wheeeee!!!! such a long time since i have blogged.... ZZZzzzZzz....
Okay, so ALOT ALOT of things happen... SO so much till i cannot remember!!! hehe...
Firstly and most importantly... MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! which is and now was 26 March 2007. For those who forgot, there is still 2008!!!! A little less then a year for u to plan what kinda WONDERFUL present u will get me... WAHAHA!!!!! Talking about that, yughan and mark still own me smt la!!!! SO SLOW!!!! =PP
So a BIG "THANK YOU" to those who wished me happy birthday.... ^^ so many ppl remember my birthday!!! YAY!!!! very happy. =) And another big thanks to those who sANG me birthday song!!! =DDD INcludes the netballers, wyn and wei rong... And Justin and gang... ^^. thank eu... Oh and all the lovely smses i got... hehe!!!! The birthday card from the class was also really sweet. =D
Oh of course the BIGEST thanks to those to got me presents!!!! ^^ yay!!!!! Thank u Jin Yi for the oh-so-cute turtle key chain!!!!!! I got a blue one, cyn's was pink... hehe... MINE CUTER!!! =P... Thanks to Shi Geng for the billabong phone pouch!!!! =DD and the sweets and orange heart inside... ^^. THANK U ARINA and WYNNE for the so so pretty and sweet and cute and wonderful and pink snow globe!!! yay! wish fulfilled!!!! =DDD Thanks Arina for hinting all week!!!! And then choosing the colour of the cat... And bringing the beautiful fragile piece of ART to school... haha!!!!! Love it loads!!!! And thank u so much!!!! <333>
'[OH... THANK YOU MICHELLE FOR THE BIRTHDAY CARD!!!! so surprised to see a letter for ME in the mail!!!! <<333> 
The DELICIOUS cake!!!!
 PRETTY SNOW GLOBE!!!!!!
alright, the day was loads of fun for me... lessons and all were great... And netball interclass was SLACKING all my duties. =P and went to teach my class netball. hehe! HOWEVER, 2 bad things on that day... firstly, my right eye was a little swollen... painful and uncomfortable.... ZzZZZ. Of all days... 26 march... -_-. And another more DEPRESSING news... i LOST my phone on MY BIRTHDAY... ya i know, such bad luck... and i was careless... SIGHHHH.... i miss my phone... So to whoever who might have happened to take it... It WAS behind the DNT block, on the floor beside the drain, beside the windows... TOgether with a key... zZzzZZzz... okay... the phone is LOCKED. And so lucky i was blogging the day before so i took out my 1G memory card... PHEWWWW.... So from all the calling of my phone, i found out that... someone DID take it... And e person got so irritated with the calls till he/she offed my phone... And now, i don't think e person can on it anymore cuz there is phone lock!!!!
So to whoever who took it, PLEASE return it to me or general office... PLEASE!!!!!! u can't do much with it anyways... cuz it's locked. So it's more of like a useless phone to u... so.. PLEASE RETURN IT...
okay... what next... Netball inter class, 3A somehow managed to win 3B... WOW... our goal... But sadly lost to 3C... i focused on the wrong area and well, messed up the whole thing... Sorrie... =( Should have listened to soon hao and let him attack too.. BLEH.. well... 3rd place... better than none???? lol... we played really well... =)
WHAT ELSE???? i was sick from thrus to mon. Had fever, cough, flu, running nose and sore throat.. HORRIBLE... And suspected it was DENGUE!!!!! WEnt for several blood tests... OUCH... And today, which was my last one, shows that it was only a virus... not dengue... =D
So for today, Last lesson for choices. Fencing, we had some mini competition with our group and e one starting one period after our. And we WON!!!! yay. It was fun, enjoyed fencing, too bad i have no time to continue... I'm such a busy person... LOL!!!!
Then bio lesson was STRESS. It was a normal lesson but somehow i was stressing over the many tests i have to take... like... bio, geo, ss and a math!!!!! zzz. Stressing over hw, revisions and MID YEARRR!!!!! And the fact that i would be missing one week of sch due to OBS... XIAN...
Later i had some trouble with teachers... -_-. EVil ms ang won't let me take the bio test cuz she thinks i got dengue... -_- EVIL LA... now i gotta RE learn... =( Then i had to find nani for consent form to go AUSTRALIA!!!! so excited for that... =DDDD Then ah ber for my a math lecture book... Then mr wee about the practical which i miss... HATE finding teachers la... so hard to get them.. And always have to page them, when NO ONE ANSWERS, which leaves u to wonder... Is e teacher coming out or NOT... -_-
Later went for blood test... Waste loads and loads of time waiting for my turn... SIGH... had to wait 2h for just 1min or so with the doctor....!!!!! =((( Was explaining to my mom my study habits and everything. Too bad she's too busy with complaining about her 'busy' her life is, and scolding me for unreasonable things to care sia.. -_-. I don't get her at all... I think i have already did my best to make her life as not-so-busy as possible... She has time to join exercise classes and to pamper herself!!!!! Still complain. And she don't have to worry about my studies la! She can't Even teach me anyways... zZzzz. Then she just need to help my brother with studies. Manage the house, with a maid to do the house work... I seriously think she complains too much... -_- MY life is more stressful compared to hers LA!!!! =P
i think i'm pressurising myself too much now... zZzzz... Loads of things to complete, so little time!!!! AHHHH, and i don't understand a math absolute function... No one at home can teach me... SOB... gotta wait tilll monday now.. SIGH... i feel so helpless...=( Still got bio, geo, ss, chem, physic to catch up on... STRESS + MORE STRESS...
Letting my mind do some soul searching... And i came up with... FRIENDS... And then then the thought of... 'letting someone go'. What it was meant to do is to forget all the thoughts or memories which can hurt you. That's all, but does it mean to forget the person completely and in the end... ur no longer friends??? Issit even possible to let go without losing the friendship???
Making friends is easy, but staying friends is a challenge... Guess it really needs both to want the friendship to last, and time and feelings are needed. Gotta pay attention to the person, gotta care about e person, how he/she feels, spend time understanding. And make the effort to pull the friendship back again if it ever drifts apart....
I know of some ppl who have drifted apart from me... Yet... it's just so hard to get it back together... It takes alot of time, and even if u are willing the spend it, the other party has to be willing too... I guess it's really hard to save a drifted away friendship... Maybe i should try and 'experiment' on one... HAHA! We'll see... =)
Now back to another old topic... conversation. i think i have mentioned it before in one of my older posts, about how amazed me and rachel were about our conversation, cuz it was NEVER ENDING and would jump from one topic to another so so quickly, till we never got bored of the whole conversation!!!!!! i think that's really cool. Then i came up with a question... What makes conversation so fun. How do u make it fun. Till today, i have not gotten much of an answer, so sad... But i know a few things. The friendship is one important factor. it depends of the understanding of the 2 ppl. How much they know each other. How much they care for each other. That's important. For example, how can u have a conversation with someone who don't CARE!!!! U tell the person about your day, or how u feel about something, and e other party would be thinking " and why are u telling me this??". Which can totally end the whole conversation, no matter how hard u try... So, it takes 2 hands to clap. ^^.
So issit worth saving a drifted away friendship??
i do miss u, but i'll never know what ur thinking... somehow it has all landed in ur hands now... it's all about u... and if ur fine with letting everything just slip away... i'll do the same too.
k, that's all for today...
below is serious NONSENSE, just to let some irritation i'm feeling out, so u can stop here. =D
okay now i'm feeling REALLY pissed, so pls allow me to RAMBLE....
WHY CAN"T MY MOM JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! she already doesn't help AT ALL in my studies, why can't she just let me do whatever i NEED to do... WHy is she stopping me from doing things which are RIGHT... like studying?!?!?!?!.... I NEED MY OWN SPACE!!!!! ESp when i'm studying!!!!!! How can one study when being constantly disturbed and having the focus being pulled away on some 'unrelevent' CRAP!!!! I can't that this any longer... Can't she just let me STUDY IN PEACE!!!!! Am i wrong to want to study!!!!
I seriously donno what the hell is wrong with my mom... She's acting as if she has nothing else to bother in life and decide to come and irritate me with NONSENSE and bug me from whatever i am doing. what the hell la!!!!
Firstly is PIANO... damn it... i am so so stressed with my homework, test, catching up, understanding, revisions and MID YEARS EXAM is coming really soon, and here she is giving me more STRESS for piano... wth... i seriously have NO time and patience to sit at the piano and play some boring prices over and over again... -_- And scale... SO IRRITATING... keep running your fingers up and down the keyboard... it's super tiring, with SO MANY to finish... each is almost the same, yetcuz on the one note diff, u gotta practise it ALL OVER... ah ya, i hate it la... And i usually would have SO MUCH more worth my time things to do that PIANO... idiot...
Sadly, my mom just HAD to add stress to my life, and went to register a grade 7 exam for me in SePt.... How to ever PASS???? When i have NO time and interest to practice... WTH... And the worst part, due to my lost of phone, i can only get a new one by.... PASSING THE DAMN EXAM... great... my life is so over... -_-
This suck.... okay, another thing about my mom.. She does not know anything about whatever i'm learning now, so she obviously cannot teach or help me... how sad... no help at home... =( I really envy those who has parents or older siblings which can coach them or at least help them solve some hard question!!!! But what to do... can't be changed, so now i have to work SUPER hard to understand whatever the teach is teaching, pay attention and get all my doubts cleared in school. Do loads of revision and prepare questions which i am CLUELESS about early to ask friends or teachers... YUp, i try my best to do that. So, that is where i spent MOST OF MY TIME... studying... locking myself in my depressing SMALL room and trying to maximise my time to study and revise as much as possible...
Like this, my mom does not have to worry or CARE about my studies... she don't need to worry it i am SLACKING or if my results will come out bad and i'll do badly in o levels or get kicked outta school... blah blah blah... CAUSE... i make sure i do well. Which is every student's responsibility la.... okay, and now she has one less child to worry on. YAY? HOWEVER, i donno what is my mom's problem, she just HAS to come round and give me more PROBLEMS AND STRESS... WTH... -_-... Firstly, she complains ALOT... THe most horrible thing is she NAGS and NAGS... and it's impossible to get her to stop... -_- Most recently, she was on the topic of me locking myself in the room too much, and spending too much time on STUDIES... OMG>>> issnt that what i'm like... suppose to do???? i study to much to get good grades so she no need to worry about me and there she is complaining about my my studying habits... WTH... i donno what to say...
And then she goes on about me having LITTLE conversation with my cousins at gatherings.... -_- WEll, firstly, i have been busy trying to revise for test, and got DRAGGED to the gathering, so i no choice have to study with so many ppl laughing and having fun... Do u have any idea how depressing that is!!!!!! AS if i want to study la... My mom is totally not HELPING me in my studies!!!! making my life WORSE!!!! And then she complains about me... zZZzzZZ
Another is she keeps complaining i am WASTING TIME on nonsense things... 0.o HUH!!!!! what i usually do is... come back at 4 plus 5 from school.Eat, bathe then study and do hw. If got time, watch abit of tv, use the com for awhile. Then SLEEP... So what is the nonsense things i waste on???? Watching tv??? i can't be studying ALL the time... -_- Then sometimes when i spend time packing my room, she complains... IT's IMPORTANT for me to pack my room la!!!! She's lucky she no need to nag about my MESSY room okay!!!!! -_- SIGH... she's scolding me for things that other parents, like my aunt, would be happy about.. HOW WEIRD...
It's like, from my cousin, i realise some of their bad habits which their mom keep repeating and i make it a point that i myself don't have such problems, which helps to relief my mom AND YET... she comes and complain all the opp...WTH... i so give up... I am SO going to give her the cold shoulders on such unreasonable complaining... |
