| Tuesday, June 03, 2008 |
 :) heyy! holidays have started and YET... we are going back to SCHOOL! tisk! how depressing. lessons are extra long now... and i'm having trouble paying attention to the last period. haha! can't help it. i've even resorted to reading books during e lessons... =P i'm sure e teachers know, but they don't seem to care.. so heck! keke perhaps i should be sitting in e middle of class or smt. then i'll concentrate and listen. sitting at e corner is really very distracting. too much chances to do something ELSE. haha. i'm such a terrible student. anyways.. something exciting is coming up... TK NETBALL CAMP! whoop! i'm actually looking forward to it. despite having to go for lessons the next day(friday) after our night walk... i think everything will go fine. =) the Sec4s are planning the night walk and GOSH! the route is REALLY scary!!! eekkk! we actually got them to walk past all the scary haunted sites in school... including L shape toilet and banana tree. xD sadistic, i know. well, to make it worse.. we got some extra stuff all planned out... HEHE. can't tell her. it's a surprise!!!! o well, this is my FIRST night walk in school... so i'm just hoping for the best. *cross fingers*. and of course we don't end up scaring ourself. keke. all e best to e juniors! xD hope you scream. lol. (that's our goal... mean right? XD) other than the night walk... there is also games... no idea what jo got planned... then the gals are also going SWIMMING! haha! too bad e sec4s can go... wonder what they going to do there, in waist high waters.. 0.o kk, i think i better get back into finishing GEO hw. i can't find any examples or facts and figures... -_- pathetic. anyone wanna share? xD see ya! |
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sometimes i wonder when i even bother... there's something missing in my life.... cuz something is not quite right... there's no more motivation... no more fun.. no more spice... life is BORING. and it totally sucks... so what if it's e holidays... so what if i have all the time now... it's doesn't make much of a difference... i'm bored to TEARS. believe me... i can predict what people will say... i can tell what they are thinking before they let it slip out i know what they will do i sense how they feel i get what they are trying to say from the very first words... is that good? NO. cuz everything happens as expected! and it's SO VERY BORING is it that i got so used to this... or that people don't change... or that i' not paying attention to the tiny, insignificant difference... I"M SO SICK OF IT ALL. it's like i'm stuck in a cycle... and it just keeps going round and round and round.... it's time to do something crazy... it's time to MOVE ON. ... anyways... don't you hate it when people go back on their promise... or what about those who keep talking about things they want to do... yet never actually make ANY effort to make any come true? okay, actually i don't really care if it's all about them... however... whatever they are doing.. they are affecting ME... and i hate it. i'm so so irritated. so frustrated. is it me? am i too playful? cuz i seriously doubt so. i've been stuck at home for way too long. and i'm dying to GET OUT. the most pathetic part is that i can't... maybe i made the wrong choice. right from the start... it was all wrong... perhaps i'm not suited for such a life style. perhaps i've been torturing myself for too long.. i'm not sitting at the corner anymore... i getting up and i'm going to PLAY. |
