| Saturday, October 25, 2008 |
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there has got to be a reason why people do so very well for Os. it's either that it's really easy, or that people put in extra effort. i'm dead sure it's the latter, cuz i didn't feel that papers were that easy. infact, i'm on a downward spiral. one week into Os and i totally lost faith. i know i didn't do well. i know i made countless mistakes. i know i didn't finish the paper. i know i am NO WHERE near getting a distinction. to add on to that, i totally screwed up my ONLY humanities. it's over. forget 8A1, forget 6points, forget VJC, forget all my hopes and dreams. i've lost all my pride. yea, i know you felt the papers were SO EASY yea, i know you think it's impossible to screw up OLEVEL and yes, i know. i'm a total LOSER/FAILURE/SUCKER/IDIOT... the one sin that no one should and can commit is screw up the most important exam they have been studying for, for the last 4years. No amount of As in school-based exams can save me now. No class ranking, no level ranking and definitely no teachers or parents or friends can. I single-handedly crushed all my hopes and dreams. (and yes, it's hurts so much) i deserve to be shot. |