| Monday, November 20, 2006 |
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i really think my life is now a real mess... Seriously! well, it both includes the diff type of mess.. no 1, my room is in a utter mess, my drawers is, the pictures are lying everywhere. I hate going into my room now... The hw are not done, and i still have must more incomplete packing in the house!!!! I am actually given so many chores! clean my bro's mess, pack the cupboard... do spring cleaning of house with NO help...LOADS and LOADS of work... i will seriously drop dead and just die!!! And yet my mom just keep adding on to the pile..help my dad cut some boxes... IT takes up alot alot of time and there are like.. a thousand of these boxes??? Practice piano... my mom will go mad for the piano... ARG... and guess what, i just got grounded cause i did not practice for just today! which i had been VERY busy getting some chores done and going to develop photoes for my mom, check class result and to rach huse for ss hw and then TUITION! i am so darn busy and yet my mom does not even CARE! instead, e first thing she gets home, have u practice ur paino!!!! scream scream... talk talk, say what i laze around all day i never accomplish ANYTHING! omg! i did so much cleaning of e house and she say i do nothing! After all e time i spent on just finishing what she ask for... what she treat me 4! a robot! she might as well just go order a robot daughter and forget me!! ARGGGGG. She does not allow me just just sit on e couch... ARG. you can only rest when she is watching tv cause her eyes is not on you. i am so sick of here irritating orders! getting me to do this and that, yet she just keep saying i have done NOTHING!!! fuck... At least i did what she says! i do whatever she wants! she wants me to rush home from a day i suppose to leave for friends, i did that. And she scolds me for everything again... well, at least i am putting so much effort in trying to be a gd daughter! u kneo what! i GIVE UP. I'll seriously stop trying anymore... she how she likes it... humpf. since i am grounded, and since she always saying i never do anything. i'll just give her what she want! i'll laze around the house... i cannot be bothered by her anymore... i hate her... |