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Saturday, July 19, 2008

EMO jamie.

tisk... what is it with people saying so!

well...it's not that i'm trying to be, or acting it all up.
this time i really cannot help it.

my body has collapsed under the stress and lack of sleep. i'm SICK. argggg... felt terrible after coming home on wednesday. actually i think i got so angry, i started to burn up. tisk. problems problems...(*). sometimes i really wish i had the GUTS to step up and say what i really have to say. BUT then.. there's always the "reputation", and then the hard work i've put in all these times. Of course there are the other members, which i will NEVER hurt. tisk. If only...
since i've gotten the memory replaying... might as well DISCUSS. (grrr) there was house meeting in wednesday. Gosh and i DREADED going. First time! =( Got pushed up to lead our tagore "glory" dance. Seriously, it was a total disaster. So much for having fun and "passing it down generations after generations". HA! The rest of the time was briefing... (*)
Only now, have i realised that is it QUITE useless to have such system. I mean, what's the use of having the whole school population separated to inform them about the same thing! Moreover... it's time consuming and troublesome. We should just go to the hall. I'm sure it would actually get more people's attention. HMM.

alright, back to topic... EMO.
classes are stepping up a notch and i'm not following well. I have no idea why. ='(
let's evaluate...
Amath's proof is DIFFICULT! no idea how to even start. -_-
Emath is STILL a bore.
Physic is in the lab! which is BAD. very bad! too much distractions.
Chem is ALWAYS in the lab. Organic chem has no meaning to me. 0.o so what if it's saturated? Recently covered fuel in one period and i am no different from going in than coming out. -_- what DID we learn in there?!?!
Bio is GREAT. =D reproduction in humans rocks. Mrs yap too! yay...
Humans are some what the same... copy copy copy. =) and of course spending some time wondering HOw on earth the guys at the back manage to answer the questions... i can't think!!!! ahh!

yup... so there is seriously nothing to rejoice about. Not to mention the TESTS EVERY SINGLE DAY! argggg. dying!

lastly... there is my new RESPONSIBILITY. -_-
it cannot get any worse!!!!
i'm a FLAG BARRIER on national day. GREAT. marching was NEVER my kinda thing. In fact, let me REemphasize that i don't particularly ENJOY marching. Which is the reason why i never ever considered joining any UG. ='(
i did try to squeeze outta it, but as u know...(*). So yea. i'm still stuck with it. *bitter smile*
training on fridays and wednesdays. there goes my free time.... =(. thanks to joshua and jasper for being ever so patient. I'm absolutely clueless about EVERYTHING. Of course thanks to Justin, who comes along once in a while to explain something to me AND saying i have "no standard". SIGH... so much for hoping i won't screw the whole parade up. =( all back to (*) again. tisk... (*******) Don't even see their shadows there anyways! -_- how supportive.
OHHH! ms low is really nice. haha, not that i don't already know that but... just emphasizing it here. =D She was extremely supportive. Not to mention even coming up to ask about my well being. PLUS! her words of encouragement. =) yay. (sighhh, if only she was in charge of tagore... <3 musical ="DDD

either way.. i found out that joe jones is pretty good looking =D

This is me~ great song! =D

okayyyyy... enough. it's EXTREMELY LATE... and i'm going to SLEEP.

Friday, July 04, 2008

alright, here i am. at home watching my cousins play "the bully" on ps2... all visibly happy at the prospect at being able to destroy properties and perhaps kill some people.. -_-. seriously, i think this is bad influence... EXTREMELY bad influence. not to mention, their ADDICTED! xD

hmmmm, today i rejected the offer to watching "never back down" with the netties. yea, i feel kinda bad for pangsei-ing" them... sorry gals, i know i told you i could before, but had to be home for my cousins. Their leaving TOMORROW! Back to Taiwan they shall fly. I'll miss them dearly. Thus, i better cherish the time i have now =) HEY! go watch "It's a boy girl thing"!!! i promise i'll make it. xD

Second week of school and i'm actually rather comfortable with all the late supplementary lessons and tests! wow! xD i expected to be totally freaking out now. haha. either way, everything is going rather fine. Lessons are not that tiring now. Perhaps cuz there is less things to cover. Already finished the syllabus for Emath and humans. Chinese is so fun now! Not that we have total free period, but i really enjoy Chinese now! ^^ I improved drastically in Chinese since the start of this year! whee!

Talking about chinese, heard about the chinese o level oral??? Being first does have it's advantages! I can confidently say that the oral test was easy. The passage did not have much difficult words, in fact, i recognised ALL the word. =D too bad i got too nervous and screwed it up. Loss my momentum on the third paragraph and the rest was totally incoherent. SIGH. So disappointing.

However, the conversational question was PERFECT! yes! i totally expected this to come out. Thank god it was TODAY. yup, so i actually let out a sign of relief when they asked my about the "Bring your own plastic back campaign". YES! =) manage to meet my target, of talking for more than 10minutes? (how i know? when i went up, there was only one person(Jared) behind me waiting. When i was done, the whole row of 3 chairs was FULL!) of course i manage to remember all the facts i MEMORISES! and just jestin had already spread to the whole school population... i manage to make then laugh TOGETHER with me. xD yup. i guess i did well. Got to thank the examiners for their prompts. I like their testing method better than the normal types, where the teacher just keeps quiet and let you blabber away. =) this time didn't have to think of all the points to say and slowly rearrange them ON THE SPOT! yup. mistakes? i was speaking a little to fast. too happy XD. and! i said "su jian dai" for plastic bag. Gosh! how wrong can i get! TISK. to think it was Mr BOK who corrected my right after the test. -_- why didn't my mom point it out to me the day before! tisk. loss of marks! sob.

ANYWAY... i think everyone has already finished their chinese o level oral. Today last day right? hehe. so forget about tips. =) wonder if my advise has helped JO. keke.

Now... took loads of photos during our biology last dissection of a FLOWER! how exhilarating! xD haha but it was fun. With the tiny carpel and stamen. haiyo. I love the tiger lilies!!! so beautiful! i too realised that I CAN DRAW! lol. had to draw the features out and it all looked pretty good! wahaha! =D alright, here are the pictures~ enjoy.