C!!!! They all stood up for each win!!! 2C'06 used to be like that... i miss that too much... Oh, i'm just feeling so so sad now... SOB.... So many were taking class photos and 3A??? Almost NONE... GREAT. just great...

Now, i'm going to try achieve the ALMOST impossible... I'm going to try build the class unity. YEs i WILL. Really hope for the class's cooperation. Come on! we are going to be a class for 2 years!!!! But first, i gotta get close to my class girls... I'm willing to change my daily... routine?? / life??? to achieve class unity...

And my goal... NEXT YEAR... 3A'07------>4A'08 WILL be the upper sec champion!!! Ops, it's going to ruin the C class trend... =P Next year, we WILL be united and we WILL support our class members. We WILL want to gain glory for our class. Our netball team WIL win GOLD next year! And we WILL try our best 2 win the others.... Table tennis already got a gold. Computer quiz CAN win with ALEX!!!! Basketball was almost there this year... Jia you next year!!!! And the relay... WE CAN AND WILL WIN.

okay... i've listed my goal... work towards it... and hope for the best!

2007-04-05T20:48:00.000+07:00

wheeeee!!!! such a long time since i have blogged.... ZZZzzzZzz....

Okay, so ALOT ALOT of things happen... SO so much till i cannot remember!!! hehe...

Firstly and most importantly... MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! which is and now was 26 March 2007. For those who forgot, there is still 2008!!!! A little less then a year for u to plan what kinda WONDERFUL present u will get me... WAHAHA!!!!! Talking about that, yughan and mark still own me smt la!!!! SO SLOW!!!! =PP

So a BIG "THANK YOU" to those who wished me happy birthday.... ^^ so many ppl remember my birthday!!! YAY!!!! very happy. =) And another big thanks to those who sANG me birthday song!!! =DDD INcludes the netballers, wyn and wei rong... And Justin and gang... ^^. thank eu... Oh and all the lovely smses i got... hehe!!!! The birthday card from the class was also really sweet. =D

Oh of course the BIGEST thanks to those to got me presents!!!! ^^ yay!!!!! Thank u Jin Yi for the oh-so-cute turtle key chain!!!!!! I got a blue one, cyn's was pink... hehe... MINE CUTER!!! =P... Thanks to Shi Geng for the billabong phone pouch!!!! =DD and the sweets and orange heart inside... ^^. THANK U ARINA and WYNNE for the so so pretty and sweet and cute and wonderful and pink snow globe!!! yay! wish fulfilled!!!! =DDD Thanks Arina for hinting all week!!!! And then choosing the colour of the cat... And bringing the beautiful fragile piece of ART to school... haha!!!!! Love it loads!!!! And thank u so much!!!! <333>

'[OH... THANK YOU MICHELLE FOR THE BIRTHDAY CARD!!!! so surprised to see a letter for ME in the mail!!!! <<333>

The DELICIOUS cake!!!!

PRETTY SNOW GLOBE!!!!!!

alright, the day was loads of fun for me... lessons and all were great... And netball interclass was SLACKING all my duties. =P and went to teach my class netball. hehe! HOWEVER, 2 bad things on that day... firstly, my right eye was a little swollen... painful and uncomfortable.... ZzZZZ. Of all days... 26 march... -_-. And another more DEPRESSING news... i LOST my phone on MY BIRTHDAY... ya i know, such bad luck... and i was careless... SIGHHHH.... i miss my phone...

So to whoever who might have happened to take it... It WAS behind the DNT block, on the floor beside the drain, beside the windows... TOgether with a key... zZzzZZzz... okay... the phone is LOCKED. And so lucky i was blogging the day before so i took out my 1G memory card... PHEWWWW.... So from all the calling of my phone, i found out that... someone DID take it... And e person got so irritated with the calls till he/she offed my phone... And now, i don't think e person can on it anymore cuz there is phone lock!!!!

So to whoever who took it, PLEASE return it to me or general office... PLEASE!!!!!! u can't do much with it anyways... cuz it's locked. So it's more of like a useless phone to u... so.. PLEASE RETURN IT...

okay... what next... Netball inter class, 3A somehow managed to win 3B... WOW... our goal... But sadly lost to 3C... i focused on the wrong area and well, messed up the whole thing... Sorrie... =( Should have listened to soon hao and let him attack too.. BLEH.. well... 3rd place... better than none???? lol... we played really well... =)

WHAT ELSE???? i was sick from thrus to mon. Had fever, cough, flu, running nose and sore throat.. HORRIBLE... And suspected it was DENGUE!!!!! WEnt for several blood tests... OUCH... And today, which was my last one, shows that it was only a virus... not dengue... =D

So for today, Last lesson for choices. Fencing, we had some mini competition with our group and e one starting one period after our. And we WON!!!! yay. It was fun, enjoyed fencing, too bad i have no time to continue... I'm such a busy person... LOL!!!!
Then bio lesson was STRESS. It was a normal lesson but somehow i was stressing over the many tests i have to take... like... bio, geo, ss and a math!!!!! zzz. Stressing over hw, revisions and MID YEARRR!!!!! And the fact that i would be missing one week of sch due to OBS... XIAN...
Later i had some trouble with teachers... -_-. EVil ms ang won't let me take the bio test cuz she thinks i got dengue... -_- EVIL LA... now i gotta RE learn... =( Then i had to find nani for consent form to go AUSTRALIA!!!! so excited for that... =DDDD Then ah ber for my a math lecture book... Then mr wee about the practical which i miss... HATE finding teachers la... so hard to get them.. And always have to page them, when NO ONE ANSWERS, which leaves u to wonder... Is e teacher coming out or NOT... -_-

Later went for blood test... Waste loads and loads of time waiting for my turn... SIGH... had to wait 2h for just 1min or so with the doctor....!!!!! =((( Was explaining to my mom my study habits and everything. Too bad she's too busy with complaining about her 'busy' her life is, and scolding me for unreasonable things to care sia.. -_-. I don't get her at all... I think i have already did my best to make her life as not-so-busy as possible... She has time to join exercise classes and to pamper herself!!!!! Still complain. And she don't have to worry about my studies la! She can't Even teach me anyways... zZzzz. Then she just need to help my brother with studies. Manage the house, with a maid to do the house work... I seriously think she complains too much... -_- MY life is more stressful compared to hers LA!!!! =P

i think i'm pressurising myself too much now... zZzzz... Loads of things to complete, so little time!!!! AHHHH, and i don't understand a math absolute function... No one at home can teach me... SOB... gotta wait tilll monday now.. SIGH... i feel so helpless...=( Still got bio, geo, ss, chem, physic to catch up on... STRESS + MORE STRESS...

Letting my mind do some soul searching... And i came up with... FRIENDS... And then then the thought of... 'letting someone go'. What it was meant to do is to forget all the thoughts or memories which can hurt you. That's all, but does it mean to forget the person completely and in the end... ur no longer friends??? Issit even possible to let go without losing the friendship???
Making friends is easy, but staying friends is a challenge... Guess it really needs both to want the friendship to last, and time and feelings are needed. Gotta pay attention to the person, gotta care about e person, how he/she feels, spend time understanding. And make the effort to pull the friendship back again if it ever drifts apart....
I know of some ppl who have drifted apart from me... Yet... it's just so hard to get it back together... It takes alot of time, and even if u are willing the spend it, the other party has to be willing too... I guess it's really hard to save a drifted away friendship... Maybe i should try and 'experiment' on one... HAHA! We'll see... =)
Now back to another old topic... conversation. i think i have mentioned it before in one of my older posts, about how amazed me and rachel were about our conversation, cuz it was NEVER ENDING and would jump from one topic to another so so quickly, till we never got bored of the whole conversation!!!!!! i think that's really cool. Then i came up with a question... What makes conversation so fun. How do u make it fun. Till today, i have not gotten much of an answer, so sad... But i know a few things. The friendship is one important factor. it depends of the understanding of the 2 ppl. How much they know each other. How much they care for each other. That's important. For example, how can u have a conversation with someone who don't CARE!!!! U tell the person about your day, or how u feel about something, and e other party would be thinking " and why are u telling me this??". Which can totally end the whole conversation, no matter how hard u try... So, it takes 2 hands to clap. ^^.

So issit worth saving a drifted away friendship??

i do miss u, but i'll never know what ur thinking... somehow it has all landed in ur hands now... it's all about u... and if ur fine with letting everything just slip away... i'll do the same too.

k, that's all for today...
below is serious NONSENSE, just to let some irritation i'm feeling out, so u can stop here. =D

okay now i'm feeling REALLY pissed, so pls allow me to RAMBLE....

WHY CAN"T MY MOM JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! she already doesn't help AT ALL in my studies, why can't she just let me do whatever i NEED to do... WHy is she stopping me from doing things which are RIGHT... like studying?!?!?!?!.... I NEED MY OWN SPACE!!!!! ESp when i'm studying!!!!!! How can one study when being constantly disturbed and having the focus being pulled away on some 'unrelevent' CRAP!!!! I can't that this any longer... Can't she just let me STUDY IN PEACE!!!!! Am i wrong to want to study!!!!

I seriously donno what the hell is wrong with my mom... She's acting as if she has nothing else to bother in life and decide to come and irritate me with NONSENSE and bug me from whatever i am doing. what the hell la!!!!
Firstly is PIANO... damn it... i am so so stressed with my homework, test, catching up, understanding, revisions and MID YEARS EXAM is coming really soon, and here she is giving me more STRESS for piano... wth... i seriously have NO time and patience to sit at the piano and play some boring prices over and over again... -_- And scale... SO IRRITATING... keep running your fingers up and down the keyboard... it's super tiring, with SO MANY to finish... each is almost the same, yetcuz on the one note diff, u gotta practise it ALL OVER... ah ya, i hate it la... And i usually would have SO MUCH more worth my time things to do that PIANO... idiot...
Sadly, my mom just HAD to add stress to my life, and went to register a grade 7 exam for me in SePt.... How to ever PASS???? When i have NO time and interest to practice... WTH... And the worst part, due to my lost of phone, i can only get a new one by.... PASSING THE DAMN EXAM... great... my life is so over... -_-

This suck.... okay, another thing about my mom.. She does not know anything about whatever i'm learning now, so she obviously cannot teach or help me... how sad... no help at home... =( I really envy those who has parents or older siblings which can coach them or at least help them solve some hard question!!!! But what to do... can't be changed, so now i have to work SUPER hard to understand whatever the teach is teaching, pay attention and get all my doubts cleared in school. Do loads of revision and prepare questions which i am CLUELESS about early to ask friends or teachers... YUp, i try my best to do that. So, that is where i spent MOST OF MY TIME... studying... locking myself in my depressing SMALL room and trying to maximise my time to study and revise as much as possible...
Like this, my mom does not have to worry or CARE about my studies... she don't need to worry it i am SLACKING or if my results will come out bad and i'll do badly in o levels or get kicked outta school... blah blah blah... CAUSE... i make sure i do well. Which is every student's responsibility la.... okay, and now she has one less child to worry on. YAY? HOWEVER, i donno what is my mom's problem, she just HAS to come round and give me more PROBLEMS AND STRESS... WTH... -_-... Firstly, she complains ALOT... THe most horrible thing is she NAGS and NAGS... and it's impossible to get her to stop... -_- Most recently, she was on the topic of me locking myself in the room too much, and spending too much time on STUDIES... OMG>>> issnt that what i'm like... suppose to do???? i study to much to get good grades so she no need to worry about me and there she is complaining about my my studying habits... WTH... i donno what to say...
And then she goes on about me having LITTLE conversation with my cousins at gatherings.... -_- WEll, firstly, i have been busy trying to revise for test, and got DRAGGED to the gathering, so i no choice have to study with so many ppl laughing and having fun... Do u have any idea how depressing that is!!!!!! AS if i want to study la... My mom is totally not HELPING me in my studies!!!! making my life WORSE!!!! And then she complains about me... zZZzzZZ
Another is she keeps complaining i am WASTING TIME on nonsense things... 0.o HUH!!!!! what i usually do is... come back at 4 plus 5 from school.Eat, bathe then study and do hw. If got time, watch abit of tv, use the com for awhile. Then SLEEP... So what is the nonsense things i waste on???? Watching tv??? i can't be studying ALL the time... -_- Then sometimes when i spend time packing my room, she complains... IT's IMPORTANT for me to pack my room la!!!! She's lucky she no need to nag about my MESSY room okay!!!!! -_- SIGH... she's scolding me for things that other parents, like my aunt, would be happy about.. HOW WEIRD...
It's like, from my cousin, i realise some of their bad habits which their mom keep repeating and i make it a point that i myself don't have such problems, which helps to relief my mom AND YET... she comes and complain all the opp...WTH... i so give up... I am SO going to give her the cold shoulders on such unreasonable complaining...

2007-03-25T12:35:00.000+07:00

hello!

First thing i gotta say is...

Happy 15th Birthday Cynthia!!!

^^ Hope u enjoy YOUR day and the rest of e year ahead!!! All the best in ur studies and... * ah hem* love life... XD.

Yup, now going to blog about Yesterday!!!! Sat, 24 of March. =) Have been planning this outing for some time le... HMmm, actually Rachel was suppose to plan it herself and give me And cynnie a surprise, but in e end, we all started to plan it... haha!

IN the morning, woke up kinda late, ans was running around the house packing my bag... =P. Was 15 mins late. Ops, sorrie cyn, made u wait outside Rachel's house... =P

Had loads of fun at her house. Andrew was really happy that we where here, can tell from how entu he was... at 9am in the morning!!!! LOL... if i were him, i would rather go sleep then care about my sister's friend... HAHA!

So we played with Andrew for a while, learnt about this cute cartoon character called Pokoyo??? haha! Rachel ended up looking up the Internet to find pics to show us!!!! Me and cyn both blur... cuz we don't have anymore very young siblings anymore le!!!

Then we used Rachel's mom's recipe to bake BROWNIES!!!!! as me and cyn's birthday cake... ^^ Did i forget to mention today we were celebrating me and cynthia's birthday??? It was really simple, and much easier to make then my old recipes, though there was ALOT of sugar inside... sinful!!! Janice and Matthew were popping around the kitchen and helping out at time. =) Yummy!!!!!

2 Birthdays!!!!!!

Even got candles!!! =D

~Happy birthday to you...~

~Happy birthday to me...~

~Happy birthday to cynthia and jamie..~

~Happy birthday to US!!!! ^^~

Had Rachel, Cynthia, Me, Andrew, Janice and Matthew all singing... hehe... So sweet of them to join. ^^=D

Cynthia busy taking pics too!
CUT CAKE!!!! eh wrong... CUT BROWNIE!!!! hehe
AWwwwww, Andrew was really funny. Was blowing the trumpet! Sounded so cute!!!! hehe... too bad never take video!

After having our very sweet piece of brownie and melted ice cream(there was some problem with Rachel's fridge last night), it was OPEN PRESENT TIME... lol...

Janice carrying me and Cynthia's present down...^^

And this is Cynthia's present to me!!!! So nicely wrapped! Plus e ribbon! Thank You Cynthia!!! =D

hehe, i love the ribbon. pretty presents!!!!

Since Cynthia's older( it feels weird knowing that i'm younger than cynthia!!!!) , let her open present first!!! =D

carefully peeling off the black wrapping paper!

so slow... ZzzZZZ =P

OoOh!!! What's that??? A cow??? A panda???

Cynthia could not resist taking photo es...
AHH! it's a cute 'doggy' bank! lol... So cute!!!! It makes noises when u put coins inside. Andrew loved it so much, he kept 'donating' money to cynthia's bank!!! HAHA!

Haha, cynthia's REALLY happy. ^^
Opening my present to her... Which is too small to wrap, so i got this pretty golden pouch to put it in...
Tadahhh! It's a necklace with her name on it... haha. We all know how much cynthia LOVES her name!!!! =) Hope she likes it...

And then in my turn!

Cynthia got me this really pretty trinket box!!!! So pretty!!! Thank you so much!!! =D It is also a musical box!!! ^^ The box! Cynthia draw until so nice!!!!! Thank you!!!! hehe!
WEnt home and took more pictures!!!!!
The treasure inside! Test tube with starts and a card!!!!! <333
Now what do u call this... HMMmmm, it totally slipped my mind. But it's really cute!
Love it loads!!!! Thank you cynthia!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
And this is what Rachel got me... SO cute rite!!!!! it's a jewellery box!!!! Which looks like a sofa!!!! SO PRETTY!!!! Can put my phone there le... hehe!!!!Got mirror inside some more!!!! <333 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5045738463633352946" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uj10FVUtr9I/RgYQZjJkKPI/AAAAAAAAAk8/uthmSdI_Ih8/s200/Photo-0072.jpg" border="0"> And the mini pillows are extremely cute!!!

Thanks you so much!!!! <333

Back to the day, Went home to put down my presents!!! Then cab down to Lido. The taxi driver dropped us after the lido, and we were wondering where we were!!!! And guess what, we walked the wrong direction and got LOST... haha! i think i need to explore orchard more. =P

By the time we got to lido, all tired and hot... And another malu thing happened, we cannot find the box office!!! HAHA! super malu... -_-

So time wasted in getting lost... zzZzz. Ate lunch and went for the movie, Blood and Chocolate. We all wanted to watch Dreamgirls, saving it for today! But then it stop showing le!!!! SOB.. We were having some fun argument over popcorn!!! lol! I like sweet, while cyn and rachel like salty!!!!! HAHA. Ended up getting mixed =P, which somehow as much more sweet then salty... WAHAHA!! Both of them were complaining about it during the movie! XD

To movie was... so so??? Okay, it was not THAT boring... but the climax is not strong enough. And the werewolves don't look scary or frightening at ALL!!!!! -_-. They look too tame to kill sia... So no fun la! =P

Somehow cyn and rachel liked it, both saying the wolfs look cute... 0.o i won't say more.

Rushed down to Bedok later for netball trng!!!! Taught them some... *skills*. =P Quite confident in the team... Can win one... For sure... Jia you 3A netball!!!!! =DDD

So it was a tiring day... We baked, open presents, got lost in orchard, watch movie and netball trng!!!!! But i got more more extra tiring activity... TUITION!!!! lol, i donno how i actually scraped up enough energy to get thru tuition doing MATH!!!!! haha!!!

But.... My tuition teacher which is my AUNT came with my PRESENT!!! wahaha! Was so so happy and excited when i saw 'the wallet shop' plastic bag on the table... =DDD =D And inside... A BEAUTIFUL WALLET!!!! =DDD So so happy!!! yay!!!!
Pretty rite!!!! Whoop!!! i'm so so happy!!!! Thank u aunt!!! =DDD

Now, going to collect all the presents i got so far... Plus, it's not my birthday YET!!! =D Hopefully i can get more on monday!!! wahaha!! So ppl!!! REMEMBER my birthday!!!!!! TMR!!!!

3 hong baos!!! From my aunts and grand parents... From my mom's side. =D I feel so much richer now... LOL

Such a pretty necklace!!!! wow!!!!! =DDDD WOnderful presents which i got on 18th march... =D Plus a SWENSENS ice cream cake... WHOOP...

My beautiful collection of presents!!!! =D very happy!!!

Alright, some pictures i have collected over the weeks!!!

My HW... suppose to write a compo... However...it's really hard! Cuz i cannot even decided what i want to be when i'm 30 sia!!!! HAHA! my job... HMMMM
This is how yug han takes photos of Ms Edison! lol... His phone is under...
And look at cynthia's tiny tiny words!!!!! amazing...*-*

OH! my CA1 MARKS!!!! i'm happy with it, though i know i can do so much better! ESP chinese and physic!!

yay! average a1 for every sub!!!! wahaha! L1R5 is 9.

hehe! so happy la! =D

Alright, IPW pics next post i try to add in... See ya!!!!

SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!!!!! XD

2007-03-22T19:02:00.000+07:00

ahhh, i'm exhausted...
2 hours of umpiring... so so tiring!!! lol... but the morning first...
Today... THRUSDAY!!! The best day of e week!!! =D yay, and i was looking forward to it. Brought my new sling bag 2 skool today... ^-^. Very little books to bring today too... ONly foolscap paper and a math lecture bk in my bag... SUPER LIGHT... =D.
So had some matting for the games, then special activity was about writing songs??? Was trying to explain the situation for netball to rachel, but teacher keep looking over... zzZZZz... SO XIAN.
Then CE... Fencing! yay, i had fun... And i'm so proud of myself... I WON A GUY IN FENCING!!!!! whee!!!! okay, that's mean... but well... i'm happy. =) Got to miss the funny foot work this time... YAY! and had 1 to 1 trng with trainer... hehe. According to him, i got the height and potential... ^^ Next Sun got some fencing match for the selection of those who will represent s pore for some competition... Bleh, i forgot the name of it, but trainer asked me 2 go see. Then if got interest then can continue after lo. Sadly, i doubt i have the time to take up such a sport. But, i wanna go see the fencing competition!! Always wanted to see it... =) Try get my mom to bring. Hopefully got no gathering on that day.
Then there was some exercise where it tests how alert u ar... observation too la. And yup, i was the last one standing... HAHA!! i know, i rawk!!! =X

Next was e math, very slack. Just did some ws. Spent recess doing geo hw. Eng was fast moving. Was half studying bio... hehe!
Chinese passed by quickly... So happy with Ms Low... Enjoying chinese period now. Always seem to end so so quickly! =D

And then BIO... Mrs Yap didn't come today!!!! HIP HIP HURRAY!!!! =D. So Mr Chen( new teacher) came in. Gave us our quiz where me, yug han, chang tat and ying tai totally shared ans la!!! HAHA! he don't care anyways. Then @ 1 30 went to wait 4 wyn, then set up the court and all. =). Wonderful short lessons today.. How FUN!!!

So today was the sec 4's netball competition... there were 2 classes less when what we planned, so got more time. So then got everything started... Was umpire for almost all the matches la!!!! Donno why i actually spend so so much time and brain juice on the fixtures!!!! ZzZZZ... never even follow!!!!

It was really really tiring. Gotta get the sec 4s to get ready quickly... Make sure the umpiring is fair... Well... let's just say there was alot alot of obstruction and contact... Which cannot be avoided. Some guys were rough... Hmmm. and still have to look at the others for off side and leaning... STRESS...
Well, i think we really let alot alot of obviously mistakes pass. Then Dearest Yvette who loves to umpire so much was so so nervous about it... Gotta follow her around and scream into her ear. haha!!! Now i gotta make sure 3A netball team knows all the rules... And don't make such crazy obvious mistake.. Hope we can win!!! =D

It rained later, so gotta stop. Left 6 more games... Why must it rain!!!!! Mon gotta stay back later le... SIGH.. But the good thing... No e math and physic test for me next week... WHOOP!!!!!

k, i'm tired... ZzZzz... See ya!

i saw what i never thought i would see. And everything came so clear. It the end.... Not the ending i have expected... But it's better this way... =D It's over.

2007-03-19T20:27:00.000+07:00

hie.. first day of sch... and well, it felt so so normal!!! haha!!!
well, great to be back, although i was kinda cursing in e morning... sucks to wake up early... and it RAINED!!!! but the radio was playing nice songs today!!! yay!!!! somehow, my mood is kinda affected my e RADIO... if there's a really really nice song playing that morning, i'll be such a happy gal... hehe... and the song would be STUCK in my head for the whole day. Then if there is no nice songs AT ALL, i'll be quiet and maybe moody... HAHA! but it's hardly the case...

And so today... beautiful song!!!! over it by Katharine McPhee. love it!!!! =) Had the tune in my head 4 the whole day. Go listen to it...i added into my play list BELOW... in love with the tune! And the lyrics... hmmm... it does make sense... Wanting you to be wanting me No, that ain't no way to be...

Over it

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not okay

You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you've be tellin' me, I know you're not alone

Oh, and that's why
Your eyes.. I'm over it
Your smile.. I'm over it
Realized.. I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

[CHORUS:]
Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over

I'm so over it
I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Oh, and that's why
Your world.. I'm over it
So sure.. I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

[CHORUS:]
Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over
So over It

I'm so over it
Oh, oh

Don't call
Don't come by
Ain't no use, don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more cryin' in the rain

Oh, oh oh
I'm over it

[CHORUS:]
Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over it
I'm so over it
I'm over it

[CHORUS:]
Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over it

And today was fun... =) Physic was total laughter. Mr wee didn't come today... and got Ms Edison... lol? she's really... funny... Was counting the number of times she said 'okay' with that weird accent... And every time i look at her, i burst out laughing!!! hehe, can't help it. Yughan and Yingtai were having so much fun... Ms Edison even told Yingtai to control himself!!! LOL... so that was fun. oh... and she's taking us for 1 week!!!! omg... prepare to FAIL physics!!!

Mdm nora didn't come today... then eng was... okay... hmmmmm... No talking point. cannot slack!!! Bio, finished the rest or digestion. Don't like being in e lab... zzz.... And then had netball trng... class one. hope Jingyi and Gwen understands... must WIN 4 netball!!! =D. Jo says that when i teach ppl, i sound like a mother teaching her child... 0.o... Then WF said that i treat my juniors like my sibling... lol... okay.... is that gd or bad???
Later played netball with Cheng wei and others... i seriously gotta brush up on my shooting skills... opps!!! didn't shoot 4 a long time le... =P tmr i will.
Tuition was short and sweet. =D like my chi teacher alot.. very fun with her around. =)

Alright, that's all... oh yes!!! must welcome Alex back to TK... =DD

i'm sure u have forgotten.. prove me wrong if ur gd enough...

2007-03-17T16:47:00.000+07:00

Alright, since i got the time, i shall do a post on whatever is going on in my head now.. lol...

Firstly, i'm suppose to be studying 4 bio quiz and do bio hw.... ZzZzzZz... I should start soon, since i am totally blur about it... However... i'm too lazy!!!! lol... maybe after this post...

Next thing which is really bugging me is... A math hw!!! Damn, the quiz nonsense... yesterday i decided to check what it is about... After looking at the video coaching... i though i understood, then went to do e quiz... Guess what... i didn't understand it AT ALL... omg... great... flipped thru the tb to find out some more examples.... nothing much... DOTZ... Then tried a few question... Mostly guessed my way thru.. And my workings were horrible... Totally wrong la.. -_-. Soon i got tired of referring to anything which seemed relevant and ended up choosing which alphabet to my desire... LOL... okay... i knoe...i'm DOOMED... i was kinda rushing cuz i had piano later.. in like 15 mins.. so... -_-... i was asking 4 this problem.. should have gone thru all the questions in the tb then try the quiz... worse part... it is counted in exams..
zZZzzZZ... DEAD... ended up with a result of.... 65%... horrible la... all guess guess one... OH yes... i also realised i did the workings wrongly... so i gotta redo it... -_-... BIG MESS.... whatever... it's already done.. nth i can do about it.. only regret not asking ppl 4 help or doing self study first...
Better start working hard 4 my a math... gotta score well now to pull my marks up lo... SIGH......

And then yesterday went to Mandai with my yug han and mark... And the other rain forest group... hmmmm... had fun there... Looking at DRAINS... LOL... but guess it's a better way of spending time then staying @ home. So yup, i had fun. Learn about... frogs.... And some birds... HMMMM... Took loads of pic... hopefully they come to gd use... yup... so sad cyn and rach nt there... well, have fun next week when it's ur turn to go! =D

And for today... Went to popular and got myself o level books!!!! LOL... thick thick books... So ex somemore.. well, i figured i gotta start doing le... It should help... i hope =P gotta stop being lazy and start studying!!!! =D

What else??? I'm having tuition later... How sad... maybe can get my cher to teach me the a math nonsense and bio!!!! ^^
And tmr... from morning to afternoon, suppose to be packing and getting ready 4 the start of sch. Then... going my grandparent's house to celebrate MY BIRTHDAY!!! ^^ kinda early... bt well, think next weekend i'll be going out with friends so yay. =D

k, gotta go do WORK... finish my hw... hopefully can do some revision... hmmmmmm...
sorrie no pics in this post... there's some problem with my memory card!!! omg... -_-

i'm ready to let go and forget...

2007-03-13T10:39:00.000+07:00

hey. what a wonderful day... yay... and i didn't touch my hw at all... hurray!!! LOL... went out today... first for breakfast with parents. WEll, it is always great to have a nice breakfast with family... ^^.

Then i went out 4 a movie with my cousin!!!! Okay, she's actually my aunt... who is one year younger than me. YUP. Both had to rush there. we were LATE!!!! and i got so frustrated with the phone i was using... ZzZZz. Send my phone for servicing cause slide got abit of problem... And now i'm stuck with using this old old nokia 8210... Somemore, i'm not used to the sms keys... Coz...Samsung space is #, but nokia is 0!!!!! So i spent most of my time cancelling what i just TRIED to type. pathetic, i know...

We watched just follow law. It was a funny show... with a clear meaning. hmmmm. Then went out to meet my friend... which is actually my old maid la... We still keep in touch ^^ Went around orchard with her. WEll, i'm usually lost in orchard.. hardly have the time to explore it yet... So she was my 'tour guide' =DDD Walked around in the crowd... Hot weather today... HMMM...

Then went to far east where i was actually looking around for a nice tank top... And happen to spot this pretty bag in zinc!!!! haha... and it was like... love at first sight... 0.o weird... hehe. Such a nice bag!!! White with gold stripes... hehe... i LOVE it. YUp.. and so.. i bought it. wahaha. WEll, i can afford it now, cause.. my BIRTHDAY'S coming... And since my aunts have NO CLUE at all to what i want, they could all contribute in this beautiful bag. ^^ They prefer it that way. Save their trouble... yay... So got my pretty bag... And my movie...

And a wonderful day with my aunt and friend... Plus.. window shopping!!!! Wonderful day. =D Trng tmr... i think i should go... hehe!

2007-03-11T12:48:00.000+07:00

alright... i'vr finally decided to stop being plain LAZY and ignoring the fact that i have a blog... haha!!!! sorrie...

Since my last post... hmmmm... loads have happen... Like COHORT CAMP!!! and CT results which are better than what i expected. YAY. And there is outing with friends... netball and yup... FUN.

So i'll start with cohort camp first... 1-3 March. In total... it was FUN, INTERESTING, EXCITING, loads of new EXPERIENCE, FRIENDS!!! and WET. yup, it was raining everyday... but well, on the positive side. Camp still was fun and it is a great experience to camp in the RAIN!!!! And yes, i have lost alot of blood to the evil and hungry mozzies!!!! Uncountable number of red dots on my arms and legs... SOB...

So there were many activities! TCP was my fav... had loads of fun with it... For those who don't know... it's a really tall tower, about 25-30m tall... OMG... 3 diff storey, 15 different activities. Mostly all on balancing... And at the last storey, rock climbing, this bridge with a huge gap in between. (SCARY) and a rope ladder to climb up.( really tiring cause by the time u got up there, legs are kinda tired from all the standing and WAITING!!!!) And the last and BEST activity!!! The flying fox!!!!! Although it was REALLY REALLY high up, but after the 1h? or so up there waiting to move, it's not scary le... haha!

here is some stuff i wrote about it in my DRAFT post which i totally gave it up half way... it's seriously way too much to write. So so much things happened and if i am to write it in detail, which i TRIED... it would take forever... for me to write and 4 u to read.. so... save the misery... hehe!

from my draft
"Got sorted out into groups of 5, had a briefing from our instructor AMY! Then line up and wait... and wait... and wait... It was a time taking process lar, cause must wait for everyone in the group to climb up, then fasten the ropes, change one after another, with the checking... Then the next group gotta wait till they all cross over, and switch the ropes to the next activity till they can climb up. IT looks rather easy from down there, and i thought you would feel the support from the rope, however, i was so wrong...

When i first got up there, so so scary!!!! The first activity was stand on a line, and hold urself with another line at hand level. Yes, it's a really simple activity, but at such height and when u look down, u see only one little piece of string under ur legs... that was frightening... And it was COLD!!! FREEZING... Gotta wait for the rest to climb up and i get so scared and pale standing on the wire... LOL!!!! Slowly move on to the next... Which was so much harder!!!! Gotta use a hanging rope to balance. I held the rope till my hands all RED!!!!

But really gotta give it to the first one, the leader, super man!!! LOL!!! he had to reach out the the ropes lo, i don't dare at all!!!! Then finally we reached the first rest point. All freezing cold with raindrops all over. I was stoning for a while. Then we decided that we had to go thru this and started using cynthia's crazy mind power trick... HAHA! It was to say what we hope to be feeling, to stop the suffering.. EG... since we were all freezing up there, we said that we were SO SO hot, and that we were in the desert. And that we were on the floor!!! HAHA! that totally cheered out mood up alot and all didn't feel so scared le. =DDD team bonding.

Later we started to hold hand 4 each activities. And even sing song!!! WAHAHA!!!! Did the TK school song and cheers! Funny sia, i think we were the most entu group... Also cheered tim's group along. By the time we reached the 3rd level, all not scared of the height le!!! And we were moving really quickly... HAHA! cooperation and teamwork helps!!!!

Rock climbing was abit scary, cause there was no stand below!!!! And only a small plank to climb on... gosh... but i got thru it, with a little scarp on my knee... Zzzzz. 4 memory sake... HAHA! Later we had to climb up the rope ladder??? to the top. And guess what, when i was trying to swing myself over the ledge... LEG CRAM... omg!!!!!

Thanks 4 pulling me over... LOL... so malu... the flying fox was great!!! had such a beautiful scene!! Can see everyone from there. Very fast reach bottom le... yay... =DDD So must thank my teammates who were such a great support and such a great team!!! Whoop, we rawked!!!!

Beng Teck the leader was a total PRO!!!! super brave!!! haha! esp for the bridge!!!! Thanks to u, we all crossed it so so quickly!!! YAY!!! wonderful group leaders!!!!

Yash was really helpful!!!! Hehe, thanks 4 supporting me and pulling me over the bridge!!!! A great funny guy 2! =D

Rachel!!!! Very fast and we had to much fun with the positive thinking about being in the desert!!!! Thx 4 singing songs with me 2!!! =DDD

Lastly, Ahdid!!! super funny guy. Most of the jokes where from him... And also very supporting... oh... VERY PROTECTIVE over his poncho... LOL... well, he was scolding anyone who touched it from up there!!! haha... OH YES... i still remember... The trainer even mistook him 4 a GIRL... LOL... cuz he was wearing his green poncho la... lol... so funny!

Well, loved my team loads!!! =D""

okay.. long long paragraphs of words... yup. so that was TCP... song singing session... hehe.

In camp... raining for the first day... super cold... and... Our tent got WET... zzz. So that night, we slept with wet sleeping bags. Sec 2s had their party at about 2am... ZZZ... well, cannot beat jermaine's BANGAWANG SOLO!!!! and Mr Anwari's " STUPID BOYS STUPID GIRLS!!!"... haha...

Next day, woke early and had to wait for the trainers and the rest of e sec 2s to wake up... That was when my fone came in handy. ^^ Breakfast, then rock climbing... Many gals don't dare to climb!!! they should... it's really run. I got a chance!!! YAY... ami e only SL which got to rock climb??? hmmmm, but so disappointing la. didn't reach the top. No strength le... how sad... I wanna go rock climbing again! =P

Then there was the leap of fate, which is really scary!!! The ppl who tried it out were really brave!!!! Took a video of this guy... omg, i forgot his name! =P guess he really wanted to catch the pole la... that's all i will say. =X

Had some games with my group... oh, forgot to intro... i was taking 2A, group 2 with rachel. =D. Other half of e class was taken with Changtat, Ivan and Benedict. Sometimes got join. k... so my group played games.. Wacko. Where i was SO BLUR, cause i donno most of the 2A's names... zzz... poor me... =P.

And my fav actiivity 4 the day... The rope swinging activity... The group was suppose to get ppl to swing over from one side to another with out touching the floor. Well, it does show the determination of some ppl. And no one gave up. So 3 cheers 4 2A group 2... Yup, and i took a video of their... perseverance... XD.... but i'm not gotta put it on youtube or anything. So no worries... those from 2A who wants it can come find me la... Lucky u all got a video and some photos to remember about ur cohort camp!!!!

Skip to evening where it suddenly rained... -_- Was so happy with the HOT weather. So SL leaders were all gathered at one hut. Played chop chilli and 007. LOADS of fun. played until rain stopped lox... =DDD Got the Sl leaders closer 2. yay...

Night, tents FLOODED with water, so all had to put bags in the large tent. Had campfire... nth much actually =X Then slept in their conference room... FREEZING cold... and the sleeping bag was WET... sigh... cannot tahan anymore, went out side and fell asleep on the tables... That was where... i got my 15 mosquito bites... GREAT... too much carbon dioxide in my blood??? LOL... whatever.

Last day!!!! Packed up the place... And the trainers were demonstrating how to pack tent with my group's tent and to out horror... a FROG jumped out... LOL!!! so flooded with water till got frog... -_-. Packed up and HOME SWEET HOME.

Well, guess i should share this incident which happened at home. Cause of CT, i have not went out with parents 4 dinner the week before. And so, there were kinda waiting 4 TODAY to have a family outing. Despite being so so tired, i couldn't say no. so once reach home, went to bathe. While waiting 4 my phone to charge 4 a while... i remembered sitting on my bed for a short while... ANd the next thing i know... my mom was nudging me awake with my dad, bro and maid looking SUPER anxious at the door... 0.o

Well, apparently i had fallen asleep on my bed... and i had locked my door cuz went to bathe what... (my room had a bathroom inside). So after waiting 4 a long long time, my mom got worried. Went to find me, only to know my door was LOCKED. She knocked and then shouted... No reply... Then she came up with this thinking that i FAINTED in the toilet... -_-. Got everyone so worried. According to my mom, my dad almost banged the door down. OMG... They finally got the key and opened the door only to find me... SLEEPING on my bed... LOL???

I'm so shocked i didn't hear anything at all... Gosh... DEAD TIRED i guess... XD

Finally... cohort camp DONE... lol... next... CT..

Somehow i did much better than expected and now i lost BOTH best... and own 2 ppl lunch... SOb... i'm broke now... ='(.
Well, guess i'll flaunt abit.. wahaha!!!

40/50 for BIO... omg??? i can't believe it either... Esp when i didn't study 4 cells!!!!

37.5/40 for e math... YAY

34/40 for a math... i COULD have got full marks... AGAIN... -_-

43/50 for chem!!!! Wheee,i don't hate chem anymore... =X

And i passed chinese.. well, kinda disappointing la. but i WILL do well!!!

look what CT did to my dear pen!!!!! The savior
The ORIGINAL start when i started using it right before CT... zzz...common test is a waste of INK!!!! wahaha

Went out with Rachel and Cyn on wed to look for cheap birthday cards 4 class!!!! And we stopped for desert!!!! yum yum!!! The snacks that lasted ur the HOT and TIRING trip...
=D
The shop!!!

YUM YUM....

All busy taking fotos!!!
ice cream makes ppl happy... LOL
And cyn got the honor to eat FIRST. =D
Finished in a flash... =)
HUGE pile of CARDS... 42 lox!!! me and cyn had to walk in the hot hot sun to katong mall to buy it... CREDIT PLEASE!!! =P
Cyn and i loved the doggy one... refer to e first pic please... And look!!!! the 2 paw prints also Agrees... WAHAHA... C for cynthia... J for JAMIE!11 =D
And rachel wants e lamb one!!! Cause it kinda coincides with her name... It's cute!!!
And... MY RABBIT!!!! awwwwww....

Oh... MR WEE wrote a letter to ME... LOL!!!!! okay don't anyhow thing... just something to tell me to pass smt to rach and cyn... but it's really funny to write such a... formal letter??? HAHA!!!
LOOK!!!!! WAHAHA!!!
Special activity period!!!
Yug han's pen... So funny!!! THe clip is SUPER small... way too small 4 the pen size... Me and cyn couldn't stop laughing at it.. =P Anyways... we kinda bullied yug han a little on fri... sorrie...
And the wonderful miracle!!! LOL... finally bought it on fri... Can u believe, no mopiko in my house???/ Can die from the 30 over mosquito bites i got... pure TORTURE

And class t... Well... because my name is on it... It RAWKS... haha! =D

Kinda lazy to write more le... just one last incident to add on...

Loving my new hair cut now... wahaha... okay, i cut my hair short yesterday... Went to Roxy, this saloon where my mom goes... HMMMM... The problem with the place is that... Ppl walk past, will see... It's like... totally exposed...Then they did some treatment to my hair???? Used paper and stick on my hair... OMG... Even i was giggling at myself... So well... acceptable why ppl walking past, look at me and have that silly smug on their face... okay... great... i look like an open book... HAHA! not gotta bother to hide the facts... But well... guess it was worth it la... =) Now no need to touch my rubber bands anymore.. HMMMM...

Alright, just got hocked on a book... so bye... going to be a bookworm le... hehe!!!

2007-02-28T18:12:00.000+07:00

hey ya!!!

common test is FINALLY over... whoop!!!!
well, actually i'm not that happy... feels so normal... weird.... but well, no need to mug and do revision for AWHILE le... so yay...
However, i don't think i'll do well in ct... zzZzzz... Alot of problems and careless mistakes... And i also never finish the paper!!! SOB... donno what happen to me, take so so long to read the question until behind cannot do.. -_-. That's for physic... Geo also... SIGH... Eng i totally wrote too long, and i never compare the two points... FAIL... Chinese i rushed through the last 2 question... I read the passage so so many times lar!!! To understand it, till no time le -_-.
MS low said that there were 6 failures in out class... MAybe i failed??? oh no!!! that's horrible.... =(((

And then e math, got careless mistake... sigh... A math was easy... haha!!! i still like a math, but i knoe i got the last question wrong... hmmm... Then there is science... Physic i never finish!!! so easy lar, the last few questions... SIGH... sad sad... Chem was okay, Bio was DOOM... I didn't know it was ms ang who set the paper!!! If MRs Yap told us ealier, i would study on cells... Ms Ang loves cell questions... SIGH, i spent so so much time on enzymes and totally ignored cells... MRs Yap lar, she keep emphasising on enzymes, make us think so so important... The only a few questions...-_-... So it was really hard... and i totally creaked my brain to answer the question... Hope i can pass... LOL!!!
And then there is geo, which i didn't finish... SIGH... i think i wrote too much in the front part... And ss, is okay... Not very sure of the format, cause mdm rozy didn't give back our practice essay!!!! -_-... But okay lar....

So there, Common test... finally over... Thanks to this short week of studying, it got my parents thinking that i'm anti social with my cousins... OMG??? i'm there bust studying and they think i am acting cold... -_-... Aunts say i study too much and say i should join some course to help in effective learning... WHAT... i hate all this kinda study 'tricks'... Donno why, i cannot stand. tried once and i hated it for life... LOL...
And i also got to know more songs!!! haha! i listen so much to the radio to distress!!! =PPP

Well, have 2 bets now.. One with mark and one with Yugy.. Well, for sure i'll be expecting free lunch from mark cause obviously this smarty pants will win me lar!!! And yuggy... have not decided yet... XD.

Now for today... From happy to brain dead... to irritated... to very happy... to horrible and now relaxed... HAHA! mood swing??? nah, it's just tje different activities that happened today... yup yup...
Morning had paper... And after bio paper, brain dead le... =Pchem i really could not think at all... Had trouble counting the number of protons and neutrons... LOL!!!! Then recess and geo... Today Mdm roxy got really irritated... Timothy lar, keep asking questions.. She explain he he go ask again and again... DOTZ!!!! not even relevant lar!!! -_-... i would have argued back, but due to the distance and the irritated look on Mdm rozy's face, i restrained... hmmm...
The bio was pure laughter... HAHA... was talking about so many things with Rachel... Laughing away and all... Then Mrs Yap taught about the digestive system... Was talking about the end or the system and that was when things got so hilarious!!! =DDD

Assembly was cool, the songs were nice and yup, i enjoyed it... SS lecture was very xian... Nani was screaming into the mike!!! deaf!!! And they could just print the ppt out lox! Nani was simply reading from it... ZzzzZz... Waste time waiting for everyone to finish copying... Then when we copy, he never listen to what she say lar... When finish copying le, then she stop... Wanted to record what she saying lar... HAHA!

So, it was a really wet dat later, started raining since bio... Couldn't go home and my daddy fetch... =DDD

oh yes, i also realised me and rachel didn't go 4 the meeting 4 CCA leaders yesterday!!! omg... didn't hear lar!!! -_-. The other members from 3A also never call sia.. SIGH... so went to find ada tan and got a small lecture on missing it. OPS... So now i gotta go pack my bag for tmr.. Feeling so so lazy@!!!!

I have some pictures on the 2nd and 3rd day of CNY... but i think i'll post them the next time!!! hehe.

All the best 4 all your CT results... wish me luck in cohort camp!!! XD

just a song i came to notice...

"Surrender"
If that's the way you want it
Well there you go
Baby you can have it all,
Now that you just let me go

Yeah,yeah
Yeah,yeah

I waited here for so long
Thinkin' that you'd see
You just kept on runnin' away
You make your misery my company
Open up your eyes
Dont you know you only get one life

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you have to do is just surrender,
just surrender

All the pain in your heart,
All the tears in your empty soul
And when you're spinnin' round and around
Im the psycho goin' outta control

Open up your eyes
Dont you know youre only wasting time

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you have to do is just surrender,
just surrender

You know it doesn't matter what you do
Dont you know i'm so over you
Open up your eyes
Dont you know that it's your life

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you gotta do...

Oh, you drive me crazy
Oh, you just bring me down
Look out your window
My sunshine's all around
All you gotta do is just surrender,
just surrender

If that's the way you want it
Well there you go

it the time again

2007-02-19T08:17:00.000+07:00

Hey ya!!! long long time since i have blogged and i have collected SO SO MUCH photos... including Chinese new year!!! so.. this post will be more pics... little words... like that??? =PPP

so.. first is 14 feb... valentine! Thanks to all my friends who gave me stuff... thank u so much... i didn't expect to receive anything anyways... and so.. i lost my bet with yug han...zZzZZz.. dowan bet with him le...XD First present of the day!!! This was from joan and yin ling chio bu!!! thank eu so much... it's actually a cookie.. but well, let just say i was hungry and totally forgot about photo till it was gone... =x

And then...i found this really pretty flowers... it's too pretty till i cannot resist not putting it on my blog... Thank u so so much!!! =D

And then this little cornflakes with caramel??? is from yuggy... Actually Jermaine gave him a whole box of it... hmmm, but it's really yummy... =DDD
And this is a present from the school!! lol... issit??? well, it's evil lar, they encouraging us to all wear glasses!!!
And lastly, this pretty box of candles and beautiful and cute card is from yu shan... =D love u loads...

i totally feel bad 4 not giving anything... bleh... maybe next year i should... =P

Wed...

Had this talk 4 assembly... It was kinda nice lar... interesting... learnt some stuff... Cyn and rach were drawing away... hmmm =P

Okay, next is... er... THRUSDAY!!! yup yup... where we had a SUPER boring lesson from the one and only mr teo KK... -_-

freezing in the audi.. listening to mr teo going thru our comprehension paper... DOTZ... he took 30 mins to go thru ONE QUESTION!!! wth!!! was so so bored... And most of e ppl got the first few questions right...

Mr teo was trying to get us involved... or awake??? Asking question and no one answering... All sleeping le lar!!!

And to one extend, i got SO SO bored, i decided to take pic... kinda risky cause mdm nora was at the back... Kept turning around to see where she was... But well, worth the shots... =DDD

Every one's busy with their own things.. Cyn e gal in black jacket... She's drawing... haha!
And look!! FIRST ROW some more leh... and the whole row of ppl all heads down le... wahaha!!!

And Jermaine sleeping!!! wahaha!!! peace at last!!! =P

Then at 12 there was the alarm and the speech... Which did save us from the boredom of MR teo... so yay...

PHYSIC!!!

MR wee's showing us the magic trick... HAHA! it the colouring book one.... Like first u flip it, no colour. Then u flip it again, all coloured le...
lame... most of us know how it works le...

Okay, FRIDAY!!!!

The CNY performance was disappointing... was really bored... And the dragon dance... The first one was some fish on sticks??? kinda messy lar.. cannot really see what they were doing.. and i got leg cram!!! ouch... =(

But later went out with cyn and rach!!! Went to this fashion to pic out some clothes 4 rach... however, guess but taste of clothes different lar... Went bugis, fell in love with the manicure!!!! haha! but it's so ex lar... zzz. And then walked around... Till 2 30 and headed home...

Dearest cyn had been so busy with calls from her *ahem*... Since they don't agree to the name, i shan't say it... but well, the relationship is already there... Guess naming it doesn't really matter anyways...

At macs!!!! =)))

this was taken with my camera which had to be held right above the big gap where the escalator was... If i dropped it, i'll DIE... such risk sia... =PPP
Awwww, so fast missing someone le...

When we arrived back... The someone was already waiting at e bus stop le.. haha!!!!

ah ya!!! walk so far 4 what!! think they purposely one lar.. if i weren't there, it would be DIFFERENT... =x

and then the 2.. er... 'friends' went to e CC to play basketball... awww... =P

i went 4 my piano lessons... And then... went 4 reunion dinner at this small restaurant... My cousin were making so so much noise lar... kinda malu...But well, it was a good dinner...

Me, bro and cousin!!!

This is my dearest little gal cousin, Janice... Pretty gal.. next time grow up sure loads of guys will chase one... hehe... under my coaching that is... WAHAHA!!! okay, bhb... anyways... love her to bits!!!!

OKay, that's done.. now for Chinese new year eve!!!!

went out with ys in the morning to go find some nail accessories. The manicure was so so ex lar... zzz... bugis street one also so ex... XIAN... so we just walked around see see lox... get inspiration. Go home do yourself!!!

Later went over to her house to eat lunch... Thx 4 inviting me over.. =DDD

my new year eve outfit... yup yup... simple but nice... yay =P

And for the rest of the night, i spent my time on my NAILS!!! haha!!! messy table... hard work!!!!
Every nail's different.. hard work k!!!! must draw u knoe!!! =P some ppl may think it's weird.. but anyways..it's unique and i like it... =DDD

k, let me introduce my cousin... hehe!!!!

This is zhee ron. It's really photogenic... lol!!! But he's actually really really naughty... devil in disguise... REALLY!!!!
this is his brother, justus... Really very smart guy... Understanding... sweet...very mature... It's fun talking to him... And he's only p5!!! Compared to my brother, my bro's a baby sia... =PPP
And lstly, the youngest in the family... baby ryan!!!! awwww, he's really very cute... and guess what, he loves me already... WAHAHA!!! sadly i hardly see him, cause my aunt don't really come often... sob... but anyways, he;s a really active baby...SO CUTE!!!!

And chinese new year!!! DAY 1... (warning: loads of photos of ppl u WON't know.... and of course me lar... PLS don't go take or anything.. see no point in anyone who will do that but... pls don't... i'm too lazy to upload into photo bucket!!!! )

Reddish pink top which i got from taiwan... i love e jeans!!!
The print at e back is really nice... LOL!!!

Me and justus!!
My other cousin... from my mom side one... The sad thing about my cousin is that there are really v. little gals... compared to guys... sad huh... hmmmm . This gal is a very hardworking gal. She loves doing hw!!! 0.o though some times when u talk to her, she can get a bit.. er... arrogant... must teach!!! =P

Me and my sexy aunt!!! LOL... i'm the closest to her... cause, she's my tuition teacher as well!!! haha!!!! She helped me solve alot of problems before... Love her!!!

Awww, janice smile until so sweet!!!!! <333 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5033148689911446546" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_uj10FVUtr9I/RdlWERPk_BI/AAAAAAAAAXE/4rOWsw95TF8/s200/Photo-0160I.jpg" border="0">And another one.... =DDD

Another good thing..i won money!!! WHOOP... $9... cannot believe it... i won in mahjong... wahaha!!!! yesterday luck quite good lar... in tag, taiti and black jack... yay...
Thx 4 e treat @ macs sandra... Going back tonight to play!!! =DDD wish me gd luck!!! wahaha!

they were right...
it was true...
i thought it would be different...
but i guess i was wrong....
ignored too much facts...
foolish mistake...
well, i learn now...
and i see no need in staying here...
the wait is over.

2007-02-12T19:32:00.000+07:00

hey ya!!!

kinda weird 4 me to blog on a weekday... hehe.. and i still have chem to study 4... a math and bio hw.. and loads more... But whatever... it's a day worth blogging about.. haha!!!

So first day of the week... Monday... For many, it would be Monday Blue... But i kinda like Mondays... Cause the periods are all 2 by 2... So, only a few lessons... And mostly they past really really quickly... Whoop... =DDD

So assembly. Mr Lee talked about the wonderful O level's result and about HALF DAY!!! whoop, me and rach were hoping that it would be another day... Thurs or smt... However, half expected it lar... Mr Koh said that fri was actually NOT a hol... and so e half day was fri... WTH... Lame la... ppl in other sch also getting half day on fri... without any o level thing... BLUFF SIA!!!!

But well, what to do... it's typical TK... zzZZzZzz.. What happen to the work hard, play hard??? So evil sia... And then cyn went on with her little thinking that if she did not mention that MAYBE it would be the fri thing, it would not happen... dotz!!! Are u sure ur THAT powerful cyn?? haha!!! then next time we scotch tape your mouth... hehe!!! =P

And first period, FT admin... where i had my pupil profiling... Ms Low started talking to chi with me, so i answered lox... Although sometimes i mix English... like leadership and netball... LOL!!! Gave some suggestion... She says that my Chinese is not bad... WAHAHAH!!! not bad leh... i'm super happy sia... hehe!!! that's good... no, that's wonderful... =PPP Then she said that in class i look serious... and that i should smile more... 0.o Is she serious?? i thought she would scold me 4 talking and laughing too much lar... LOL... well that's good. At least she don't think bad about me... HEHE!!! Gotta carry on my gd impression scheme... =P And i also got her to start the birthday card thing... AND, she's paying!!! WHOOP... i told her mrs v. tan last time bought 4 us one..and she malu what... LOL.. so say, okay la, i buy... =PPP Well, yay... =DDD I like the b day card plan thing... it's really nice to receive a card with every one's signature and well wishes on it... =D Sec 1, the coloured paper ms Chong ask as to write one was also SO SO nice... i love is so much sia... <33333

And so, next was A math, which was really easy... Yay, i love math... =DDD Cyn was kinda confused... blindly copying from the board... While me and rach finished the question SO fast, kept bugging her... "are u finished YET!!!" =PPP But it was short...And we did laugh alot during lessons... =)

Next, PHYSIC!!! Ohhh, that was fun!!! It's funny with ying tai around...he and his nonsense... He ar, so bored, started reading reader's digest in class, Then he was playing around with his tie and accidentally pulled the little piece to cloth at e back out... -_- And guess what, he stapled it back... LOL!!!

There... so dotz sia...

And then he went on stapling the sides... -_-... u can seriously see the extend of his boredom...

Casandra no voice today... poor thing, and ying tai was talking about her... He ar, so evil la... The other time was complaining she speak so softly he can go deaf... and now he went to ask her... did Jermaine do anything to do.. WHAT!!! 0.o Evil guy!!

And now he shows he's true evil self... Caught him red handed throwing staple bullets at gary...

And then then physic lessons went on... Was discussing ans with chang tat... He never do work one la... Busy telling him to draw lines and all... hehe. Then was talking to yug han... I think i was laughing alot today... HMMM, oh yes... MR wee... he's such a funny teacher!!! HAHA! Today he was going thru the wb, then one the picture, he wrote there, deep and shallow. pointing to diff region. Then he go cancel it with a light green pen and asked... "okay class, which is the shallow region... " DOTZ!!!!! U could still see the ans on the picture la... I burst out laughing ALOT... haha! With him, lessons are always fun.. =x And then about 15 mins before the bell ring, Yingtai already packed up his table le... -_-

CLEAN TABLE... lol...

And Mr Wee said. The class is getting noisy. The class is getting noisier. The class is getting noisy... " He repeated it over and over again... -_-. Mr wee always keep repeating his words... Very funny... And he looked over to Yingtai... HAHA! Yingtai ar, talk so loud!!! =P

Yup, next was recess which i ate 70c bread... Oh yes.... and cyn dropped her whole bread on the floor... -_- poor gal... she's embarrassed...

Next bio... Soon hao la!!! Sabo cyn and rach!!! wa lao!!! What's your problem sia!!! It's bio what!!! some more the class plan says that... idiot la... Only care about having fun... Some more it does not even affect you!!! so extra!!! DOTZ la... idiot...-_-

But still sat at same place... who cares sia... hope mrs yap don't go tell our form teacher... i doubt so... She's SO forgetful... only got 2 bio class in WHOLE sch and she can forget where she teach until... -_- Bio was as boring as ever... Her ans all so xian one... i think MY ans is better. =PPP Sigh, i think my bio will die with her... Having test on wed... Gotta study super hard sia... Plus she never even teach much... Come, who want tutor me... HEHE! Spent the time passing message to yug han.. LOL... cyn was drawing a pic and passed it to him... Busy guy, have 2 message to ans to form the 2 gals sitting next to each other in front of him.. LOL =P Well, he got no partner for 1 whole week. Happy or sad?? hmmmm, i wonder...

Eng was a breeze... It's hardly boring. Except with teo kk la... Then that one will SLEEP... Today did narrative... The intro, All had to write a intro for 'a broken promise'. yup, i came up with it... a very nice scene of a mother and her child... And the story plot. The mom is going to sell her daughter as a bonds maid for money cause she went gambling... LOL, i knoe, i'm a sadist... ops... Some had really good intro, though i have not clue how they are going to link it up with the title... esp e murder thing... HMM, but it was really well written. =D

And lastly, Chinese... Thanks lemuel for lending me e dictionary!!! Although it wasn't yours... Save me from getting trouble with chi and form teacher!!! and my good impression... wahaha!!! Thanks!!! So went thru the new paper writing we suppose to do.. only left with like 20 mins to do... lucky can take home. =D So xian la, no partner 4 chinese today.. Cause yingtai and changtat went 4 competition... ZzZzzz...

Stayed back to do very little work... Windy day today... hmmm... papers flying= BAD... =P Then went to rach's house. Did a 1/3 of my a math hw and then went 4 tuition... We did our Chinese compo there... WAHAHA! i was busy arguing with my tuition teacher about the examples... =PPP It's fun chatting with out tuition teacher. She's really nice.. .=D And so today... i'll announce that i wrote the LONGEST compo i have ever written for sch work... it's 3 paper long lar!!! OMG... i totally gave way to much reasons and the rest were super short... DIE... i think i will fail... BUT, i'm way to lazy to rewrite it... Tuition cher said it was still okay... CAN PASS... HAHA!!!

And so went home at 7 30!!! so late... But it was nice... The sky wasn't that dark yet... And the breeze was nice.. enjoyed the whole walk home... =D

okay, that's it...

Happy birthday jin yi!!! hope u liked e prezzie... =DDD

OMG, a glass window plane downstairs... wonder which level drop one... DANGER AREA, don't ever walk around.. ppl throw all kinda stuff down... eg cyn... LOL

Ooooohhh, the goodies table... hehe... my FAV place when CNY is here... =DDD
Haha, it's loaded with sweets and cookies... yum yum...

And for no reason, i decided to take a photo of my dinner... XD

And lastly, let me introduce with me very adorable friend... MY hp pouch... LOL!!! It's really cute!!! I love it loads... SEEE!!! i love e cute cat.. which is called tiny!!! awww. =P i got it as my birthday present 2 years ago... HOWEVER
It'e tearing apart!!! -_-... Sadly it's white and i gotta wash it so regularly... The material's really good anyways... lasted me 2 years k!!!

See, big hole in e middle sia... XIAN... (hint hint) ** =PPPP

okay, going off to study 4 chem...

<3

2007-02-11T15:30:00.000+07:00

i'm BORED!!!

zzzzz...

well it's not like i have nothing to do... i got hw to do and geo and ss to revise!!! But then... i'm feeling too lazy to pick up the book and study... SIGH... i donno what's wrong with me today sia... I'm getting lazy...

WEll, today morning i did a little of a math... It's fun when u get a hang of it... and then u get addicted to doing it all... wahaha... i don't like e math chapter now... indices... Not that i don't understand it or i am having problem with it... but it's boring to do!!! So xian lar, just flip the fractions here, add or minus and tada!!! You finished one question and u move one to another one which is exactly the SAME... zZzZzz.. .no fun!!!

However, the weird thing is that i NOW seem to like maths a whole lot more... weird... i remember how much i used to hate math... Can never get myself to sit still and finish one whole paper... Either give up or end up copying the steps... HAHA!!! WEll, guess it's a good change... HOWEVER... science is starting to get boring... OMG... that's super bad... gotta get my interest in sci back... ESP BIO... What to say leh... Mrs Yap totally killed my dying interest 4 bio... Her lessons are so... DOTZ... She only focus on teaching skills, like how to do starch test and all... Which is almost the same... Drip some Benedict's solution here... prepare water bath.. blah blah blah... And for the chapter, we learn nothing.... zZzzzz. It's fun when u learn new things... And with Ms Ang around, u get to learn so so much more!!! I think when i actually go for o levels, all the knowledge we have will be from what Ms Ang taught me in sec 1 and 2!!!! I want Ms Ang back!!!! =(((

Okay, back to the day... Went over to my grandparent's house 4 gathering... Cousin back from China... So, ya... Eat and all. Oh yes, congrets to my cousin, Johnathon who totally improved so so much 4 o levels compared to prelims... Well, congrets!!! Got into ACJC... =D

And was smsing Rachel... really funny conversation...
We were talking about getting to knoe ppl. And then we went on about guy should make first move and what so ever... And then... i said that i should come up with 'plans' on how to get to knoe a guy and make a book. lol... and i since the plans have to be tested out, to see it they really work, cynthia and rachel will be e guinea pigs!!! WAHAHA... and guess what.. The forever creative Rachel even came up with a pledge 4 it... 0.o

We the guinea pigs of jamie. Pledge ourselves as one united team. Regardless of setbacks, problems or humiliation. To build a stronger friendship based on love and prosperity. So as to achieve success of our experiment and progress in publishing our book. Stand at ease...

LOL!!! I was laughing so so much when i read the message, my aunts looked at me like i was crazy... -_-. But of course these all was a joke la... And i was a great conversation... hehe.

Yup, and i went home early. Suppose to be studying... ZzzZz... And i'm here blogging and listening to radio... it's getting so so sick of e song irreplaceable... it has been playing SO SO many times!!! IT's getting so so irritating... zzZZZ

k, i'll end my complaining and nonsense crap here... lol! and get started on chem... bye!

2007-02-09T19:48:00.000+07:00

HEY...
i've finally decided not stop being lazy and come and post... =PPP

SO... this week was so so.. nothing much actually. The first week after then END of east zones competition... and the week became boring... zzZZzzz. Been feeling rather tired this week too... Energy level LOW... haha. Been taking naps!!! Oh my, that's a bad habit... i better start sleeping early... hehe!

Mon was a very tiring day. I had 2 tests!!! Stayed back until about 5?? One a 50 marks chem test... and the other a math!!! LOL, i was e LAST one to take the a math test... and i was e one holding up the giving out of paper... =P So sorry ppl!
Tues was... i can't remember... LOL! guess it was not a interesting day... hmmm. Got physic test which i will FAIL. And... me and cyn were suppose to do the alt assessment on sound. We were talking abut it on mon. And we GAVE UP... haha! so told mr wee we never bring thumb drive... zzzz... He says he will minus some marks 4 it... DOTZ!!! great la...
Wed was slack day... I'm seriously lacking behind in my geo and ss notes!!! Die, must go do soon... And assembly... was bored... hehe. And as again, me, cyn and rach made an effort to put in creativity in our little task. This time, it was about break ups... And dear cynthia is the MOST experienced... So we got her to write her feelings in... haha!

And this the the result... LOL... she wrote that she would feel happy... And then the side is plans on how to 'kill' him... 0.oAnd ms wong was laughing at our little plans... haha!

And later, we got bored... So... the others started persuading ms wong to tell us about her BF... lol! Hui Min though her bf was Mr HOW!!! OMG... but obviously it's not true... i trust ms wong would have better taste than that!!! =P Ended up it was some guy she met in uni, engineering.
Ms Wong's BLUSHING!!!! =P

Stayed back to play netball with juniors... it was fun. I miss shooting!!! HAha, so sad cannot shoot for east zones anymore... SIGH... =(((

Thurs! First lesson of choices... Which was fencing. Well, the foot work is smt u gotta practice on la... So, what can i say. Doing same thing over and over again... HMMM. Hopefully when the sparing starts, it will get more interesting =p.

We did bio experiment today...

This is e test for protein... Nice purple colour...

The set up...And the Benedict's test... I'm too lazy to explain... hehe

Rach and i were taking pics... but i'm faster!!! wahaha!

Pretty little snow glob... It's really so cute!!! =P *hint hint*

And lastly, i present u my a and e math marks... Well, i guess i didn't do that badly... So that's gd... HOWEVER, i'm super disappointed cause... i COULD have easily gotten full marks... ESP a math... =(((

And so i follow leon and took pics of my papers... LOL...

This is e math
One small careless mistake... SIgh... i forgot to put a minus sign lar... DOTZ

And my a math paper...

Lost 4 precious marks because of one stupid mistake... =(((

There... what nonsense lar. i wanna tear the paper!!! I;m so careless!!!! cannot even divide properly sia... SOB... =(((

k, that's it...i think this is actually a boring post... sorrie... =P getting tired le... BYE

2007-02-03T15:32:00.000+07:00

ooohhh, i gotta reply to my tags... since they are quite long... i think i'll use a post to reply to it... hehe.

Rina: alright! linked le!!! nice blog!!!

Alison: 0.o REALLY. no la, some is the BLACK board.. the board behind... yup yup...

WanFong: Thx =DD

tinghui: hey dearie!!!

Yvette: haha, i think we didn't really concentrate on out last game... HMMM =P

Ayaka: haha!! thx... =)

justin: okay, i'm CONFUSED... 0.o...

2007-02-02T19:52:00.000+07:00

HEY!!!

alright... LOADS AND LOADS of stuff has happened in the past few days... However, i can never find time to blog!!!! =((( Alright... errr, i guess i will post ALL the pics i have collected over the few days and i'll explain... Cause... i'm too lazy to recall...WAHAHA!

ps; they are NOT in order... LOL...

This is yug han's bag!!! SO MUCH BOOKS!!!! omg... so heavy lar... tisk tisk... mine only a few bks lox... i think he's kia su!!! HAHA!

NOw, i'll revel what we GALS did during out sexual edu. talk... hehe!

Guess we were suppose to make ads on a product and choose a model to ad. it. YUP.... And one of then was.... er... look urself lar... HAHA!

And this is ours... hehe! ad. for a hp! and used an old man... Even did a short 'song' 4 it... Creativity!!! =P
And cyn drew e pic!! Sadly, not enough time 4 us to present... SAD... -=(

And here's WYN!!! =P she's bored.... zZZzZzZz

Now for class room life!!! hehe!!! This really got me laughing ike CRAZY... Mdm halila looked at me and yet i could not stop laughing! zzz...
Dearest cyn was sitting by the window on fri, cause not chi... =D AND... during e math, she was taking e bk out of her bag and apparently, it slipped from her lap and OUT THE WINDOW!!! LOL!!!!! well, it went out thru e small slit on e green coloured 'wall'. SO FUNNY!!! Cyn's the first person who i knoe that can drop things down lar!!! SOmemore it's such a big book!!! HAHA! She was frantically looking 4 it. i thought it dropped back into her bag. But after checking, cannot find!!! I didn't believe she could drop it down... but after they used the window's reflection to look down, they found it... HAHA!
WEll, the first thing i actually thought of was... 4A... LOL... if i was sitting in 4A, by the window. And see a A4 book drop down... i'll seriously get a shock... HAHA... But lucky it didn't lar. It landed on the orange grills... haha... took a pic of it after math... SO FUNNY... i'll never forget it cyn!!! WAHAHA...

There, cyn's precious e math book... She retrieved it back at recess. Took a chair and a broom to hit it down... hehe... There was a teacher in 4A, she asked what cyn was doing... =P Well, cyn is lucky that it happened on a thurs... If it was a fri, she would either be standing outside 4A's window with the students all looking at her retrieve her book, or wait until end sch... HMMM...

Cyn's drawing.. concentrating... haha!And these 2 'wonderful' partners behind me... LOL... it's really funny to hear their conversation... haha!... let me give u an eg. One day... yuggy got irritated with Daniel's factual talks and told him... "talk to your hand!"... haha! And guess what Daniel did... he drew yug han on his hand... LOL!!!!!!
i think it's quite a good drawing... though he did go over by correction taping his HAND... gosh... i think yuggy got more irritated by it... haha... jia you bah.. u stil got ME infront of u... such a wonderful person to talk to... don't worry... LOL...

AND... my house just got into the Chinese new years mood... HMMM

The kitchen door...

The stairs!!!! haha... and u can see from e mirror... there are stuff pasted on the walls too...

EVEN THE FAN!!!! lol!!! funny

Went out with parents on sat i think... or sun.... And while my parents were listening to e salesman talk about this message chair ( my granddad wants...), i found this exhibition where the were cute piggys painted by stars and chairman/women or some organisation. Took some pics of cute ones!!

This piggy ar, SO vain!! =P Such thick make up!!! OMG =P
Awww, so cute... like a little student... =) Though it is kinda plain... hmmmThis piggy is my fav!!! Hearts!!! and the design is so nice!!! sweet =D loves the curves and all.

AND THE RIBBON!!!! haha!!!! AWWWW

This is a roasted pig!!!! LOL!!!!!!! orange lox... =P well, e person sure did spend alot of time on it... the flowers on e back will take a long long time to paint...I'm in love with my pretty PINK flowing skirt... hehe!!! =D

This is MR teo's line of student which he has marked their papers WRONGLY!!! LOL... almost all lox... and u look at nora's line... only like.. 3??? LOL.... maybe he needs a change of glasses =P

BIO!!!! Playing with e jelly... HMMM, i seriously forgot the name!!! OMG

Joan chopped them into pieces... HAHA!

This was from CCA recruitment day... i knoe, it's like SO LONG ago... so sorrie...

Me and Arina!!!
Netballers love green tea!!! haha!
Me, Rach and cheryl... in the toilet =P

CHEM EXPERIMENT!!!
The small beakers are so cute!!!!

WE had to get the green dye off the mnms... HMMM...

So first, dripped a little water on top...
And it become like that... 0.o
And the apparatus!!! =D

we got to eat the remaining mNns... HEHE!!!

i'll never forget...

ALRIGHT... some adds on...

on fri... dearest cyn dropped her pen cover down AGAIN!!! DOTZ... her precious fountain pen's cover... -_-... Sadly, she was not so lucky this time and couldn't find it...

Mrs Yap told us that she needed us to buy the 5 years series bk 4 bio... say that she could not keep photocopying 4 us, cause of e copyright law... Can go JAIL... And soon hao said... "MRs Yap, we rather have u go jail then to buy that book!!" LOL... so evil... But it was a gd laugh.. =P

Had my geo and ss test on fri... VERY XIAN LAR.. don't think i'll do well... ZzzZzzz.

We lost to Damai... and our netball east zones matches had officially ended today... And our seniors have stepped down.. ='(... hehe, hope they do still drop by 4 trng... Wonder how it would be like without them!!!!!!

And for today.. family day...
Woke up early, only to know that rach's not going to sch cause she sick!! =(. Then no use go sch early le what... So slack at home... Reached at 7 12, hehe and rui wen was waiting 4 me... Gathered at the hall. not much briefing lar... Chatted a little... HMMM... Then they sorted out the positioning... And went down... The run was really tiring lar... Sprinted at the start and got so tired at the end... And guess what... my shoelaces came out... damn... But lucky my shoe didn't drop out or anything.. LOL!!!! the turn sucks sia!!! once u turn, u have to stop...Then no more momentum... Legs feel so heavy.. no strength to run anymore lo!!!! =( Was jogging back... =P
So the race went on... I feel that the team ran really well... Athletics were good... But we did put up a fight.. =) Heard later that our last runner fell at the steps...Had some cuts. =(... Hope he's okay... Get well soon. =)
K, we didn't win... BUT... i feel that we are already winners. =D All ran so well... hehe... I really enjoyed running with u guys... no regrets at all. =D
So after then run, team split. most went to pei the last runner. Rui wen was not feeling well 2. But luckly she got better. =) Met up with the netballers. And then cyn came along... Roamed the sch... Chatted about her boring 1h or so being road marshal... LOL!!! yup. Then prize presentation, and went to pp with netballers. =D Walked there... Feeling so entu today... was screaming with ys. =P So ate at pp, talked... walked.... Then went hm... Yup, thx Arina!!! for hearing me out.. =DDD <333!>

a path now i do see.

yet looking back, i wonder what i should have done

the changes i made

were they the right choice.

will i suffer for such foolish mistake

will i lose everything i believe in

what would they think

did i make matters worse

am i deceiving myself

what's there left to do

what lies ahead of me now...

well, there's no turning back and i'll move forward with high hopes.

pls don't let it happen again...

pls let it be right.. 4 once

2007-01-30T11:21:00.000+07:00

I'm sorry...
i was wrong...
i was stupid...
i was foolish...
i was selfish...
i'm so so sorry...

The day had started the worst way for me... and i guess it ended even worse... Everything was wrong and i felt horrible the whole way thru... i donno what to say anymore...
"It was a good game" Mr bok said it... And only now... one night after, i agree to it... You all played so hard... At your very best...You all never gave up. I could see the fight. It was a good game...
I'm sorry for breaking down and losing hope at the very last min. I knoe i shouldn't have done that. And i feel so bad for saying all those words after that... I'm was so selfish...Too selfish... i was so wrong... I was so caught up with the thought of winning that i forgotten about everything... Most importantly... the stuff the really matters... the determination...
I'm so sorry Yvette, i've really let u down. How could i ever doubt u... i'm so sorry... i really am... I hate myself for ever having such thoughts... Bok was right to not put me in the last quarter... You deserved it so much more... Pls don't ever feel guilty... it wasn't you fault... You tried your best... You gave it all u've got... You never gave up. That's what truly matters...

How could i let the fact of winning or losing blind me from what really mattered... Where was my sportsmanship... i only made matters worse... i'm so very sorry...

Although we have lost... it was a good game... and knowing that you all have put in your best effort and strove hard for it is all that matters... winning and losing does not really matter that much... Although we won't be able to get into the second rounds... At least we tried... And the best part is that we have improved so much... From our first carnival... losing focus and giving up...this game was different... it really was... We gave it our best... that's all that matters...

thank you for comforting me when i was so sad over the useless fact of not winning... i was childish... but thank you for spending the time for that... i'm really very grateful and touched... i shouldn't have been so upset... it was all for the wrong reason... winning or losing doesn't really matter...but thank you anyways... u all really helped me get past my childish thinking... thank you... thank you so very much... i can't be more grateful...

i'm sorry for my childish thinking... i really am...
i've let down the whole team for such thinking...
i'm so sorry...
i'm sorry yvette...
i didn't mean to hurt u...
i'm so sorry...

2007-01-24T18:33:00.000+07:00

hey ya!!!

i'm SUPER happy now... yup yup! jump for joy...=PPP

WEll, i today's our 3rd match for EAST ZONES... And we are against... KC.. goshhh... But i think i should talk a little about our 2nd match, against Chai Chee...=DD

And we WON!!! OF COURSE... tk netball RAWKS! lol... That was on mon, where i was suppose to come early to shoot. And i had the key, so dearest wyn and yvette had to wait for my arrival to get the netball... and guess what... I WAS LATE... haha...very late... so so sorrie! yvette wants to strangle me now... HAHA! It's a MONDAY!! =PPP k, i'm so so sorrie... i will TRY not to let it happen again... =PPP

And lessons was boring... Then the match was relaxed... =) Bok not there... wahaha! =P So we started leading and then all got chance to play today... =) ALso made alot of crazy mistakes... Not catching passes properly and m passes to yvette was HORRIBLE... Then we also shot cut our passes... Form near the middle court throw straight to GS le... haha! And there was another time where wyn caught the ball... And me and evon clashed at the same place... So wyn threw and i though evon was going to catch it, so i let it pass me... Turned and saw the ball fly right out of court... LOL...Evon though u would catch it... if we actually make such a mistake on any other game... Bok will KILL us...
And so was also had aim for tk... to reAch 60!!! however.. we missed our goal.. by 1!!!! ZzZzz... 59:3... But it was a good game... Guess it helped to boost your self confidence??? =P

And for TODAY... a Wednesdays... a wonderful day...... =)) It started great.. with nice songs on the radio...YAY... Then sch was fun... although the though of the later match got me a bit nervous... HMMM... i can't seem to remember much..=P so pls refer to cynthia's blog... haha!!! with all her pics and videos.. u'll understand EVERYTHING... (still so amazed where she finds the time to blog!!! LOL)
So i left at 1, which was assembly 4 all. Did the usual stuff and decided that i had to tie up my fringe today... Scared the hairband gets loose and i get distracted by it... =PP Guess the sec 1,2 and 4s had a really boring assembly... some malay music??... not very sure... but cause see many ppl actually escaping the hall and roaming around sch... haha!

Left for kallang at 1 45, where we did warm up and some court play. Could tell all of us were very nervous about the game... And i was extremely worried about not being able to shoot!!! The game started at 3. KC got the first centre pass and they scored first... And i got really worried... But then we we started scoring and ended the first quarter with quite a lead.. =DDD Bok was very encouraging... HMMM... 2nd quarter, i missed a few shots??? And we only put in 4 shots... same as kc!!! That was when bok got a little angry...
3rd quarter, i was put as GA. Cheryl as WA, Evon as WD and yvette as GS.... It down line was still okay... but some how i just could not get the ball into the D!!! SOB... and loads of mistakes too... Like my throw in when i stepped on the line!!! OMG... and then there was a AIR BALL... =((( And i couldn't throw to yvette... SIGHHHH... And so kc caught up...
Last quarter and Bok was saying that he wants the win... WE were only up by... 5??? not really sure... i was put back as GS and wyn as GA..Everyone started to play very well around the middle of the last quarter, especially the defenders!!!! yay! And then there was Wyn's "walao!!!!!" which everyone heard except 4 me... 0.o... yup, i seriously cannot remember the details le... ops.. sorrie!
The game ended at 22:15 and we all were so HAPPY!!!!! =DDD wei rong was really great!!! she played 4 all four quarters!!! And the defenders who brought the ball back... =DDD Everyone played really well lar... And i'm really happy...
Stayed back to watch the damai and plmg game... Then went HOME for a gd rest..=DD

sorrie i am taking SO long to blog... and i doubt much ppl will come and read le... LOL... seriously no time at all... =(((

AND SOME PICS OF WED...
Here is mr wee directing the kallang wave... U can see the video of it on cyn's blog...

Mdm ROZY!!!

We got bored after recess and started taking photos!!!! hehe

And the theme.... bunny ears... haha!!!!
my pretty mp3... Cyn was taking a photo of it... and i decided to disturb her... wahaha!
Cyn says i acting cute...=P WELL.. at least i let her take a photo of me RIGHT!!! lol!!!
ANd it's RACHEL's turn!!! =))

Lastly... rachel was taking pic of the BLACK board and i'm destroying the pic...=P

Sci practical... with iron fillings!!! liked it ALOT.. haha! i think i'm feeling entu today... HMMM
Cassandra and Rach!!! sweet photo!AND yug han talking nonsense behind... LOL... took a back shot with my phone... =)))

MY classroom view
Cyn forever using her phone...-_-

AND>>> the wonderful score!!! =DDD

AND NOW.. some pic of outing with netballers... more like my seniors lar... But i enjoyed myself and decided to post it... hehe

k... that's ALL...

2007-01-19T22:10:00.000+07:00

alright... today...
lessons was okay... fun at time... And also got called by Mrs Chee for talking too much...-_- OPS... sorrie... got carried away with some interesting topics... LOL... See lar... Then also accidentally told cyn too much... -_-. NVM.. i trust her. =D
SS also passed quickly... Esp when john and gang kept teasing Mdm Rozy... Well, gotta revise what she taught... Got test next week!!! OMG...

then after sch... stayed back... Follow rach to 4A to pass up hw to chinese teacher. Changed and stuff... Then all squeezed into the SMALL van and off to kallang. For those who donno, it's our FIRST match for east zones... SO SO nervous lar... Go there, tried to shoot... And guess what... almost all went out... OMG... And did some court play... Bok got SO angry with my holding... sorrie!

So the game started. And tk were leading by 4. Then i went in as GA. Wyn became WA. And that was when she sprained her ankle... Wyn must get better k!!! =). Then 3rd round, we started losing our lead... I'm so so sorry for ALL the passes i have missed. I donno why i got so nervous and anyhow throw without looking. I'm SO sorry...=(
The last round... And Bedok town really caught up. Wei rong was also really tired. I lost many passes to yvette. So sorrie. And luckly for the time. We ended. 23:21. It was seriously so close...
And i knoe that the lead was lost cause of my mistakes...

I'm so so sorry for all those missed passes...

And... YVETTE RAWKED TODAY!!!! Keep up e gd work yvette!!! Every shot also go in lar!!! Saviour!!!!

I really gotta stop rushing myself... Somehow i totally forgot of all the stuff i did during trng... So sorry... i'll work harder for the next coming matches..

Thanks to all e ppl who wished gd luck...=) And yes cyn... ur 'magic' worked... LOL!!!

okay..i'm seriously too tired to recall whatever happened today... =P maybe i'll edit More tmr.. so that' it...

BYE!

2007-01-18T19:15:00.000+07:00

hi all!!!

Despite being so tired and having loads of work just dying 4 my attention... i've decided to spend some precious time of mine to blog... LOL...
Today i woke early.. surprising... =DDD Such a beautiful morning and great songs were playing on e radio... =DDD Brightens my mood... Then sch, cyn is ALWAYS forever with jermaine and fendy... ALWAYS... Went to the hall for assembly, where we all listened to some talk bout this comics... No interest at all... =P.
CE was slack. yup yup, and we also got to choose out choices for the next lessons to come... HMMM. Had a huge dilemma! Wanted both fencing and cooking!!! HAhaa... Fencing would be so cool! And it's difficult to get such a chance outside... heard the classes are really ex!!! And then there is cooking!!! It's true, i like cooking!!! hehe, and baking 2... =D But ended up choosing fencing lar... golden opportunity... And i can always ask my mom to teach me how to cook... LOL... i think we think too much anyways... =PPP
PE was xian... Maths... learn new wonderful tricks with e calculator... And yes, i do love it... WAHAHA...

Eng... mr teo really got hearing problem!!! Cannot hear what student was saying lar.. And his lessons was SO SO boring!!! Keep[ repeating over and over AGAIN... XIAN lar... so so boring.. was passing note to rach.
Then was Chinese which was pure copying... And then Bio was in class... WAS BORING...

k, i'm too tired to write more.. LOL... Refer to cynthia's blog 4 more info bah...

Although there are some not true stuff... -_- Esp being frantic... 0.o dotz lar... And yes, i laughed alot when yughan told Daniel to stop talking about unimportant stuff... SO FUNNY... =DDD

BYE
i wish i could turn back time... to when it would be perfect for us.
why...

2007-01-15T20:50:00.000+07:00

I woke up LATE today... -_-". WEll, lucky my daddy was awake,so he sent me to sch... yay!!! My bag was SUPER heavy... had to drag it all e way to class lar... SIGH, well i gonna leave them all in sch liao... Dowanna be guai student and bring ALL books home to study...=PPP
So it's MONDAY... and it wasn't raining in e morning, so we had our assembly. And 3A had to wait a long long time 4 all e other sec 3 classes to go... So first was FT admin, where we had pupil profiling. Yug han was doing his bio and cyn and i practically gave him ALL e ans lar... tisk tisk.
A math lecture was by mr Vincent tan!!! I prefer him to ada tan lar... He slower... lol... And i can actually understand wat he was teaching!!! And yes, the mistakes he caused and the sarcastic remarks he made really cheered the class up.. So i enjoyed it. Although we has a REALLY irritating jerm behind... who claims he cannot see and kept on kicking the chair... ARGG...
Physic was at the lab, where we did the pendulum experiment... XIAN... Spent most of e time on that.

Bio was seriously extra slack... and donno why, i kept on sighing... HMMM, i think the boredom is getting to me... LOL... We wasted time on choosing a bio rap... i tried to sabo mark, but sadly not successful... =( Then Mrs Yap went on talking around random things.... A bit of this and that. Then say dowanna go into detail cause she dowanna confuse us... DOTZ!!! Bio where got no need go into detail one!!! She seriously skipped ALOT of stuff la... Just explain a tiny little bit and then move on... SOB. i want ms Ang!!!! =((( Cyn then started flipping thru the tb and making funny comments about them... lol. This gurl never fails to make me laugh... Lucky Mrs Yup never see..=PPP So lessons was EXTRA BORING!!! Wanna learn also cannot... SIGH... and the hw... ah yerrr, forget it. study myself!
Eng was half fun half BORING... First did the letters from war thing. Then presented it. Spent half the lesson on that... and then, mr teo was suppose to tell us the correct answers.. However, he started making up his own compo about a fire... ZzZZz. And i was seriously nodding to sleep. Slept from about 10 mins... Then i realised how close mdm nora was, so started concentrating so so hard to keep awake. Looking around the class, could see SO many ppl nodding to sleep. Really funny. Mr teo's voice is seriously very boring lar... -_-. Still remember when he used to teach 1C geo... Once he come in, everyone all join table, pull chairs or take out hw and do... No one listening to him lox... LOL... k, we were very nottie. =P
And Chinese was compo, which i took such a long time to write... All nonsense la.. no inspiration at all... And i wrote the typical story... SIGH.. gotta practice on compo writing...

Stayed back till 4 with Rachel... Did out hw and enjoyed the emptiness of the canteen. =DDD Then went for trng... Was late... Did some maintainace... Then played game with Damai... Sigh... i keep throwing my passes to the other team lar... Esp the semi D... So so sorrie... And then i was put as GS... and i realised that i cannot remember what to do... so... i decided to improvise with GA skills and got scolding... LOL... fine fine, i'll stand still and hold k??? =PPP gotta seriously practice more...

k, chem test tmr... gota go study...BYE

2007-01-14T21:31:00.000+07:00

Came across a blog which has this as a post, and after hearing the song, i felt it's worth posting it too... LOL... it's really sweet. =D

Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower, and you it's only seed.
It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dying, that never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snow,
Lies a seed, that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes a rose
Amanda McBroom

And then i went on picking song... =D

i introdued this song to rachel and now she's hooked on it... wahaha!

enjoy!!!

2007-01-14T20:32:00.000+07:00

hey all! won't be making a long post today... got hw to do!!! =PP
Well, sat was great!!! went out with ys, cheryl, richny, tinghui and rachel to watch death note. For most of them, it would be their second time. Bt for me and cheryl, FIRST... LOVED the show!!! Had some disturbance with my phone...-_- Ppl smsing and calling... DOTZ... Then cause had to read sub titles, i missed a few part!!! Kept leaning over to ask richny... OPS... sorrie!
I think light is so shuai... LOL... i like him more than L...So jealous light kissed Misa larr!!! HUMPF... somemore hug soo long lox... -_-. =PPP L had really funny expressions in the movie... Very weird... And e part he fell off the chair... LOL. But i loved his mask...=DDD Although my tuition at night was cancelled, i still went home early... to study!!! LOL, however i kinda slacked and chatted on msn for a long time... =PPP

For today, i stayed at home... Did revisions and stuff... HW... Went to explain the article to cynthia so that she could write it down... =PP The power point slides she made for the alternative assessment is really nice!!! But not gonna put e pics here... later ppl copy then not special le!! =X Lucky i still remembered about sec 2 geography, land and sea breeze... used it to explain. clever rite!!!=PPP hmmm, then now i'm editing the slides and doing the conclusions... Cyn has gone offline!!! SOB... and i don't she has done the part we suppose to had up. I can't do it cause my com no Microsoft words!!! DOTZ...
Oh yes... i also got a scolding from my mom today... For my phone bill... -_-". It was kinda expected...=P i had smsed too much in the dec hols... Well, i was SO bored!!! =PPP And had to follow my parents everywhere to buy some stuff which does not interest me at all... Can't help it!!! Well i expected it to be around a 1000, but i got 329 more...=PPP Maybe to some it's not alot... But to me... it's $22 from my pocket money!!! XIAN... gotta start saving now...
Well, gonna change my line to starhub soon. Heard starhub issn't really that gd, but my mom insists on it, cause she got some $200 voucher to use if new line, and i'm e only one who is not using starhub...-_- Sigh, can't think of any other way to convince her outta it. And the sad part is, i won't be getting a new phone ANYWAYS... lol... but i'm not saying i don't like my phone lar... My dad's gonna change his phone AGAIN... He just got one a few months back??? hmmm.

Trng tmr...and it's at damai! wonder what time it will end? got test to study for too!

okay, i'll end it here. BYE

to those who have nt watched death note 2... GO WATCH!!!!

it just keeps spinning.
enjoy it while u still can.

2007-01-12T21:01:00.000+07:00

Firstly, i wanna apologize to the netballers for today... i knoe i was extremely timid today... =( and i was stoning the whole training through... sorrie!!! i promise i will try harder and brush up on being a better GS and a GA... For East Zones... i promise...

Today had been EXTRA cold!!! i was freezing in the morning. Could not sleep well last night too. Was TOO COLD... sigh, i lack sleep. Then i sch... Chem was okay, gotta do the alternative assessment fast... First to present lox!!! Suay... Then was A math. Where was discussing the answers with Yug han. Ms Wong never check and then just write the answers one lox... Most of them were wrong anyways. Got her to do 2 sums for us... =PPP And then she gave us this quadratic equ which everyone got confused in.. All diff ans... SIGH.
Next was eng, which was reading period!!! So happy i brought jacket lar... so so cold. Then was e math!!! Where we had this 3 mins quiz which got alot of ppl stressed... LOL... it was actually simple to do, but then we got confused with the x and y intercept till we didn't see the actual fact!!! Cyn got it all correct lox... ZzZzzZ.. Gotta go recap it later...
Then was SS, which was fun. They guys got really entu today... Noise and all. Well guess it entertains the whole class lar... So i was sabo to become ss rap... and even used reason about me getting a1 4 history!!! 0.o... not related lar... Later she start to expect gd results from me, i DIE -_- And guess what! soon hao became geo rap... LOL!!! who ask him keep sabo-ing ppl!!! =P Spent alot of time on what is a nation and then explaining. The lesson was free flowing... Talking about EVERYTHING...
And in a flash, lessons ENDED! whoop. Gotta stay back today. Had piano lessons at 3... so did hw with rach. While cyn was playing with fendy's phone... Well, they looked SO sweet together lar... Too bad never take pic of it... SIGH... We soon got bored, went walk around sch and then when the CCAs started, we watched them train in the rain!!! lol... all were doing push ups, jumping jacks and fitness stuff...hmmmm. Watched ppl run around sch... Think the hall was crowded... But it was fun watching... haha.
what else.. oh, also lent my umbrella to some sec 4 guys... well, gd that they returned it later... =). And then at 3 30, went 4 piano. It was not that gd, cause i didn't practice!!!! LOL... well, gotta practice hard... gotta get my grade 7 grade!!!!
Waited for wyn before going 4 trng... Did runs and ball handling... And then was asked to join the tk and damai girls in the half court... OMG... the damai girls were gd lox... And i seriously was stoning... sorry... i only dared to play GA once... =P i knoe, i'll go all out next trng and onwards k???
Then later did with juniors, and warm down... Was fast. Then had team talk on our aims... gonna have trng at damai on mon!!! Wahh... got chem test on tues leh... and e alt assessment too!!! DIE... gotta study early liao... well, gotta sacrifice for east zone lar...

persevere!!!
why didn't u???

2007-01-08T20:56:00.000+07:00

HEY!!! today was exciting and fun... although got kinda pressurised AGAIN... But anyways... it was great!!! =)))
Morning, i came right on time...Which mad rachel worries cause i was lending her my tie... Hmmm, think i better start waking up when my alarm clock rings... Been ignoring it for sooo long... =PPP Well, thank god i was feeling much much better... Had slight fever and sore throat e night before... Sleep helps!!! =D
Assembly was...okay... STILL not much ppl sang e national anthem despite vice principal's orders... All xian... It's a MONDAY!!!! Back in class, FT first... So we in one group had to do a class t design... All slackers la... Just draw a 3A and names.. Just like our old 2C t... No inspiration lehhh. After that we went for photo taking... Everyone complaining about it... WEll, i doubt it will turn out great... but anyways, moving on... A maths lecture was okay...=D yay. Did get some question wrong but i understood. Whoop!!! =PPP Everyone was ultra quiet too...
After math was Physic!!!! Where the fun started... LOL... first it was cynthia... She and her nonsense never fails to make u laugh... Was debating with her that the strawberry on our tb cover and e other one is not the same picture... Ended up laughing so so much, i could not continue with the debate... HUMPF.. unfair... And Mr Wee was looking over loxx... Bad impression... !!! All cyn's fault...
Then he taught about SI units and base quantities... HMMM... He's scary... keep walking up to e centre of e class as if he wanting to knoe what we doing under table... ??? Well, it just reminds me of mdm FONG...-_-" Cyn was also talking about how TALL he was... Say that can touch e clock liao... and stuff... MAke me laugh only la... Hope Mr Wee didn't see. =PPP Later me and cyn went on faster then him... cause we were xian of him explaining over and over again how u derive a quanty... Some how, Mr Wee kept looking at my direction... But could tell he not looking at me... He was Looking at... DANIEL... donno what this guy was doing behind... But it's a bad sign larrr... Attract attention only... =((( Later was checking ans with Daniel and Yuggy and then... we got into this long long 'quarrel' with the ans... LOL... It was mainly me, cyn and daniel...Yuggy was BLUR... haha! and we made him more confused. =P The question was a speed question. from km/h to m/h. Which after changing km to m, suppose to divide by 60 2 times... Donno if i'm making any sense... HMMM... anyways... Daniel was saying that we gotta times 60 not divide... Yup, so that's how i begin... And after long explanation, i got my point thru... =DDD
So physic lesson was fun. Recess was NORMAL... i think e sec 4s where not there or smt, cause there seemed to be lesser ppl in e canteen. Which is GOOD! =P Bio next. Teacher was skipping thru... Never teach anything then ask us do work... ZzZzZz. Don't like her... I want Ms Ang!!!! SOB... Then came to this question where she totally explained too much, making us think that EVERYTHING is in e ans... -_-"" started thinking she was not answering the question... And then Daniel went on and tried to teach the teacher how to teach!!! DOTZ la!!!! How can like that.. he was saying that she should write e ans like this and that she was doing it wrong...0.o OMG... that's so... unrespectful??? lucky the teacher never scold him larrr... I just asked to see the real ans. Copy straight from e book, go home and revise... Kinda forgot how to ans this kinda bio questions le... DIE... And, the teacher packed up long before the bell rung... so slack... SIGH... Must really jia you in bio myself le...
ENglish!!!!! Well, it's nice going 4 eng class cause not much to actually recall or learn... can i put it in that way??? U learn skills there, which have to be done... so don't really need much thinking... that's what i feel. Most relaxed sub... =D Didn't do much today... Asked Mr teo if 'when did you see him" is correct... And he went on his long long talks... ZzZZz. It was funny... He gave many SAME examples... Then he was saying a example

Mr teo " It's like... er...Did he cry??? get it??? how do u spell cry?"
Cyn" errr....r..r.r.r c, r, y...??? "

lol... Why he wanna ask how to spell cry??? LOL... I burst out laughing right on e spot...OPS...=P And then he went on with e importance of asking question... It was more or less a repeat of just 4 words. later u don't understand, which he converted to a long talk... -_- . note to remember.. got a question, ask mdm nora ONLY!!!! Rach also noted that Mr teo stands as if he is going to fall forward... Back problem??? =P
Last was Chinese, which was the HEART ATTACK period... haha. It went well, copy copy and more copy... Then later she went asked us questions to for zao ju with e words.. or how to use it lar... YUP... And ended up e last 5 (rach, me, cyn, yuggy and daniel) had to do zao ju... It's scary k... Cause everyone doing to well, later u donno how to ans then very malu...HAHA. But anyways, chinese lessons pass fast now, so that's WONDERFUL!!!! YAY...

stayed back to shoot 100 shots... And then tried 4 consecutive 20... But didn't finish it... i will TMR!!!! Instead play with arina... first to get consecutive 10 shots win... Arina ar, so cheat la!!! Always purposely hit by ball out of e net when i reach 9... HUMPF.. but guess what... i STILL won!!! =PPP
Did some reading of bio at rach's house, and then went 4 tuition... and with the teacher going on and on on stuff we should do... i got pressurized... -_- but anyways.. it was not that bad la... See what i can do lo...

k, that's ALL... =P

2007-01-06T20:39:00.000+07:00

hey... extra tired now cause i had 2 tuition today!!!! and went 4 CCA recruitment drive... But i'l still blog...=D
Morning, went for tuition at parkway... This time didn't see any tk ppl... lol!!! all @ sch??? usually always clash into someone i knoe one... Had to leave tuition early cause need time to eat and then go sch. So, now i got hw...-_- SIGHHH, a compo on marriage!!! LOL...

Met ys, richny and rachel. Went to eat at yoshi... At first ys wanted ajisen... But me and rach are poor ppl... =PPP Lunch was... quiet... Nth much. Richny was reading a book and saying how les. it was... Ys didn't finish her rice... Diet ar... Then i gotta buy beef bowl 4 dear rachel leng which is at sch... =) Later went to buy hair tie...cause i have kinda lost ALL my black rubber bands!!! SOB... Bought bubble tea... and extra 4 rach 2 then went sch... I'm such a WONDERFUL caterer!!! help rach get food and drink lox... Some more make my bag so heavy!! Better be grateful rachel!!!!

Some how sch was not that alive as we thought it would be... Maybe cause e sec 1 were in e hall 4 talk... But anyways... it looked very xian... first thing i realised when i was there, alot of ncc ppl!!!! lol... Put bags, settle down and watch seniors play badminton. The ceiling was e main problem cause e shuttle cork always get blocked by it... And e fan blew it to e ncc sea video side... Watched a chi teacher play... She's gd la... i guess. =P I did abit of hw there, walked around with rachel... Then when the sec 1 came down, went around giving flyers... We really slacked this time... ONly gave about 4 ppl in total??? A the table, it was kinda boring... No one actually went there... boring place... except when, for e first time,a guy (ian)wanted to be recruited into netball... LOL... really funny joke... Me and rachel were laughing away... The juniors were busy playing netball... XIAN... They should be e ones giving out flyers...Still remember last year when me and ys went around asking and malued ourselves so much... Esp when we accidentally asked this sec 3 gurl, mistaking her 4 a sec 1... LOL... Fun memories... =')
So later e band started playing... Went to e second level to watch... Slacked there till 5. Saw Yug han forget e notes to play. LOL... and the drummer drop his joy stick... Haha. Watched Wan Fong and Wyn climb up the scout's structure (thx mark)

So at 5, went down, pack up and collected bags... The ncc were super fast in packing up... and they were also e ones who brought e round tables back. Slacked there longer... played with rachel's sister who EVERYONE says is extremely cute... And i got her pic... =PPP Jo must be super jealous... wahaha.
Walked around sch... hmmm, oh yes... i kept hearing ppl calling my name... weird... that time was walking to find wan fong then i heard my name being called 3 time... When i turn, don't see anyone who i knoe or looking my direction... WEIRD... maybe it's me... LOL...
Later sand happy birthday to wei rong. she got wet with a bottle of water being poured over her.. And i think e guys wanted to flag pole her... OMG... but lucky never la... Later went hm 4 tuition... SOB... so depressing to have tuition on sat night!!!

Tuition was okay... Didn't do much cause i never learn anything new... And then it ended with a super pressurising talk. First about careers, then to aims... Sigh... she also talked about english and it's importance... i knoe i have not been paying much attention to eng e last 2 year.. Well, this year i just HAVE to buck up... She also asked what jc i wana go, then talked about poly... And then chi... HMMM. oh yes, she also mentioned wanting me to get in by using 7 subs!!! wow... gotta do well in EVERYTHING... well, whatever it is... i will try... lol... put in 110%. =) Gotta buck up in language... hopefully my chinese will improve...

k, that's about it for today... =)))
thank you